awkward auden

my family moving and job hunting and finding a new apartment and trying to manage time with the boy and with my friends has left me so exhausted i don’t want to sign on to rp anymore. 

i’m fighting to figure out how to manage my time so you get new bios and events, but i’m struggling.

i don’t know where i’m going with this except to say i miss you, and hopefully when my next project starts and i get 8 hours of my life back (bc no commuting) i’ll feel better. and you’ll get more stuff and things will go back to being awesome.

if you have any ideas or suggestions for me or for the benefit of the group, pls inbox me literally anywhere -- the main, one of my accounts, skype or kik work too.

Just God, Jesus. Religion, for a lack of a better word. Plus sometimes people don’t really take well to me challenging certain things. 

I don’t know. I’m kind of weary of stuff like that. Sometimes people judge my way of going about it.

Yeah, my friends walked me for a lot of the day. But there were times we were at opposite sides of the school, so they couldn’t and then I got lost.  But I’ve found my way now, so it’s all good.

Well, that’s good! If you ever want to get lost, the art room is kind of always open. It was my safe haven....when I was new here, but don’t give that secret away.

Ah, well that’s cool. I guess I would’ve heard of it if my church friends went to Stonegate. 

Honestly, spent my whole summer swimming, for fun, and now all I want to do is swim some more, but for competitions.

Wow, you really like swimming that much? I just learned last summer, but I don’t even think I could make it all the way across the pool without needing to stop in the middle.

I meant I didn’t know the club was a thing.

“Okay, so I got lost like eight times today, and I only have two classes with people I know in it.  I guess it comes with being in a new school, but honestly, fucking kill me.”

Didn’t you ask someone for help? I’m sure if you went to the office, or I mean, you must have friends by now? Couldn’t they walk with you?