Sienna

After working in car sales and raking good money .

I left to Texas . I’m back in Cali but I can’t wait to do it again .

It's been a fucked up year.

Left my 8 year relationship, after saying and leaving so many times before.. I guess 3rd time really is the charm. Was the best choice I've made. I wasn't happy and neither were the kids.

Lost my grandma right after losing my godmother and 2 friends from drug ODs.

I lost my shit and let my health and mental health almost get the best of me.

Even though it's been rough, I had some great people get me through it. I can't thank them enough as well as my mom, sister and brothers. Who always intervened when I was in some shit or getting the shit beat out of me. I honestly couldn't have been able to get through it all.

Especially one person in particular. He's been my light out of a dark tunnel and honestly I don't deserve him, but he's been there for the shit shows and mental breakdowns.

I've done a lot of things the wrong way, but I finally want to shed the old me and become the best version of myself.

For me, my kids and family.

2020 cliché.... it's a different year and different shit.