RATCHET BEASTS

boy, bye.

I really hope I can believe these words tomorrow, because today it is impossible.

When the only tracks are yours 👌 (Hakuba, Nagano, Japan　白馬村)

I want to kill myself.

Trying not to hit trees or fall in creeks ###

From December, when we were in Kansai for our translation and interpretation clusterfuck--I mean, course.

まあ、卒業式はあと二週間で、その後春休みに入る。春休みのうちに勉強しないと。

I think I’ll be posting on here more regularly as well. My life is going to change again drastically in the next 6 months, and this might be one of the only ways I have to stay somewhat sane and not go out of my head with stress as well as what I assume will be inevitable despair and disappointment. 頑張っていきたいんだけどね…

So I climbed Togakushi last summer. I am terrified of heights, so I was grateful for the cloud cover. 

"Men are beasts and even beasts don't behave as they do." "You can be barefoot and have worries." "Solitude scares me. It makes me think about love, death, and war. I need distraction from anxious, black thoughts." "People are forever finding something wrong with you." "I tried to make myself as pretty as possible and even then I thought I was ugly."