Dear M,
12/07/24
Here we are again. Recently met a nice gentleman however I did not want to proceed further cause I realized that “I’m not in love with this guy but I just want to enjoy the attention”. We’re serious people and we’re both looking forward to the next step but eventually I realize that actually I don’t like the man, the person who he is but I just enjoy the attention, the companion, safety and compassion he provided. So, I told him that I don’t think I could go further with him also letting him go to find his own happiness and hopefully he found a better woman who will love him for who he is and reciprocate his feelings.
I used to judge when someone said they reject the person because “s/he was too good for me” and now I’m eating my own word. I let him go cause he is too good for someone like me also because I cannot reciprocate his love. Now I’m in the withdrawal phase, cause I missed his attention only. Now I know why some people change partner easily after breakup because some people can’t bear the loneliness.
I hope both of us will find what we are searching for. Thank you, M.












