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only way I would ever get a bf is if someone aggressively pursued me and encouraged me but I'm not cute enough for that to ever happen so I guess I'm alone forever Lol

my mom bought flats for me that were nude and shes like do u like it and im like yeah lets keep it. and hses lik are u sure u like it. and im like um yeah. and shes like wouldnt navy be better. and im like no i like this color. and shes like are you sure. and im like.. okay.. i dont know.. do whatever you want. and shes like no im asking YOU. do you want navy? and im like i already said i liked nude. and she’s like are you sure? don’t u think navy would look better? and im like okay fine whatever. she shops for herself like lmao

I'm mad

I had a dream in pe I had makeup finals but my math teacher was proctoring it and instead we were sitting around like 6 pianos and we had to play music and then have s*x w someone & I came late and ppl were already done and just watching movies & talking to the teacher and I was like crying because I was scared

existing is so hard

everyone is always to my friends oh ur so pretty oh this is so pretty oh ur ******** is so pretty and I'm like sitting here,,,, Ok.

my shoulder and back hurts. why am I always In physical pain. is it not bad enough I want to die everyday

I'm like truly appreciating myself now like I genuinely feel like I'm a good n chill person and like people I used to think were cool now look like losers and I feel like I've opened my eyes

jubae no I feel like that'd b weird I'm just going to revlog photos on my main and put my emo stuff here because I don't think anyone knows this blog

jubae btw I don't even know who reported me like maybe even more ppl from school follow me and I don't even know it like its so Zzzzzzzzzz

jubae like 4 people from irl follow me there. I blocked 1 so they shouldn't see my posts on thejr dash .... idk why they started following me it just happened .... but I didn't expect them 2 fucking report me lmfao

I'm annoyed at whoever reported my blog to the counsellors because apparently they said all these nice things about me and like why not say this nice stuff to my face when I'm having a hard time and instead getting the school involved and maybe even my parents involved and getting me in even deeper shit