atiny in nerdy font

P.S: I adore this system that I made, Pomodoro never worked this way for me haha

then counting the study sessions with a new scale "I studies 4 yunho lives today"

Perfect ✨ Delulu is the solulu ✨

The mv starts i believe in his brain, where he's trapped like a foetus, the brain is made out of the thoughts he used to believe where safe to act upon "being whoever society says is right"

But then the so called safe place turns into pain, confusion and fear, and he sees those girls which I think ignite this confusion on the society's values and perceptions even more

The thing that was crawling up his veins and the thing he snatched were considered forced opinions from outside, when society tells you have you gone crazy? This is not you! When the Superego pressures your Ego from being the person you desire

And the experiment starts, to finally see that it was never anything from outside it was him who let that new thing bloom, a repressed part of him that crawled up his existence after being ignored for years

That's when he meets his feminine side, and I believe modeling did bring insight to this part of him, the scene where he walks among the other women not in front, not as a leader but as a part of them, wearing a suit (being masculine) is so beautifully conveying this message

And finally he meets that part, and it's biblical, how it's said Eve acted upon the words of the snake and was thrown out of the heaven the so called safe place

And he's born again, The makeup omg the makeup is such a powerful metaphor of what people believe men with feminine side are, a nasty sinner with a disheveled look, the makeup never considered a beautiful thing but something that adds to the danger they carry

And he's like go on with your words, I'm fine with all this, happy with whoever I am and whoever I have become a sinner or an angel, I want to live as the person I desire