Other people won’t solve your problems, they won’t save you. Focus on your dreams and goals. Live the live you want to and the right person will come to your life when it’s time.

I tell myself I am searching for something. But more and more, it feels like I am wandering, waiting for something to happen to me, something that will change everything, something that my whole life has been leading up to.

I was born in the wrong age

I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.

“imagine i had i bowl of skittles and three of them could kill you-”

You must not hold onto love too tightly, with your heart clenched like a fist because love has lungs, it requires air and can be suffocated.

me watching someone not drinking their drink when i’m really thirsty

I decided, enough pain….I was not the woman who breaks into pieces under the blows of abandonment and absence, who goes mad, who dies. Only a few fragments had splintered off, for the rest I was well. I was whole, whole I would remain. To those who hurt me, I react giving back in kind. I am the queen of spades, I am the wasp that stings, I am the dark serpent.

Be crumbled. So wild flowers will come up where you are. You have been stony for too many years. Try something different. Surrender.