INDEFINITE HIATUS

((tell us!! about your ocs!!!

wel p here ya go,,, not very detailed bc i’m lazy oof

((!!!!!!!!! It’s!!!!!!! so good to see you!!!!!!!

wanted to pop in and see how you guys are doing and i’m just?? so happy to see that you’re all still active and having fun. it’s really great and i really wanted you guys to know. this might get overlooked but i gotta try oof

also

i’ve been sorta wanting to get back into rp bc i’m a fool that was encouraged to make ocs by my lab partner. there might be a chance that i’ll return?? probably not with kathe despite how much i still love her, but i might try to wiggle my way back into the rp scene

God I hate to do this, but it's important that I do. I've officially fallen out of roleplaying. I don't have motivation or any want to do it anymore. I don't want to do something that I no longer have interest and love in doing. It'd make everything lackluster and half-hearted.

I really enjoyed it while I did love it though. The friends I made, the three years of fun and development I never thought I'd have. I still love all of you guys. You feel like a family despite everything that's changed in my life lately. The best family I've had in a long time, actually...

So I will no longer be roleplaying on this account or any of my current rp accounts. Indefinite hiatus; since there might be a chance I'll get that love for it back.

There's not much I can really say besides that at this point...

I don't know if I should continue on with the manga we're making or be a part of it. But it's your decision, not mine. I still love my ocs a lot and can input their reactions- I just can't find the motivation to roleplay any longer.

Thank you for the fun I've had these past few years. It was great and it still has a special place in my heart, it always will.

((do it bro

i’m thinking about making an azami rp blog... but further in the kagepro timeline, like the anime ed, days. it’s really calm and azami has been able to move forwards with herself in the haze. 

{ I guess it’s only inevitable on here. I mean, this has happened once before as far as I know. I’ve been part of this group less than most of the people here, besides Apryll and Mika of course...

{ Whenever something like this happens, I get really conflicted. Caring for the person that’s gotten upset, but also for the person that is suspected to be the cause of it. 

{ If Mika is who’s making Jazzy so uncomfortable... Then I really don’t know what to do. Jazzy is a wonderful person and I enjoy her company, but I say the same about Mika. They’re both dear to me. It’s like... If there were two people in the room with you and you have a gun with only one bullet in it, who do you shoot? In something like this, do you shoot one and care for the other? Or do you shoot yourself so you don’t have to deal with conflict. Even if that’s what I did, there’s no way to completely avoid something.

{ And I know from experience that even if you’re uncomfortable or to the point of being stressed, it’s still important that you sort things out. Being vague solves nothing. Sometimes it escalates the tension of the situation. But I can’t say that being vague isn’t helpful. Someone that has issues with talking can use being vague for themselves to empty some emotions. Even if it’s hard... You need to sort it out otherwise it eats away at you.

//sli d es into tr as h