Nicoletta Strait

…Are you sure? Do I need to kick my brother and tell him to get a move on and make a move on you or something?

Mhm, I'm sure. Sorry. No it's fine. No need to kick anyone.

No one. It's not important, I'm just thinking out loud again.  I'm not comparing it to anyone else's. I'm just realizing that everyone else around me is moving almost like a bullet but that's fine because I really don't care all that much. 

Yeah. Maybe. It is, he’s head over heels for her. We get together every now and then and go drinking. Nothing to insane, just to catch up and stuff. It’s pretty sweet but he also freaks out alot.

That's cute. Well, his girlfriend is pregnant, I'd be freaking out too. But hey, you're having guy time and apparently that's always fun.

Yeah, I know. We just said some pretty hurtful stuff and I don’t know if we can fix it. I think it’s a little weird for everyone. Dragged out to Christmas lunch, or to her dorm, one of the two. Jere is at that stage where he’ll do anything for Mer cause they’re back together and she’s pregnant. It’s pretty funny to hear him talk about her when we hang out.

Anything can be fixed if you want it bad enough. Even broken relationships, I know that for a fact. Aw, that's sweet of him though. I didn't know you two hung out though. I can only imagine what he says. If he's that much in love with her.

Maybe, maybe not. I’m not sure.. yeah I don’t know. We don’t have to. I really don’t mind because I’ll be with you so the little things about whether a condom is glow in the dark won’t bother me. Ooooh, I like the way you think. That sounds like a perfect Christmas. It might be hard to leave that to go spend time with Mer. If Jere is there with her though, we’ll probably be dragged out, just as a heads up.

Cameron, you two are kind of close. I haven't even really seen much of her and that's sort of weird. Okay good, because that's a little too weird, even for me. Dragged out where exactly? There's nothing here to be dragged out too!

She is. I’m not sure actually, we haven’t talked since then. I’m hoping it is, but I don’t know. Of course she did. I honestly do not know. To make things interesting would be my guess. Yeah you can. -nods and grins- Yeah I think I’ve seen him around sometimes. He seems pretty cool. Well we can both seek refuge there with each other. People except you and my sister just seem to annoy me these days for some reason.

I'm sure you two will talk eventually. Maybe she's just going through something and it's making her crankier than normal. I don't know. I try to stay away from her. It's weird, but okay. Sure. Interesting. Can we just not use that one? Sounds like a plan to me. We can watch movies and ignore the world while we sketch and get fat on s'mores. 

Yeah, probably not. Sage scares me sometimes too, we had a fight a few days ago aswell actually, it didn’t end so well. -sighs- Oh my lord, she did not? Or well, I’m actually not that surprised when you think about it. It’s Sage. Most people do enough talking on their own so you just have to make small responses and you’ll be fine. That is if you’d just rather take refugee in my dorm. Garrett huh? Cool.

She's just so..blunt. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sure it's forgiven by now though. She did. And told me to use them sometime before they expire in five years. One question though, why do they make glow in the dark ones? Yeah, I can just say yeah and nod my head. Garrett, he's a medical major and he's married. He's really nice. I'd seek refuge in your room over socializing any day.

Yeah, I know, I just thought I’d at least get the ball rolling. I mean, I already have Mer asking me when I’m going to kiss you and Sage, well let’s just leave Sage out of this for now. Okay, well, yeah, -exhales in relief- Okay. S’mores are must when you roast marshmallows babe, don’t even question it. As much as I love having you all to myself, not being social isn’t always healthy you know. I’ve met some pretty cool people around here.

You'd be surprised how often I get asked that. Even by my own family. Which is pretty big. Sage scares the living bejesus out of me. She gave me condoms Cameron. Condoms. Okay, good I'm glad you have the same feelings towards s'mores. Yeah, well, I don't exactly know how to hold conversations. I met someone though! His name is Garrett.

Hey, you know you can tell me anything right? We haven’t really had a chance to talk about other aspects of us getting together, but just for the record, I’m not going to push you to do anything you don’t want to. We can even roast marshmallows on Christmas if you want. Jail doesn’t really seem appealing ever. You don’t need to apologize, it just matters we make the time now.

I know we haven't talked about it. I figured it would just come naturally without everyone making a big deal out about us not doing anything. And that's good about not pushing me, because I wouldn't push you either. Marshmallow roasting sounds fun though as long as we can make S'mores. Yeah, we'll make time. I have to really stop not interacting with people.

-grins and bites lip- Have I told you that you’re adorable when you’re nervous? Your eyes get all sparkly and you bite your lip alot too. I think I may have found my new favourite thing.. Well to me, I just see it as the next step. You’re everything for me Nico, and well, I’d do anything for you. Just as long as I’m not going to end up in jail. But they point is, yes. I want to meet them. I know, I’ve been a pretty sucky boyfriend lately, but I’ll make it up to you. I promise.

I'm not nervous! Okay, so I am nervous because that sounded like a lot of um, weird stuff that we uh, yeah. You know I'd do anything for you too, except jail. Neither of us can go to jail. We've both been sucky, I've been a really horrible girlfriend keeping myself locked up like I have. I'm sorry.

Riight. Well, maybe for Christmas we’ll try something okay? Hm, we’ll have to change that then. Maybe we can camp out in one of our rooms and pull a couple all nighters doing some stuff. -shrugs- Oh, parents, uh, yeah. I mean, yeah I’d want to meet them. Do you want me to meet them? You are. Really? You would?

Something? That sounds fun. Doing some stuff. -blushes- I mean yeah! That sounds good. My roommate is never around so we can probably do it in my room. The get together. We can do the get together in my room. I want you to meet them, yeah. But only if you want to because meeting parents is a really big deal to someone people. And yeah, I would because I don't want to be away from you, I don't even like not seeing you everyday like we used to.

OOC: Ignoring the kissing gifs cause well they haven't kissed yet. STILL lol

I’m not saying give up, I’m just saying that it’ll probably never happen. Or it will happen, just look really crap. Christmas? Not sure. Probably hang with Meredith a little bit and exchange gifts, then tag along to whatever you’re doing. What about you? Oh I can think of several things to bribe you with. Question is, will you accept said bribe? I am indeed very smart. Hey, if you had gone all weeping girlfriend on me, I would have just made my choice sooner. You’re important to me Nicoletta, way more important than some art placement. I’ll be there as soon as I can okay? I miss you too.

Well, even if it does look like crap, at least we'll have gotten you through it and you'll have actually accomplished it. Me? I'm not doing anything. My parents are coming into town passing through the on Christmas Eve before they head over to New York for Christmas itself. If you wanted to meet them. You don't have to. Just, if you do. Yeah. I am? I would have chosen you over some art placement too. Just so you know.

Exactly. Me and clay just won’t get along babe, you need to realise that. Goo thing I’m good at waiting for Christmas. Oh yeah? What could I bribe you with? Yeah it is, but whatever. That’s life. Hey, you would never influence my choice. I think I knew what I wanted to do the minute he offered it to me anyway. I will. Just as soon I finish Mer’s gift.

I'll never give up on getting you to at least make an ashtray! What are you doing on Christmas anyway? I don't know, I'm sure you can think of something Cameron. You're smart. No, I would have because I would have gone all weeping girlfriend and begged you to stay. Like I almost did. Okay, I'll leave the door unlocked. Just hurry? Please? I miss you.

I’m having the same problem with my wife. She keeps telling me that she doesn’t need anything, it’s making it all the more difficult.

Well I got him one thing, it was second hand? But I fixed it up and it looks like new now. It's something that I think he'll like. Well, has she been eyeing anything whe you two go out?