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Day 99 of sobriety.

realising that to my parents i’m not a person anymore. I‘m a problem.

i don’t even miss them anymore.

#personal #dear diary #recovery #lonelythoughts #atmosphere #rain

nobody sees the version of me that almost died twice.

nobody sees the effort.

nobody sees the recovery.

they only see the version that survived.

#dear diary #mother cain #personal #recovery #sober #tw drugs #off my chest #lonelythoughts

hey there! What’s your favorite thing in nature? 🍃

spiders & trees 😭 i love both!

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i just discovered ethel a few weeks ago, but this hits different 😭

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Are you real?

hey yes i’m a real person why? does it seem like i’m not?

haven’t spoken to my family in 10 months.

i finally feel free. my bpd episodes have decreased immensely. nobody‘s telling me i’m not good enough anymore.

i don’t miss them.

i miss the parents they could have been.

#family trauma #actually bpd #dear diary #healing #recovery #personal

in a few days i‘ll get my 90 day chip. i’ve been clean from 7 drugs that i used to escape this longing emptiness. the past 3 years i tried to disappear. now i’m trying to stay. currently listening to ethel cain, boygenius & mazzy star.

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