les nourritures de l'âme

i graduated with honors help

i have this paper to write about a very weird book i struggle with. there are NO articles about it, NOWHERE. it has not been studied apparently. i have finished reading it and still i don’t really get it :(. wish me luck making sense of this one

i just received a grade from an essay and it's not that bad actually, but im just tired of my professors telling me my way of writing doesn't work. they say it's clumsy. it really hurt me.

you know that feeling when you have an essay due for the new year and you just can't seem to finish it, to polish it in a good way? so you don't touch it for a week and then you come back to it and it's still shit but like. also i'm on break. fuck this essay? it doesn't have to be perfect. it will be a shit grade and so fucking what. i don't care. it has the requiring pages anyway. watch me sending it like trash

the communication between professors and students have been zero effort from them this semester. i am incredibly angry about this. they are treating us like shit. they don't answer emails and when they do, some of them have been really agressive and annoyed at our questions. if the entire promo is asking the same questions over and over again, it is because you don't say shit man! we have this prof who teaches a class i already don't care about but fine it's obligatory so no choice. from the beggining of the semester, we're asking about the project we have to write in order to pass his class. he was like, wait a few weeks and then i'll give an explication. i ask again mid semester, because seriously wtf, we have other stuff to make + the thesis and research seminars, and he answers me with so much condescending in his words. then he's sick but he gives us a paper with explications, but none of us understood a single thing! worse: apparently he told us in that paper he wanted us to send the project by fucking post! none of us got that information right. so we all started it the fucking last week of the semester, and that's when we learned we had to send it to him by post! we were outraged. some of us live far away from uni, it's AN ONLINE CLASS. for fuck's sake. and of course he couldn't handle the criticism and had to bring the director of the master to defend him. our concerns don't matter to the faculty. we are just mere numbers and they will always defend each other. i'm just sick of this.