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Never Say, Never 04 »»⍟ Jeon Jungkook
➷ enemies-to-friends-to-lovers, ceo!jk—ceo!oc, rich rich families, old money, lot's of inherited wealth, profanity, suggestive language, slowest slow burn, alcohol consumption, messy arguments, misunderstandings, miscommunication, anstyyyyy, bitchy behavior, etc etc etc...
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➹note: Ya'll I'm back!!! I missed writing this fic ngl. So this is a HUGE chapter and a lot is going on in this one. And i am so sleep deprived rn i don't even understanding wtf have i written. Anyways, I hope you guys still like it, i will read it again once i wake up untill then have fun, mwah mwah <3
This is strictly fiction. Any scenario or situation should not be taken seriously
The week following the field day settled back into its usual rhythm surprisingly quickly. By noon, you'd already sat through two board meetings, approved a revised expansion proposal for the Singapore branch, rejected three investment pitches that should never have made it past preliminary review, and spent nearly forty minutes listening to a department head explain a problem that could've been solved by reading the email you'd sent him three days ago.
The stack of documents spread across your desk seemed determined to reproduce every time you looked away.
Outside your office windows, the city stretched beneath a cloudless sky, moving with its usual relentless pace, while inside your headquarters, everything functioned exactly as it should. Employees moved efficiently between departments, meetings remained on schedule, and for the first time in days, nobody from your family had called asking invasive questions about your personal life.
A knock sounded against your office door before Martin stepped inside, a tablet tucked beneath one arm and a faint crease between his brows.
"What happened?"
Martin closed the door behind him. "I just received a call from the Jeon Group."
Your eyes lifted from the report in front of you. "It was from Jungkook's assistant."
You leaned back slightly in your chair. "Minjae?"
Martin nodded. "He said there's a meeting scheduled this afternoon and that your presence is required."
A small frown pulled at your features. "A meeting regarding what exactly?"
"That was the first thing I asked."
"And?"
"He wouldn't tell me."
Your frown deepened at that, "He said the details would be explained by your father personally."
That made even less sense. You had attended hundreds of meetings throughout your career. Emergency shareholder meetings, acquisition negotiations, crisis management conferences, but none of them had ever involved this level of unnecessary mystery.
"What kind of meeting is that?" you muttered. Martin opened his mouth to answer just as your phone lit up across the desk.
Dad.
You accepted the call. "Hello?"
"I need you at Jeon Headquarters." No greeting, no explanation, nothing. Just straight to business. Your eyes closed briefly. "Good afternoon to you, too."
"I'll assume that means you're free."
"I'm not. Why am I coming there?"
"We'll discuss it when you arrive."
"Dad."
His sigh carried through the speaker. "You've inherited your mother's patience."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
"It wasn't intended as one." A pause followed. Then more seriously, he said, "Just come over. The discussion concerns the merger, and I'd rather explain everything once than repeat myself four times."
That at least sounded legitimate. You glanced toward Martin. "How long has everyone been waiting?"
"About twenty minutes." After ending the call, you stood and reached for your blazer as Martin immediately straightened. "I'll clear the rest of your schedule."
"Push everything after five and tell legal I'll review their contracts tonight."
He nodded. "And Martin?"
"Yes?"
"If this turns out to be another family intervention disguised as corporate strategy, I'm suing everyone."
The corner of his mouth twitched. "I'll make a note of that."
Twenty-five minutes later, you stepped out of the elevator onto the executive floor of Jeon Headquarters, crossing the polished corridor without slowing once as employees greeted you in passing. The receptionist barely had enough time to offer a polite welcome before you were already moving toward the conference room your father had mentioned, your growing irritation fueled by the fact that you'd been dragged away from a perfectly productive afternoon with almost no explanation whatsoever.
The moment you pushed open the doors, however, it became obvious that whatever this meeting was, it had been planned long before you entered it.
Your father sat near the center of the table, Mr. Jeon occupying the seat beside him while Jungkook remained across from them, several reports spread neatly before him as he skimmed through the contents with the sort of quiet focus that suggested he'd already been sitting there for quite some time. The atmosphere in the room wasn't exactly tense, nor particularly hostile. If anything, it felt deliberate, as if everyone present already knew where this conversation was headed except for the two people it directly concerned.
"Sorry," you said, pulling out the nearest empty chair to your father and taking a seat. "Some of us still have companies to run and don't receive mysterious invitations in the middle of the workday."
Mr. Jeon laughed softly at that, exchanging a brief glance with your father before replying, "And that's exactly why you're here."
That answer somehow made you feel less reassured, not more. Setting your phone beside the folder waiting at your seat, you looked between both older men before leaning back slightly. "Alright, I've cancelled half my afternoon schedule for this, so somebody should probably explain what’s up?"
For a moment, neither spoke immediately, your father simply folding his hands together while Mr. Jeon appeared to be considering where exactly to begin. The silence alone was enough to confirm there was more to this than a routine merger discussion.
Eventually, Mr. Jeon spoke. "The merger. I mean, the merger itself isn't causing any problems. In fact, if anything, it's progressing considerably faster than most projections anticipated. The issue isn't the merger, but the attention it's receiving."
Your brows pulled together slightly. "What kind of attention?"
"International attention." Your father slid a folder across the table toward you and waited while you opened it. Almost immediately, several names stood out. Major European investment groups, private equity firms with assets worth hundreds of billions, international consortia, and strategic development funds.
The sort of organizations that rarely involved themselves unless they saw extraordinary potential somewhere. You looked back up. "These groups are interested in the merger?"
"Very interested," your father replied. "Interested enough that we've already received multiple invitations to events we weren't originally expecting to attend."
"Such as?"
"The Global Strategic Alliance Summit in Switzerland."
That answer instantly demanded more of your attention. The summit wasn't merely prestigious. It was one of the most influential corporate gatherings in the world, attended annually by major industry leaders, government representatives, investors, technology innovators, and multinational corporations. Partnerships worth billions were negotiated there. Long-term alliances were established there. Entire industries occasionally shifted direction because of decisions made during those three days.
Across the table, even Jungkook appeared more focused now. Mr. Jeon continued calmly. "This year, one of the summit's primary objectives is the selection of new members for the International Innovation Consortium." You immediately understood why that mattered.
The Consortium wasn't simply a title that companies added to presentations. Membership provided access to international research partnerships, emerging technologies, private investment channels, development programs, and collaborative projects across multiple markets. Being accepted would elevate the merger substantially. "We've already been shortlisted?" you asked.
"Provisionally." The answer came from your father.
"Meaning they're interested in the concept, but before moving forward, they'd like evidence that the leadership structure behind the merger is capable of functioning long-term." You considered that for a moment before nodding slowly. "They want to evaluate the people involved."
"Exactly." Mr. Jeon leaned forward slightly.
"The Consortium evaluates much more than financial performance. They examine executive compatibility, strategic decision-making, leadership dynamics, conflict resolution, long-term stability, and, perhaps most importantly, whether a partnership can continue functioning effectively when placed under pressure."
Your gaze drifted briefly toward Jungkook before returning to the older men. "And their proposed solution?"
"You'll attend the summit together." The words settled across the room.
Neither you nor Jungkook responded immediately, largely because, from a purely professional perspective, it wasn't an unreasonable request. The merger involved both companies equally. Presenting a united leadership structure made sense.
Your fingers tapped lightly against the edge of the folder. "How long?"
"Three days."
You exhaled quietly. Three days wasn't ideal, but arguably worse. Still, it remained manageable. Across the table, Jungkook finally spoke for the first time since you'd arrived. "Three days shouldn't be a problem." His tone remained calm, measured, almost annoyingly practical. Your father appeared relieved by the lack of resistance.
"There's another matter we should discuss while we're all here." Mr. Jeon's expression softened slightly, not apologetic exactly, but aware enough to understand the conversation they were about to have.
"As both of you already know, our families have discussed the possibility of a future marriage for many years. We're not asking for decisions today, and we're certainly not making announcements, but given the scale of this merger, it would be irresponsible not to acknowledge that a formal family connection would strengthen the partnership considerably." The room grew noticeably quieter; neither you nor Jungkook interrupted.
Your father took over. "From a business perspective, investors value stability. Long-term partnerships become significantly more attractive when there are legitimate ties supporting them. The merger already makes sense financially. A family alliance would simply remove additional uncertainty."
Your eyes dropped briefly toward the papers in front of you before lifting again. "With all due respect," you began carefully, keeping your tone polite despite the growing headache forming behind your eyes, "I feel like we're discussing several years' worth of decisions during a single afternoon."
A faint smile appeared on your father's face. "That's a fair observation."
"Besides," you continued, glancing between both men before allowing your gaze to flick briefly toward Jungkook, "if the current objective is proving compatibility, perhaps it would be wiser to start with surviving three days in Switzerland together before planning the rest of our lives."
For the first time since you'd entered the room, a quiet sound escaped Jungkook that came suspiciously close to amusement, and judging by the brief look that crossed his face, he seemed to agree entirely.
At five in the morning, Seoul remained suspended in that strange state between night and day where the city seemed quieter than it ever allowed itself to be, the roads still mostly empty and the skyline softened beneath a pale wash of blue that hadn't yet brightened into sunrise. Most people were asleep at this hour, tucked beneath warm blankets with several more hours before their alarms dragged them into reality.
A suitcase rested beside you near the entrance of your apartment building while your phone remained loosely clasped in one hand, your attention drifting half-heartedly between unread emails and the occasional yawn you failed to suppress. The summit schedule had occupied your thoughts for the better part of the week, and although you weren't particularly concerned about the business aspect of the trip, the prospect of spending three uninterrupted days with Jungkook was proving significantly more exhausting than any investor presentation ever could.
The low hum of an approaching engine pulled your attention toward the street, and moments later, a black Rolls-Royce Phantom eased smoothly to the curb in front of the building, its polished exterior reflecting the glow of nearby streetlights. Of course, it would be a Rolls-Royce, and of course, Jungkook would insist on driving himself. Some things remained consistent regardless of circumstances.
The passenger window lowered slightly. "Morning." The greeting sounded every bit as tired as you felt. Without bothering to hide your exhaustion, you stepped outside and opened the passenger door. "Don't speak to me."
"I wasn't planning to."
"Good." The conversation ended there, neither of you possessing enough energy to continue it.
The silence that followed wasn't awkward. After twenty-five years of existing within each other's orbit, silence had long since stopped feeling uncomfortable. It simply settled naturally between you while the car glided through the sleeping city, both of you content to preserve what little patience remained before sunrise. Streetlights blurred past outside the windows while early morning radio murmured quietly through the speakers, low enough that neither of you paid much attention to it.
You were halfway through another yawn when something caught your eye. A cup of coffee sat neatly in the holder beside your seat. You stared at it briefly before picking it up, the warmth still lingering through the cup. When you looked toward Jungkook, his attention remained fixed on the road ahead. "You become unbearable before your first coffee."
You considered arguing, but he wasn't entirely wrong. The first sip was enough to make existence feel marginally less offensive. "Thank you."
Jungkook glanced at you briefly before returning his gaze to the road. The corner of his mouth moved almost imperceptibly. "Hm." Coming from him, it was practically a heartfelt speech. The rest of the drive passed peacefully, the caffeine slowly working its magic while the city gradually came alive around you. Traffic thickened as dawn approached, office buildings illuminated floor by floor, and by the time the Rolls-Royce turned toward the private terminal, the first streaks of sunlight had begun stretching across the horizon.
Everything moved quickly after that. Private aviation tended to remove most of the inconveniences associated with travel, and within minutes, security formalities had been completed and your luggage handed off to waiting staff. Together, you crossed the tarmac toward the aircraft waiting several hundred feet away, the crisp morning air carrying the faint scent of jet fuel while the rising sun reflected brilliantly across the polished exterior of the Gulfstream G700.
Technically, it belonged to Mr. Jeon, but realistically, nobody treated it as anything other than Jungkook's. The aircraft itself was predictably excessive, furnished less like a plane and more like a luxury lounge designed by people who had forgotten the meaning of moderation. Cream leather seating, polished wood interiors, private conference spaces, and enough room to comfortably host a board meeting greeted you the moment you stepped inside, though neither of you paid much attention to any of it after years of exposure.
You settled into a seat beside the window while Jungkook occupied one across from you, already pulling out his laptop before the cabin door had even closed completely. You opened your own tablet moments later, scanning the summit itinerary once more while the crew completed final preparations around you. Three days of presentations, negotiations, networking events, and enough corporate diplomacy to make anyone question their life choices stretched ahead, each hour meticulously scheduled from morning until night.
Outside the window, the runway slowly came to life. A few minutes later, the aircraft began moving, gathering speed as Seoul disappeared beneath the wings and eventually dissolved into a sea of clouds. Neither you nor Jungkook spoke while the city vanished from view, both absorbed in your respective work as the jet climbed steadily higher, carrying you toward Switzerland, toward the summit, and toward three days neither of you had been given much choice about attending.
By the time the aircraft finally began its descent into Zurich, both of you had long since abandoned any attempt at maintaining a normal sleep schedule. Somewhere over Europe, time had become little more than a suggestion, buried beneath investor reports, summit schedules, interrupted naps, and enough coffee to keep an entire board of directors awake for a week. The twelve-hour flight had passed surprisingly quietly, neither of you particularly interested in conversation and both content to occupy opposite sides of the cabin while occasionally exchanging comments about the itinerary whenever something important caught your attention.
When the wheels eventually touched the runway, a collective sense of relief seemed to spread through the aircraft. You had travelled extensively throughout your life, often more than most people twice your age, but there was still something deeply satisfying about finally arriving after a long-haul flight.
The cold greeted you almost immediately, the crisp, clean sort that seemed unique to European winters, carrying a sharp freshness that cut through the lingering exhaustion clouding your mind. As you stepped onto the tarmac and adjusted the collar of your coat, your gaze instinctively lifted toward the distant mountains visible beyond the airport, their snow-covered peaks illuminated by the pale morning sunlight.
For a brief moment, the scenery made the exhaustion worth it: snow-dusted mountains rose in the distance beyond the glassy expanse of Lake Zurich, while the pale winter sky stretched clear and bright overhead, giving the whole city an almost unreal, polished stillness. Beside you, Jungkook shoved his hands into the pockets of his coat and glanced around once before both of you followed the airport staff toward the waiting vehicle.
The drive into the city passed in relative silence, neither of you possessing enough energy to sustain a proper conversation. Outside the windows, Zurich unfolded as something pulled directly from a postcard, with elegant buildings lining pristine streets while trams glided quietly through the city center. Normally, you would've appreciated the scenery more. Today, however, your bed occupies approximately ninety percent of your thoughts.
The hotel only reinforced every wealthy stereotype Switzerland had ever acquired. The lobby alone looked larger than some corporate headquarters, with towering marble columns, crystal chandeliers suspended from impossibly high ceilings, and floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking Lake Zurich. Executives, politicians, and investors from every corner of the world drifted through the space carrying expensive luggage and even more expensive watches, many already engaged in conversations that sounded suspiciously like negotiations disguised as casual introductions.
You barely noticed any of it. After a quick check-in process, the concierge handed over your room keys while politely explaining various summit arrangements, though you were fairly certain neither you nor Jungkook absorbed a single word.
"Try not to oversleep," he said as the two of you stepped toward separate elevators.
You rolled your eyes at him. "You're lucky I don't have the energy to argue."
His expression remained perfectly straight as you saw the elevator doors close before you, taking him to the floor his hotel room was on. Twenty minutes later, your suitcase remained unopened near the entrance of your suite while you lay face down across a bed large enough to comfortably accommodate an entire family. The room itself was stunning, featuring a private balcony overlooking the lake, elegant furnishings, and enough luxury amenities to rival a private residence, but you appreciated exactly none of them before exhaustion finally won.
The next time you opened your eyes, sunlight was pouring through the curtains, and for several seconds, you had absolutely no idea where you were. Then it all came crashing down at once: Switzerland, the summit, the merger, and the increasingly concerning number of networking events waiting for you downstairs.
By the time you made your way to breakfast the following morning, the hotel had transformed into a miniature gathering of the global elite. Conversations in multiple languages drifted through the café while executives reviewed presentations over coffee and investors discussed markets as casually as most people discussed the weather.
Jungkook was already seated near the windows overlooking the lake, a cup of coffee resting beside several neatly organized documents. The sight wasn't remotely surprising. If punctuality had ever become an Olympic sport, he would've won gold without trying. As you approached, he glanced up briefly before returning his attention to the schedule in front of him.
"I was beginning to think jet lag had claimed you."
You pulled out the chair opposite him. "Please. I've survived worse things than a twelve-hour flight."
"Your mood says otherwise."
"Oh? I’m in a great mood by the way."
"That's probably the biggest lie either of us has told this week."
A server arrived before you could respond, allowing you to order coffee and breakfast before settling comfortably into your seat. For several minutes, the conversation remained focused entirely on caffeine and food, neither of you willing to discuss business before basic survival needs had been addressed. Once your coffee finally arrived, however, Jungkook slid a folder toward you.
"I went through the updated schedule this morning." You opened it, skimming over the content presented in it.
"There are four networking events, four investor meetings, three panel discussions, two private consortium interviews, and a gala dinner."
You dropped the folder onto the table. "All this in three days?" Jungkook leaned back slightly as a faint huff of amusement escaped him before he reached for his coffee.
For the next couple of hours, the two of you worked through the schedule together, discussing which meetings required a joint appearance, which investors deserved the most attention, and which events could be endured with the bare minimum amount of social interaction. Despite your long history of disagreements, planning with Jungkook had always been frustratingly efficient. There was very little explaining required. He understood your priorities before you voiced them, and you understood his thought process well enough to anticipate most of his conclusions before he reached them.
Eventually, after finalizing a rough plan for the day, both of you agreed to return to your rooms and prepare for the summit's opening events. As you stood from the table, Jungkook checked his watch before looking toward you. "The first reception starts at two-thirty, which means we should probably head down around two. That gives us enough time to get through registration without wanting to murder anyone."
You nodded. "We can do that."
"I'll meet you in the lobby." But before he left, he looked at you in your eyes and, with complete seriousness, he added, "Try not to start any arguments before then."
You stared at him. "If you don’t be an asshole and provoke me to start one."
"I only ever react." And with that, he turned and disappeared toward the elevators, leaving you standing beside the table, wondering how someone could be so consistently irritating before ten in the morning.
Ughh, how are you going to survive with him for the rest of your life if you’re already done with his attitude on the first day of the summit? You can’t marry him, for fuck’s sake.
By the time you reached the conference wing shortly before the opening reception, the summit had transformed the hotel into something resembling a temporary headquarters for the global economy. Executives, investors, diplomats, and entrepreneurs occupied nearly every corner of the building, conversations drifting through the halls in a dozen different languages while assistants hurried between meeting rooms carrying schedules that had already become outdated. The atmosphere carried a peculiar kind of energy unique to gatherings like these, where fortunes could change during a fifteen-minute conversation and billion-dollar partnerships often began with nothing more than a handshake over coffee.
The opening reception proved surprisingly productive. What you had expected to be little more than an exercise in exchanging business cards quickly evolved into a series of meaningful discussions, largely because news of the merger had already spread throughout the summit. Several investors approached you before introductions were even necessary, curious about the scale of the partnership and eager to understand what exactly two of Asia's most influential family-owned conglomerates intended to build together.
To your mild annoyance, you and Jungkook worked exceptionally well as a team. Questions regarding expansion strategy naturally came to you, while operational concerns fell to him, and somewhere along the way, the conversation between the two of you developed a rhythm that made presentations significantly easier than either of you wanted to admit. Whenever an investor pressed for details regarding long-term growth projections, Jungkook would effortlessly steer the discussion toward future infrastructure plans, leaving you to elaborate on market integration and international development. When questions shifted toward finance, governance, or risk management, you often found yourself answering before he had the opportunity, already knowing exactly which concerns required immediate attention.
Several people noticed, one of the American investors even came forward to ask you about it, "Have you two worked together before?" The comment came midway through a private meeting involving several investment groups. You both glanced toward him at the same time.
"Business presentations? Yeah, we’ve done a few." Jungkook asks.
He smiled before continuing, "I'm serious. Most executive partnerships spend months figuring out who should answer which question. You two seem to know automatically."
Neither of you responded immediately. “Maybe because we’ve grown up together.” Almost everyone in the room nodded with approval at your response, as if the fact made more sense to them than it did to both of you.
The remainder of the afternoon passed in a blur of presentations, networking sessions, and private meetings. A renewable energy consortium expressed interest in collaborating on future infrastructure projects, a Scandinavian technology group requested follow-up discussions regarding artificial intelligence implementation, while several European investment firms formally requested access to the merger's financial projections.
A short break followed shortly afterward, allowing delegates a few hours to breathe before the evening networking events began, and after spending the better part of the day trapped inside conference rooms with hundreds of executives trying desperately to sound more important than one another, the executive lounge overlooking Lake Zurich felt almost peaceful.
Floor-to-ceiling windows stretched across the entire room, framing the lake and distant mountains beyond it, while scattered groups of exhausted businessmen occupied various corners pretending to answer emails when they were very clearly hiding from further conversation.
You claimed a table near the windows and dropped into the nearest chair with considerably less elegance than your public image would have preferred. A few minutes later, Jungkook appeared carrying two coffees and a tablet. You accepted the coffee from him before letting your attention drift back toward the tablet resting between you, the familiar gold-and-black logo of Helios Capital Holdings staring back from the screen like it had spent the entire day waiting to irritate you personally.
You scrolled through another page of notes before leaning back in your chair. "I don't understand how a company this influential has managed to avoid every single event we've attended today. They skipped the reception this morning, sent representatives to the luncheon instead of showing up themselves, declined three separate investor discussions, and somehow still have half the summit talking about them. At this point, I'm beginning to think they're avoiding us on purpose."
Jungkook glanced up from his coffee. "They're avoiding everyone, not just us. The difference is that most companies spend the day chasing investors, whereas Helios has reached a point where investors chase them. They don't need visibility because everyone already knows who they are, and Reinhardt knows exactly how much leverage that gives him."
You looked down at the profile again. Markus Reinhardt, the founder, chairman, and majority shareholder of Helios Capital Holdings, with net worth large enough to make the numbers feel ridiculous. The photograph attached to the report showed a man in his late forties standing beside a yacht that probably cost more than some corporations.
"He looks like the type of person who enjoys hearing himself talk."
"That's because he probably does."
"No, seriously," you continued, turning the tablet slightly toward him. "Look at this photo and tell me that man doesn't own at least three unnecessary sports cars and a cigar collection nobody asked for."
Jungkook studied the image for a second. "And five yachts too."
"See? Exactly."
The corner of his mouth lifted briefly before he reached for the tablet. "Unfortunately, none of that changes the fact that Helios is the strongest strategic partnership available here. If they back the merger publicly, every remaining concern about our international expansion disappears overnight."
You understood the significance immediately. A company like Helios wasn't valuable because of the money it could provide; what Helios offered was credibility, influence, and access. The kind of endorsement that couldn't be bought because it had to be earned.
"The annoying part is that he knows it," you said after a moment. "Someone like Reinhardt has probably spent the last twenty years listening to people explain why partnering with them would be mutually beneficial. If we walk in there with another presentation deck and a carefully rehearsed pitch, he'll forget about us before we reach the second slide."
"Exactly." Jungkook set his coffee down before leaning back slightly in his chair.
"Which means the numbers aren't the problem. Every company at this summit has numbers. Every company has projections, forecasts, growth strategies, and promises about the future. If Reinhardt wanted spreadsheets, he could have twenty analysts prepare them before lunch."
Your gaze dropped toward the report once again. The more you read about the man, the less he seemed like a traditional executive and the more he resembled someone who made decisions based entirely on instinct. "You know what I think?" you said eventually.
Jungkook looked up. "I think we're focusing on the wrong thing. Everyone keeps talking about Helios Capital as though it were the decision-maker, but it isn't. The company doesn't matter. Reinhardt matters. If he wakes up tomorrow and decides he likes us, the partnership happens. If he doesn't, then every presentation, every projection, and every financial model in the world becomes completely useless."
For a second, Jungkook simply looked at you, then he continued to nod slowly. "That's probably the smartest thing you've said all day."
You narrowed your eyes. "Probably?"
"I'm leaving room for future improvement."
"How generous."
A faint smirk appeared before he glanced back toward the profile. "Still, you're right. This stopped being about Helios several hours ago. The real question isn't how we convince the company."
Your eyes met briefly across the table. "It's how we convince Markus Reinhardt."
After hours of presentations, introductions, and endless conversations with people determined to turn every handshake into an opportunity, sitting at a small sushi counter with only a handful of investors felt almost relaxing. For the first ten minutes, conversation remained comfortably light, drifting between travel, the summit itself, and the peculiar habit wealthy executives seemed to have of collecting watches they never actually wore. It wasn't until Reinhardt's name surfaced that everyone's attention shifted.
One of the older investors let out a quiet laugh as he swirled the whiskey in his glass. "So, have either of you managed to meet Markus yet?"
You shook your head. "We've managed to meet just about everyone except him. Every time we hear he's attending something, he either sends someone in his place or disappears before we arrive."
"That sounds about right," the man replied, clearly unsurprised. "Reinhardt's never enjoyed doing business the conventional way. He hates boardrooms, avoids scheduled meetings whenever he can, and if you ask his assistant for an appointment, you'll probably receive one sometime next year."
Beside you, Jungkook rested his forearms against the counter. "Then how does anyone actually get him to sign anything?"
The investor smiled into his drink before exchanging an amused glance with the man sitting beside him. "You stop trying to meet Helios Capital and start trying to meet Markus Reinhardt. They're two very different things."
You frowned slightly at his response. "Helios is the company. Markus is... well, Markus." He chuckled quietly before continuing. "He's one of those people who enjoys life a little too much. Expensive liquor, exclusive clubs, private casinos, beautiful women—if there's somewhere entertaining to be after sunset, chances are Reinhardt owns it, or at the very least has a permanent table there. Half the deals he's closed over the years have happened with a glass of whiskey in one hand and music loud enough to drown out the conversation."
"So he doesn't separate business from pleasure," you observed.
"He doesn't believe he has to," the other investor answered. "When you're worth as much as he is, people are willing to meet you wherever you happen to be. That's exactly what they've been doing for the last twenty years."
You exchanged a brief glance with Jungkook before looking back at the men. "And tonight?"
The older investor smiled knowingly, almost as though he'd been expecting the question from the moment the conversation began. "If I had to guess?" He took another sip of whiskey before casually adding, "He'll be at Noir. It's one of his strip clubs, a few minutes from here, and whenever he's in Zurich, that's usually where the night ends."
Finally, Jungkook set his glass down. "So," he said calmly, looking at you across the counter, "are we spending the rest of the summit waiting for him to decide we're worth fifteen minutes of his time..."
The corner of your mouth lifted before you finished the thought for him. "...or do we go clubbing tonight?"
Judging by the amused smiles spreading across both investors' faces, they already knew exactly which option the two of you were going to choose.
The decision itself had been made surprisingly quickly. Somewhere between leaving the sushi restaurant and returning to the hotel, what had started as a casual discussion about Markus Reinhardt's habits had evolved into a fully formed plan, one neither of you seemed particularly inclined to question, despite how objectively ridiculous it sounded. Then again, after spending an entire day listening to executives, investors, and consortium representatives speak in circles around a man who apparently treated billion-dollar partnerships like dinner reservations, perhaps showing up where he actually spent his time wasn't the worst idea.
"Shall we leave at eleven?" Jungkook had asked as the two of you crossed the hotel lobby together. You glanced at the time before nodding. "Eleven works."
"I'll have Minjae confirm with his assistant that we're coming." Neither of you acknowledged how unusual the plan actually was.
After all, it wasn't every day that two CEOs travelled across Europe only to spend their evening hunting down another billionaire in one of his own strip clubs. By the time eleven finally arrived, the elegant business atmosphere that had dominated the city throughout the day had softened beneath the glow of nightlife, the streets outside illuminated by rows of lights that reflected across the lake, while luxury cars drifted through the city center, carrying people whose wealth probably rivalled that of several small countries.
The elevator doors slid open onto the lobby, and the first thing you saw was Jungkook. Seeing him should not have affected you the way it did. He stood near the entrance with one hand tucked casually into the pocket of his jeans, his attention focused on something on his phone while several summit attendees passed nearby without receiving so much as a glance. Gone was the perfectly tailored suit he'd spent the entire day wearing. In its place was a black shirt, the sleeves rolled neatly to his forearms while the first three buttons remained undone, exposing the silver chain he wore almost every day and had been wearing for as long as you could remember. Combined with dark jeans and the complete absence of a tie or jacket, he looked less like a CEO of one of Asia's largest corporations and more like someone who had accidentally wandered out of a luxury fashion campaign.
You were still walking towards him when his gaze swept over you, lingering for just a second longer than necessary.
You knew exactly what he saw; the sparkly black dress had seemed like a strategic decision when you'd picked it out earlier. If Reinhardt spent his evenings surrounded by excess, luxury, and beautiful women, showing up looking like you were about to attend a shareholder meeting felt counterproductive. The dress itself wasn't particularly complicated, a sleek, sparkly, halter-neck black mini dress with an open back and a silhouette elegant enough to remain tasteful while still ensuring attention would follow wherever you walked. Paired with your Louboutins and a fur coat, the entire look struck precisely the balance you'd intended.
His eyes traveled over your outfit once before returning to your face, and despite the fact that his expression barely changed, you knew him well enough to notice the slight shift in his posture. One corner of his mouth lifted ever so slightly as he slid his phone back into his pocket. "Interesting choice."
You arched a brow. "For a club?"
"No." His eyes flickered briefly toward the open back of your dress before returning to your face. "For a business meeting."
A smile tugged at the corner of your mouth. "Who said we're going for a business meeting?" That earned the smallest reaction from him, barely noticeable unless someone knew him exceptionally well. "Looks like you're taking matters into your own hands."
The amusement in his voice was impossible to miss. "Of course I am."
"Should I be worried?"
A smile tugged at your lips. "Not yet." His eyes narrowed slightly. "That's not reassuring." You stepped closer, adjusting the strap of your fur coat before brushing past him toward the revolving doors. "Just wait and watch." Behind you, a low laugh followed.
The drive across the city passed quickly, neither of you discussing the actual meeting in much detail. There wasn't much point, whatever expectations you had built regarding Markus Reinhardt were ultimately based on stories and carefully curated public profiles, neither of which necessarily reflected reality. The only thing everyone seemed to agree on was that the man enjoyed doing exactly what he wanted whenever he wanted, and considering his net worth, very few people appeared willing to stop him.
The strip club itself occupied several floors of a private building overlooking the river, discreet enough from the outside that most people would have walked past without noticing it. The line of luxury vehicles parked outside, however, painted a considerably different picture. Your assistant's arrangements had clearly worked, as the moment you stepped inside, a sharply dressed man approached. "Mr. Jeon. Miss Kim."
Jungkook nodded politely. The man smiled professionally and took both your coats before gesturing toward the elevators. "Please follow me."
The deeper you moved into the building, the easier it became to understand why Reinhardt preferred spending time here. Dim lighting reflected across polished surfaces while music pulsed softly through hidden speakers, strippers scattered all over the place. Private lounges occupied entire sections of the floor, separated by dark glass and velvet partitions designed to ensure that whatever happened behind them remained there.
Eventually, the escort stopped outside a large private booth elevated above the main floor. The moment the curtains were pulled aside, the atmosphere changed entirely. Markus Reinhardt sat at the center of the booth like a king holding court.
Several women occupied the curved leather seating around him, draped effortlessly across the booth as though they'd been there for hours. One rested comfortably against his shoulder, another sat tucked beneath his arm while laughing at something someone had said moments earlier, her fingers lazily tracing the rim of a crystal glass. The air carried the scent of expensive perfume layered over aged whiskey and cigar smoke, creating the sort of atmosphere that felt less like a nightclub and more like a private playground reserved for people who had long forgotten the meaning of limits.
The entire scene radiated excess. Not the loud, desperate kind designed to impress strangers, but the quiet confidence of someone who possessed more money than he could realistically spend and had stopped pretending otherwise.
And seated comfortably in the center of it all was Markus Reinhardt. A charcoal shirt stretched neatly across broad shoulders, the top buttons left undone in a way that suggested deliberate carelessness rather than actual effort, while an expensive watch glinted beneath the dim lighting each time he lifted his hand. Smoke curled lazily through the air from the thick cigar resting between his fingers, disappearing toward the ceiling as he leaned back against the leather seating with the ease of a man who had never once questioned whether he belonged in a room.
For several moments, he continued whatever conversation had been occupying his attention before your arrival, seemingly unbothered by the interruption as one of the women beside him leaned in to whisper something near his ear, drawing an amused chuckle from him while another reached across the table to refill her glass.
Eventually, however, his attention drifted toward the entrance of the booth, and the moment it did, the shift was almost imperceptible but impossible to miss. His gaze landed on Jungkook first, lingering just long enough to suggest recognition rather than curiosity before sliding naturally in your direction.
The moment Reinhardt's attention settled fully on you, the atmosphere around the booth seemed to shift almost imperceptibly. It wasn't dramatic enough for anyone else to notice, yet somehow every person sitting around him appeared to understand that whatever conversation had been taking place moments earlier was no longer the most interesting thing in the room.
"Give me a minute, sweetheart," he said casually, his eyes never once leaving yours.
The woman, who was sitting on his lap this whole time,followed his gaze and immediately understood why she'd been dismissed. Rolling her eyes with the ease of someone who had witnessed this exact situation countless times before, she slid further down the booth and reached for her drink without complaint.
Across the room, Jungkook noticed the entire exchange almost immediately, the way Reinhardt had practically dismissed everyone else the second you'd walked in, the way his eyes had travelled over you without even bothering to hide it, and the way his attention remained fixed in your direction despite the half dozen people surrounding him, as though the rest of the booth had simply ceased to matter the moment you entered.
His jaw tightened before he could stop it, a small reaction that would have meant nothing to anyone else but was enough to tell him exactly how much the sight irritated him, because Reinhardt was not paying attention to the actual reason you'd come here at all and instead seemed far more interested in treating the meeting like a private performance, while beside him you looked entirely unbothered, almost amused, the small smile lingering at the corner of your mouth as you settled comfortably onto the leather couch opposite him making the entire thing feel somehow worse.
“Well,” Reinhardt drawled, leaning back and exhaling a slow stream of smoke toward the ceiling, “I have to admit, when my assistant told me that Jeon Jungkook and Kim Y/N wanted a private meeting, I wasn’t expecting the evening to improve quite this much.”
You laughed softly as you crossed one leg over the other, the sound light and easy, and replied, “Careful. That’s an incredibly dangerous thing to say to someone you’ve known for less than thirty seconds.” He gave a low, amused hum and tipped his glass slightly in your direction. “No, what’s dangerous is pretending it isn’t true.”
You tilted your head, a faint smile still playing at your lips. “See, now you’re making me think this is how you greet everyone.” Reinhardt pressed a hand to his chest as though genuinely offended. “Absolutely not. Most people bore me within the first five seconds.”
“And yet we’ve managed to survive thirty seconds.”
“An impressive achievement,” he said, and the amusement in his expression deepened when you laughed again, while Jungkook, watching from across the table, resisted the urge to roll his eyes because the man was ridiculous, but unfortunately, he was also exactly the sort of person they needed.
“I’ve heard quite a lot about you,” Reinhardt continued, reaching for his glass without once breaking eye contact with you, “although I have to say, none of the articles were particularly useful.”
“Oh?” you asked, clearly entertained. “They all talk about your net worth, your acquisitions, your expansion strategies, the usual nonsense. Nobody ever mentions whether you’re actually interesting.”
You let the question hang for a beat before tilting your head slightly and asking, “And what’s the verdict so far?” His gaze held yours for a moment longer than necessary before he smiled.
“The jury’s still deliberating.”
“Then I suppose I’ll have to make a stronger argument.” The grin that followed told you he had enjoyed that answer far more than he should have, and for the next several minutes the conversation drifted effortlessly between topics, moving from the summit to investment markets to ridiculous stories involving executives both of you happened to know, with Reinhardt talking easily but, more importantly, listening with the kind of attention that suggested he was used to being the smartest man in the room and expected everyone else to prove they deserved to stay there.
You quickly realised that the easiest way to engage him wasn’t through numbers but through curiosity, so you asked questions, listened carefully, challenged him occasionally when he said something particularly arrogant, laughed when appropriate, and let the conversation settle into the kind of rhythm Reinhardt clearly preferred, one that felt less like a negotiation and more like an evening spent with people capable of keeping up with him.
Which was exactly when you steered it toward business, not abruptly and not obviously, but with enough precision that it felt natural. “You know,” you said thoughtfully, swirling the drink in your glass, “every person we’ve spoken to today seems convinced that Helios is the most difficult company to secure a partnership with.”
Reinhardt gave a quiet scoff, clearly amused by the observation. “That’s because most people spend six months preparing presentations instead of spending ten minutes understanding who they’re actually talking to.”
“And what if someone did understand?” A slow smile appeared on his face.
“Then I’d probably listen.”
“Good.” His brow lifted. “Because I didn’t fly twelve hours to discuss Swiss nightlife.” That earned a genuine laugh from him, the kind that suggested he respected the answer, and the moment that happened, Jungkook stepped in. Up until then, he had been content to let you lead the conversation, but the instant business entered the discussion, his entire demeanour shifted; the relaxed posture disappeared, the amusement faded, and suddenly Jeon Jungkook, CEO of the Jeon Group, was sitting across from Markus Reinhardt with the kind of composed focus that made it impossible to mistake him for anything less than dangerous.
“We’re not interested in a standard investment partnership,” Jungkook said evenly. “If we were, there are dozens of firms here capable of providing capital.” Reinhardt nodded once.
“Agreed.”
“What we’re interested in is strategic expansion.” That seemed to catch his attention immediately, and for nearly an hour afterwards the conversation evolved into something far more substantial, with infrastructure development, European market penetration, renewable energy initiatives, logistics integration and international expansion plans discussed in detail, each topic building naturally into the next while Reinhardt questioned assumptions, challenged projections and occasionally played devil’s advocate simply because he seemed to enjoy forcing people to defend their ideas.
By the time the discussion finally began winding down, several empty glasses occupied the table, and even the women surrounding the booth seemed more interested in drinking than participating, while Reinhardt remained silent for a long moment before setting his glass down and looking directly at both of you.
“I’ll be honest,” he said, and neither of you interrupted. “When my assistant told me you wanted a meeting, I expected another sales pitch.”
“But?” you asked.
“But instead I got a conversation,” he replied, his eyes moving between you and Jungkook, “which is considerably rarer.” A thoughtful expression crossed his face before he leaned back and continued, “Helios has been searching for the right international partners for our next phase of European infrastructure development. We’ve reviewed dozens of proposals over the last year and rejected nearly all of them.”
The significance of that statement wasn’t lost on either of you. “However,” he added, “I think there may be room for a collaboration.” For the first time that evening, genuine interest flickered across Jungkook’s expression.
“What kind of collaboration?” Reinhardt smiled.
“The kind that’s worth several billion dollars if it works.” Silence settled briefly around the booth before his grin widened and he added, “I’ll have my legal team contact yours next week.” And just like that, after one evening at a strip club and a conversation nobody had originally planned to have, the most valuable partnership either of you had hoped to secure at the summit was suddenly sitting within reach.
By the time you and Jungkook finally left Reinhardt’s booth, the club had transformed into something entirely different from the venue you had stepped into earlier that evening. What had been merely busy a few hours ago was now packed to the brim, every level crowded with guests drifting between bars, private lounges, and dance floors while music throbbed through the building loudly enough to seem to settle beneath your skin. Conversations overlapped into a constant blur, laughter rose from every direction, and the air itself felt heavier now, saturated with expensive perfume, alcohol, and the restless heat of far too many people occupying the same space at once.
“Well,” you said as the two of you followed one of the attendants toward the main floor, still half in disbelief that the evening had somehow ended exactly the way you had hoped it would, “I think that went considerably better than either of us expected.”
Jungkook glanced sideways at you, his expression dry in a way that suggested he was already preparing to disagree with whatever came next. “I’ll admit, when you started flirting with him, I thought the entire thing was about to go sideways.”
A laugh slipped out of you before you could stop it. “Oh please, I knew what I was doing.”
“Sure, mastermind.”
“Exactly,” you said, far too pleased with yourself.
Jungkook let out a quiet breath through his nose and shook his head, already looking mildly exhausted by your confidence. The crowd suddenly thickened around you, forcing both of you to slow down as dozens of people tried to squeeze through the same narrow stretch of the club at once. For a moment, the attendant disappeared entirely from view, swallowed by a sea of moving bodies, flashing lights, and the constant press of strangers brushing past one another in every direction.
Then someone grabbed your waist and pulled you in the opposite direction with so much force you almost fell backward. The contact was so abrupt that your entire body locked up at once. Strong arms wrapped around you from behind while an unfamiliar voice slurred something close to your ear in heavily accented English, and before you could even process what was happening, a startled shriek tore out of you.
Jungkook turned at the sound and in the next second he was already moving, crossing the distance with such speed that the stranger barely had time to register what was happening before Jungkook reached you and yanked you cleanly out of his hold, his expression sharpening into something so cold and furious that it seemed to cut straight through the noise around you.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”
The stranger froze at the look on Jungkook’s face, his confidence draining almost instantly as Jungkook’s hand closed around your wrist and pulled you firmly to his side, the movement sharp and decisive enough to leave no room for argument, and when the man lifted both hands in a weak attempt at innocence, he looked less threatening than startled.
“Hey, relax—”
“No,” Jungkook cut in, his voice still calm but carrying an edge that made it clear he was not in the mood for negotiation. “I suggest you find someone else to bother.”
Something in his expression must have gotten the message across, because the stranger muttered an apology that sounded more like an excuse and disappeared back into the crowd almost immediately, leaving you standing there with your pulse still racing unpleasantly from the shock.
For a second, neither of you moved. You were still trying to steady your breathing, still aware of the lingering heat of the stranger’s hands and the sudden jolt of fear that had flashed through you.
“You okay?” he asked quietly, his tone lower now, the anger now replaced my quite concern.
You nodded, though the answer came out a little more breathless than you would have liked. “Yeah. I just wasn’t expecting someone to—”
“I know,” he said quietly, his attention fixed entirely on you now as his hands settled lightly against your shoulders, steadying you without crowding you, while his gaze remained alert over the people pressing in from every side as though he were already measuring every possible threat in the room.
Without saying anything else, Jungkook shifted behind you and stayed there, close enough that you could feel his presence at your back as you continued forward through the crowd, his hands remaining briefly at your shoulders before easing away, resting lightly at your waist as he guided both of you through the chaos. The arrangement should not have felt as awkward as it did, and yet it did, perhaps because neither of you normally touched each other at all, and certainly not like this, with his hand warm through the thin fabric of your dress.
The crowd compressed again near one of the staircases, and suddenly, there was almost no space left between you. His fingers tightened slightly at your waist whenever the press of bodies threatened to separate you, and each time you slowed to avoid colliding with someone ahead, his hand shifted just enough to keep you moving. None of it was intentional, which somehow made it worse, or maybe better, though you were not entirely sure which answer you preferred.
“Having trouble walking?” his voice came near your ear after you hesitated for a second to avoid crashing into a group ahead of you.
You glanced back over your shoulder. “I think Reinhardt likes me.”
Jungkook took a pause before speaking, “Congratulations.”
You felt your lips twitch. “Wow, so sincere.”
Eventually, the mass of bodies began to thin near the entrance, and the moment there was enough space to breathe properly again, his hand disappeared from your waist almost immediately.
You collected your coats from the attendant waiting near the entrance while the cold night became visible through the glass doors ahead, a sharp contrast to the heat and noise you had just escaped. Outside, the cold air slipped beneath the fur coat draped over your shoulders and brushed against your bare legs while the silence between you settled naturally, different somehow from the familiar quiet that usually followed long meetings or family dinners.
You turned your head toward him after a moment, studying the profile of his face in the dim light before speaking softly. “Thanks for earlier.”
His gaze shifted to you then, brief and steady, and though he didn't answer, there was something in the way he looked at you that made it clear he understood exactly what you meant.
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editing never say never ch4 while listening to you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love heheh. the chaptr will be out anytime now, meanwhile yall tell me your fav song from the album. mine is what's wrong with me, honeybee, the cure and my way <3
bought a miniature bullet vibrator and it got lost inside me. I couldn't find it. It kept vibrating. But I couldn't find it at all. Came 67 times.
WHAT IS THIS VIBRATOR THAT IT'S GETTING LOST IN YOUR PUSSY?????? I'm literally cryin, the stuff I'm reading the first thing this morning 😭😭😭😭😭
Well idk whom I can share this , I told my frd but wnaan share , so I'm very orthodox type a girl , never touched a man but in an app , i got dm , and some how it lead to sexting 😭😭😭😭😭 he is sooooo good , I loved it this is my 1st time sexting , I spoke more with him he is my type .
I CAN TOTALLY IMAGINE A BAD BOY JUNGKOOK DOING THIS OML😭🤏🏻🤏🏻And good for you girl!!! But also be safe and don't be sending nUdes untill and unless you 100% trust him, okay?

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Hi I was mbating w a cucumber and it got stuck in me and when I pulled it out it ripped my pussy and I was bleeding everywhere, thanks.
the fuck am I supposed to do with this 😭😭 and babe pls don't be sticking random stuff in your cute lil puss ask me if ya need some help but pls😭😭
soo, last month only i went on a date with this guy. he was cool, had a nice personality and talked respectfully too. I met him on tinder btw. so when he asked to meet up, i was immediately down and i went to an arcade with him. there, we had lots of fun, he kinda let me win a few games, and even won me a plushie from one of those claw machines. then we had a good dinner and he droped me home. everything felt too good to be true so i tell abt this guy to my friends and everything that happened at the dat. they were very happy for me and i thought that this guy might be it. delusional? i know. but still we used to talk to each other almost everyday, be on calls for hours and i started to go down bad for him. Meanwhile, even two of my other girl friends also found someone of their own and they were also going on dates. Then a few of my other friends, even guys were going on crazy good dates. I mean to say, my entire friend group had extremely good love lives. All of us were really happy like yayy!! So that guy and i decide to meet again but he cancelled last min due to an emergency he had. i didn't really ask much cause it's okay, I didn't mind. Then we met again another day and a fun time. This happened for a few weeks and this week we had another date planned. Btw this guy was already in love with me, wanted to marry me, was looking for a house we can shift in and name of kids we'll have. And bruh I was also so in love like a stupid bitch. So yeah we met for the date, and at the restaurant I asked for his phone to take picture of something and guess what. Yeah you guessed it right. There were probably hundreds of girls replies in his notifications, all saying stuff like okay baby, let's meet tonight, love you too, etc etc. I was so shocked, istg. I opened up those notifications, and this guy doesn't even have a device password. Next level trust this guy had. There were soooo many girls in his contacts, saved as baby, babe, love of my life, sweetie, wife to be, WIFE. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. This guy in front of me, literally all smiling and giggling and going through the menu like nothing happened. Bruhhh even worse, 4 OF THOSE WERE MY GIRL FRIENDS AND EVEN 1 OF MY GUY FRIEND LITERALLY. I didn't even that friend of mine was into boys. I lost my shit seeing all this and I felt like the biggest fool ever. Like how did he fool me like that?????? I was soo mad I literally threw his phone at him and left immediately. Then called all my friends the truth abt that guy and they were shocked too. So yeah, we were all have our best love lives together and we all had our hearts broken together. BY THE SAME GUY 😀
okay now this is some crazy lore drop😭😭😭😭 wdym more than a hundred people??? That's crazyyyy. He didn't have std or smth right. Y'all girlies pls be safe men are disgusting 😭😭😭 (idk how my man(jungkook) isn't (you never know tho)) How the fuck am I going to write this w jungkook as the mc oh lord now I'm stressed😫😫😫
NEW THEME y'all?!! Ho(wanna make out with jungkook sooo bad, like tongue to tonge body to body type shit, saliva mixing and forming a smoothie type shit, sucking his lip piercing and biting on his tongue type shit, giving his tongue a blow job type shit, lips all bruised and red and swollen type shit, lot's of drooling and saliva all over our faces type shit, just sloppy sloppy sloppy make out session at least once in my entire life time pls God) are you guys doing btw :)
Okay guys, as i said i have a few very very very important exams coming up on the next 3 sundays so i'll be MIA for the next month. But i promise when I come I'll be back with never say never ch 4 and atlbty ch 5 IMMEDIATELY. And then we'll be on track and all I'll do is write and brainstorm and bring all my imagination to reality omgg I'm so excited. And I'm planning to change my account's theme too, so give suggestions for that.
Anyways, I don't want my account to go dry while I'm away, so i want you guys to send me your real life cool, cute, funny, fluffy, juicy, spicy even weird or embarrassing experiences, story times, or incidents and maybe I'll start a drabble series where I'll write these incidents down but the mc will be Jungkook and make em a bit more fanfic-y. Y'all can send me ANYTHING okay I'll try to work out something out of everything. And some supercool and juicy story times will get posted here definitely, I want y'all to get the tea mkay.
So chop chop sweeties, type out whatever tea y'all have in your kettles, send me the asks and I'll definitely read them even while I'm away and post the juicy ones here. And I'll start writing abt them once I'm free from the exams. Okayy love y'all mwah mwah <3
Imagine having a very important, like very very very important exam on sunday but instead craving a soft, fluffy and insanely sexy jungkook who's also your husband that too an arranged one but you have started opening up to eachother (a lil bit) and how you follow your usual night time routine but now there's a new step added to it and that is getting railed by your husband every night, like of my lord😭😭 I haven't written smut here even once, and damn I thought I'll wait but ughhh y'all either suggest me smth similar or I'm gonna have to write it😭

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Rant Session#2
no one's probably reading this (I hope) but I've been a writer since what? A month? Bro how the fuck do I already have a writers block?????????????? Is it cause I'm ovulating???? And my precious egg isn't receiving a friend it can spend time with??????? How do I tell my eggs that I'm Iiterally the most bitchless person in the world rn??? Ughhhhhhhhhh. Waw all this dieting and 5am gym for a summer body ain't nobody seeing damn I should have slept instead ughhhhhhhhhhhhh I wanna kms ughhhh hate writers block I had one thing making me fell better now I can't have that either what do I do😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Y'ALL THE WAY LECLERC CRASHED AT LAP 66 LIKE JUNGKOOK DID ON 72 DAMNNNNN DID I PREDICT THAT??? Cause I literally wrote the entire thing on 6th uploaded it and shit then I watched the race only to see leclerc crashing too I was like woahhhhh this is too similar to my story. Also Verstappen didn't finish either and had to stop after lap 1 so he's literally ranked last but hey atleast he won in my ch4 (good4him).
(THIS IS A FAKE TWEET GUYS I MADE THIS FOR MY FIC!!!!)
rant session #1
guyssss, gonna post never say never chapter 4 next!!!!!!! But honestly, I've been only writing and focusing on atlbty that I'm kinda out of nsn. So yeah let's hope I get into the spirits again, this story has sm potential. And I also think I'm not giving my 100 percent into this fic, it makes me kinda sad and I can't help but start thinking if anyone else would have been writing this story, it would have been sm better😭😭😭😭😭 But I'll try not to get too stressed and depressed abt it cause ik I'm new to this. Anyways guys, ch 4 will take some time to be out. ughhhhhhh I feel so demotivated rn someone helpppppp I wanna kms😭😭😭
Guys just saw kim k and lewis hamilton at the F1 race and idk why it's so funny 😭😭😭😭😭 Like imagine my inspirational couple shifting from Charles and Alexandra Leclerc to Kim K and Lewis Hamilton and the fake stories i be creating is of oc bumping into jungkook's bike and falling on him😭😭😭😭😭 they look sooo cute tho, I can't even tell who bagged who🙈🙈
All tracks lead back to you ✮⋆⭒˚.⋆ Chapter 4
Funny how a car crash at the Monaco Grand Prix ended up crashing everything else too.
F1 racer!jungkook, Songwriter!oc, childhood bestfriends to lovers, racing accidents/crashes, public scrutiny, friends to lovers, hate comments, emotional dependency, jealousy, miscommunication, angst, toxic fan culture, media pressure, arguments, alcohol consumption, anxiety, emotional burnout, slowburn, smut
desclaimer: this is a fictional story and does not reflect the real personalities or lives of any idols, drivers or celebrities mentioned. pls remember this is all fake and made for fun !!
word count: 10.5k words
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note: chapter 4 is here guysss, this is a looong one and i did put in a lot of thoughts for this one, i tried my best to pour in all the emotions i could, cause this is kinda the peak of the series. And honestly, by the end of the chapter i could feel the goosebumps on my body, like i was soooo into the story. So i hope i was able to put that into this chapter and i really really hope ya'll feel the same and enjoy this one. I'd really appreciate your feedbacks and comments. Love ya'll, mwah mwah <33
Sleep had abandoned you somewhere around dawn.
Not dramatically. There was no sudden awakening, no nightmare, no particular thought dragging you from unconsciousness. You had simply opened your eyes sometime after six and immediately known there was no point trying again. Monaco sat waiting on the other side of the morning, heavy and impossible to ignore, and every attempt at closing your eyes only seemed to make you more aware of it.
The hotel room remained quiet as you pushed yourself upright, the sheets pooling around your waist while early sunlight slipped through the gap in the curtains. Somewhere below, the city was beginning to wake. Not fully. Not yet. The streets weren't crowded, the yachts remained mostly still in the harbour, and the circuit that would soon be packed with spectators looked strangely harmless from this height. It was always unsettling, seeing race tracks before race day properly began. As though somebody had taken something loud and dangerous and temporarily disguised it as ordinary.
The balcony door slid open beneath your hand, cool air immediately rushing into the room. It felt nice after the stuffiness of sleep, carrying with it the faint scent of the sea and something distinctly Monaco that you had never quite been able to identify despite visiting often enough.
Leaning your forearms against the railing, your gaze wandered aimlessly across the harbour below. Sunlight scattered across the water in fractured pieces, catching against windows and polished decks and every reflective surface unfortunate enough to face the morning. In a few hours, the entire city would be loud. Cameras. Commentators. Fans. Helicopters circling overhead. Yet for now, there was only the distant hum of Monaco stretching awake around you.
Your eyes eventually drifted lower, wandering away from the harbour and the yachts and the circuit winding through Monaco's streets, until movement near the hotel grounds caught your attention: a lone figure rounding the side of the building before disappearing again almost immediately.
At first, you barely paid any attention to it, assuming it was probably another guest taking advantage of the cooler morning temperatures before the city properly woke up, yet several seconds later, the figure appeared again, emerging from around another corner before vanishing just as quickly, and this time, your gaze followed automatically, curiosity settling in before you could stop it.
A smile tugged at your lips. Of course, who else would be voluntarily running laps around a hotel at six in the morning on Monaco race day?
Below, Jungkook disappeared behind the building once more before reappearing moments later looking exactly the same as before, maintaining the same steady pace he had apparently decided was necessary despite the fact that he would be climbing into a Formula One car in only a few hours. From twenty-nine floors above, he should've been impossible to recognize, reduced to little more than a moving silhouette dressed entirely in black, yet some part of you would've known it was him immediately. Maybe it was the way he ran, the slight forward lean he'd had for as long as you could remember, or maybe it was because you'd spent so much of your life unconsciously searching for him in crowds that identifying him had eventually become instinct.
The realization settled quietly in your chest, not dramatic enough to demand attention and not significant enough to interrupt your thoughts, simply existing with the same ease as countless other things that had become normal over the years. Below, Jungkook completed another lap, then another, then another, his pace never changing, his determination remaining just as ridiculous as it had always been whenever something mattered too much to him.
The closer a race was to his heart, the harder it became for him to sit still, and judging by the number of laps he'd already completed before most people had even finished sleeping, Monaco had clearly won that battle.
Idiot.
The thought arrived with so much affection attached to it that you didn't even bother correcting yourself, your smile lingering far longer than it should have while your gaze continued following his progress around the hotel grounds, watching him disappear and reappear and disappear again beneath the slowly brightening Monaco sun.
Below, Jungkook slowed briefly, one hand pushing damp hair away from his forehead as he walked for several seconds before immediately starting another lap.
After a while, you walked back inside towards the shower, deciding that if you were going to spend the next several hours suffering through race-day anxiety, you could at least do it while looking presentable.
By the time you emerged again, dressed and mostly awake, your phone lit up.
Jungkook.
A smile appeared immediately as you accepted the phone call before the second ring. "Hey."
"Why do you sound awake?" You laughed.
The accusation arrived so quickly that it almost caught you off guard. "Good morning to you, too."
"No, seriously," Jungkook continued. "How long have you been awake for? Why do you sound like that?"
"Like what?"
"Functioning." You couldn’t help but scoff at the response. By now, you were already out of your room, carefully sliding the key card into your back pocket as you reached the end of the hallway. The elevator doors slid open, and you stepped inside.
"I hate to break it to you, but some of us possess basic life skills."
The elevator began descending, and outside the glass wall overlooking the lobby, Monaco continued waking beneath the morning sun.
"You should be asleep."
"You called me."
"Exactly. I was trying to wake you up." A laugh escaped before you could stop it.
Somewhere on the other end, Jungkook sighed dramatically.
"I even waited until a reasonable hour."
"Seven-thirty isn't a reasonable hour."
"It is for you." The elevator reached the ground floor as you stepped into the lobby.
"What are you doing anyway?" he asked.
His tone had shifted slightly, a little more casual and curious. You could practically picture him slowing to a walk while asking.
Pushing through the hotel entrance, you stepped out into the gardens surrounding the property, morning sunlight immediately settling across your shoulders while neatly maintained hedges and winding stone pathways stretched ahead beneath a sky that seemed far too calm for a race day, and it took less than a few seconds for your gaze to find him.
“I’m walking.”
Jungkook stood several metres away with his back turned towards you, phone pressed against one ear, dressed entirely in black, still slightly flushed from his workout, and still completely unaware of the fact that the person he was currently attempting to wake up had already been watching him run laps around the hotel for the better part of an hour. The sight alone made a smile tug at your lips, and by the time his voice filtered through the phone once more, questioning where exactly you were, the urge to annoy him had already become impossible to resist.
“Huh? Walking where?”
"For somebody whose entire job revolves around awareness, you're surprisingly unobservant."
A brief pause followed, confusion immediately threading through his voice as he replied with a simple, "What does that mean?" while you continued walking towards him, each step making it increasingly difficult to keep the smile off your face.
The answer came easily. "It means turn around."
Jungkook froze so abruptly that the gravel beneath his shoes shifted slightly, his head turning first before his shoulders followed, realization slowly piecing itself together as he looked over the hotel gardens until his gaze finally landed on you. The confusion vanished instantly. Offense replaced it just as quickly.
“Oh, fuck off."
The accusation escaped before he could stop it, earning a laugh that echoed through the otherwise quiet garden while Jungkook lowered his phone and stared at you as though personally betrayed. "Come on."
"You saw me from your room, didn't you?"
"Maybe."
"You did." His eyes narrowed immediately as your grin widened.
And suddenly, for the first time all morning, some of the nerves that had been sitting heavily inside your chest seemed to loosen ever so slightly, because after everything that had happened yesterday, after the celebrations and interviews and cameras and endless reminders of what today meant, there was something reassuringly familiar about finding Jungkook standing in the middle of a hotel garden arguing over absolutely nothing.
"How are you all showered and freshened up already?"
The accusation arrived again, though this time amusement had already begun creeping into his expression.
"I woke up early."
"So you watched me run laps around the hotel?"
"I was looking at the gorgeous view from my room ."
"And that's me."
"No, that's Monaco, you fugly ass bitch."
The look he gave you only made the smile worse, because he genuinely seemed unable to decide whether the alarming part was the fact that you'd been awake before sunrise or the fact that you were calling him all sorts of names. His hair remained slightly damp from sweat, and his expression carried the same disbelief you'd seen countless times before whenever he decided you were being unreasonable.
"No way you recognized me from twenty-nine floors up."
"You weren't exactly difficult to identify."
"That's insane."
"I can literally find you even in a crowd of thousands."
The words slipped out before you could stop them, and for a second, Jungkook simply blinked at you before a laugh escaped, not particularly loud or dramatic but enough to soften something around the edges of his expression. "That's creepy."
"Oh, look who’s talking."
The two of you started walking back towards the hotel shortly afterwards, neither bothering to suggest it out loud because there wasn't much point. Some habits had existed for so long that they stopped feeling like decisions altogether, settling quietly into the fabric of your friendship until nobody could remember when they had actually started.
Following Jungkook upstairs before breakfast belonged somewhere on that list, alongside race-day phone calls, stolen food from each other's plates, and arguments over music during long flights despite both of you already knowing exactly how those conversations would end, and so you fell into step beside him without thinking twice about it, the morning stretching comfortably ahead while Monaco continued waking around you one slow moment at a time.
The journey passed without much discussion, interrupted only occasionally by race engineers wandering through the hotel or staff members wishing Jungkook luck for later. Each interaction was brief and polite. Yet you noticed the way his shoulders tensed slightly every time somebody reminded him what today meant.
You waited until the elevator doors slid shut behind you before speaking again. "Nervous?"
The question lingered in the air between you as Jungkook didn't answer immediately. Instead, he leaned back lightly against the mirrored wall behind him, crossing his arms as the elevator began climbing, his gaze fixed somewhere above your head while considering the question more seriously than most people would've expected.
"A little."
The answer made you laugh. Not because it was funny, but because it was ridiculous.
Jungkook glanced at you. "What?"
"A little?"
His expression remained completely serious. "A little."
"You spent forty-five minutes running laps around the hotel."
"I do it every day."
"But today you were stress-running."
"I wasn’t.” The denial arrived far too quickly to be convincing.
A laugh escaped you before you could stop it. Unfortunately, Jungkook knew exactly what that laugh meant. "I hate when you do that."
"Do what?"
"That laugh where you already know you're right." Your smile widened as you dangled your tongue at him. Beside you, Jungkook shook his head before looking away, though the corner of his mouth betrayed him almost immediately. And just like that, the nerves seemed a little smaller than they had an hour ago.
By the time the elevator reached Jungkook's floor, whatever remained of the conversation had dissolved into something quieter, the comfortable sort of silence that had never felt awkward between the two of you, no matter how many years passed, perhaps because there simply wasn't much left to prove after spending the better part of your lives together.
The hallway stretched ahead in perfect hotel symmetry once the doors slid open, expensive enough to make you wonder whether anybody had ever actually lived inside the rooms lining either side of it, and for a brief moment, you found yourself thinking about how strange Formula One really was. Somewhere downstairs sat race engineers preparing strategy plans capable of deciding championships, journalists already drafting headlines before the race had even begun, and thousands of fans waking up across different time zones to watch a man who, at this exact moment, was fumbling through his pockets because he'd somehow misplaced his room key despite having used it less than twenty minutes ago. A laugh escaped before you could stop it.
Jungkook immediately looked up. "What?"
"You lost it, didn't you?"
The accusation landed with enough accuracy that his expression answered before he did. "I didn't lose it."
"Oh, you absolutely lost it."
Jungkook opened his mouth, then closed it, then sighed dramatically.
Eventually, after another few seconds of searching and considerably more muttering than the situation warranted, he finally produced the key card from an entirely different pocket than the one he'd checked moments earlier, looking mildly offended by the discovery as though the card itself had intentionally inconvenienced him. "There."
"When will you grow up?"
Jungkook shook his head while pushing open the hotel room door, though the corner of his mouth betrayed him almost immediately, and you found yourself following him inside before either of you thought twice about it. The action felt so normal that it barely registered, which probably said more about your friendship than either of you would ever willingly acknowledge.
The room itself looked almost identical to yours, save for the fact that every available surface appeared to contain some evidence of Jungkook's existence. A Ferrari team jacket rested carelessly over the back of a chair near the window, yesterday's accreditation pass had somehow ended up abandoned beside a lamp, and an assortment of race-related items occupied the desk with the organized chaos of somebody who fully intended to clean everything later and almost certainly wouldn't.
Your gaze wandered around the room while Jungkook disappeared briefly into the adjoining bedroom, leaving you alone amongst the familiar chaos that seemed to follow him from hotel to hotel, before reappearing several moments later carrying something carefully tucked beneath one arm. Immediately, your attention sharpened. The look on his face alone was enough warning that whatever he was holding was important, a smile already threatening at the corners of his mouth despite his obvious attempts to act casual about the whole thing.
Without saying a word, he crossed the room and placed the helmet carefully on the coffee table between you, the movement carrying a sort of unconscious reverence that you recognized immediately. Drivers always pretended they weren't sentimental about their helmets until the moment somebody touched one carelessly, and the fact that Jungkook was handling this one as though it belonged behind glass rather than on a race track told you everything you needed to know before you even looked properly.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The helmet was beautiful. Not in the loud, overdesigned way special-edition helmets occasionally became whenever somebody tried too hard to make them memorable, but in a way that felt deliberate, every detail placed with purpose rather than simply for decoration. The familiar Ferrari red remained woven throughout the design alongside broad black accents and subtle gold detailing that caught the light whenever the helmet shifted slightly, while delicate references to Monaco appeared throughout the artwork in ways that felt elegant rather than obvious, revealing themselves only after a second glance.
Slowly, you stepped closer, your attention drifting across the design while discovering something new every few seconds. The outline of the harbour. The Monaco skyline worked subtly into one side. Small details hidden amongst the larger artwork that most people would probably never notice during a race broadcast. The longer you looked, the more there seemed to be.
A smile appeared before you even realized it. "Okay, that's ridiculous."
Across from you, Jungkook immediately looked pleased with himself. "What?"
"You know exactly what." His grin widened.
The reaction alone was answer enough.
"You've been waiting to show this off."
"Not at all."
"You brought it out within ten minutes of me entering your room."
The accusation landed successfully enough that Jungkook looked away, which only confirmed your suspicions.
Your gaze drifted towards Jungkook, finding him already watching you with the sort of anticipation people usually reserved for receiving grades or waiting for reviews.
"I spent weeks working on it."
Your attention drifted back towards the helmet once more, noticing details you'd missed before and understanding suddenly why he'd wanted to show it to you before anyone else.
"It's beautiful."
The words came out softer than intended.
"Yeah?"
You nodded, and the smile that appeared afterwards was small and genuine and somehow more satisfying than all the teasing that had come before it, lingering on Jungkook's face even after the conversation had begun drifting elsewhere. For a while, the helmet remained between you, occupying most of your attention as you continued discovering details you hadn't noticed at first glance, while Jungkook sat nearby pretending not to care about your reaction nearly as much as he clearly did.
Eventually, your phone found its way into your hand, the movement catching Jungkook's attention almost immediately despite the fact that he had been pretending not to watch your reaction to the helmet for the past several minutes.
For somebody whose face appeared on billboards, magazine covers, race broadcasts, promotional campaigns, and approximately every sports-related social media account in existence, Jungkook remained remarkably opposed to being photographed whenever the choice was actually his, a contradiction that had never stopped being funny no matter how many years passed.
The moment your phone appeared in your hand, suspicion crossed his face, followed by realization and then something alarmingly close to horror, his immediate refusal arriving before you'd even managed to open the camera. Unfortunately for him, that only made the whole thing more entertaining.
What was supposed to be a single photograph quickly dissolved into several, mostly because Jungkook seemed physically incapable of behaving normally whenever a camera was pointed in his direction, every attempt somehow producing a different problem entirely. In one photograph, he looked painfully aware of being observed, in another, he looked as though somebody had just informed him of a national emergency, and by the fifth attempt, both of you were laughing too hard to take the process seriously anymore.
Eventually, you lowered the phone altogether, still smiling as your gaze drifted back towards him, only to stop abruptly when something finally clicked into place. His hair. The early morning workout, the Monaco humidity, and his nervous habit of repeatedly dragging his hands through it throughout the morning had combined into a complete disaster, leaving behind a level of chaos that somehow felt considerably more representative of the actual Jeon Jungkook than anything a stylist could ever create.
A second later, your hand disappeared into his hair entirely, fingers pushing through the dark strands and making an already questionable situation dramatically worse, until whatever remained of his attempts at looking presentable vanished completely. The look of betrayal that followed was immediate and so deeply offended that laughter became unavoidable.
"There," you announced proudly, stepping back to admire your work. "Now you actually look like yourself."
Jungkook stared at you for a long moment, one hand lifting automatically towards the damage before stopping halfway there as though he'd already realized the situation was beyond saving. The look he gave you promised revenge. But the smile you gave back suggested you weren't particularly worried.
The moment you reached forward to mess it up again, he caught your wrist. “Don’t… fuck with my hair.”
The warning would've been far more convincing had his hair not already looked completely hopeless. A laugh escaped before you could stop it, and unfortunately, that seemed to offend him even further.
“I'm serious.”
“So am I,” you replied, already reaching forward again. “You look ridiculous.” The betrayal on his face was immediate.
But before you could mess it up further, a cushion suddenly collided with your shoulder. A loud gasp left your mouth as your eyes dropped towards the pillow now lying on the floor. Slowly, you looked back at Jungkook, who looked entirely unapologetic.
“Oh, that's how we're handling this?”
Before he could properly defend himself, you grabbed the pillow resting beside you and launched it directly at his face, the attack neither graceful nor particularly powerful, but successful enough that Jungkook's sentence ended abruptly beneath a look of genuine betrayal, his head jerking backwards as the pillow bounced harmlessly off his shoulder before landing somewhere near the sofa. For a second, he simply stared at you, as if you had started it all; though, that expression alone was enough to destroy whatever composure remained.
A laugh escaped before you could stop it, immediately followed by Jungkook again reaching for the nearest pillow, which somehow made everything worse because the movement was so predictable that you were already backing away before he'd even managed to grab it.
The next few moments dissolved into complete chaos. You managed to dodge one attack entirely, another clipped your shoulder, a third somehow ended up trapped beneath your arm before being thrown straight back at him, and through all of it, the laughter never really stopped, growing louder with each passing second until breathing became genuinely difficult.
Unfortunately, attempting to retreat while laughing proved to be a terrible strategy, because one second you were moving backwards in triumph after narrowly avoiding another attack, and the next your heel caught against the edge of the rug, your balance vanishing so quickly that the laugh still hadn't left your mouth before a startled sound replaced it. Jungkook immediately reached forward, whether to stop you falling or simply because instinct had beaten logic to the punch, but the attempt only made everything worse, his own balance disappearing the second yours did, and suddenly the room tilted in the most spectacularly inconvenient way possible.
Your legs collided with the edge of the bed first, momentum carrying you backwards onto the mattress, while Jungkook stumbled directly after you, and for one brief second, it genuinely seemed as though both of you might recover but then gravity intervened.
By the time everything finally stopped moving, half your body remained awkwardly sprawled across the bed while the rest of you had somehow ended up draped over Jungkook, who now lay flat on his back on the floor beside it, looking just as confused as you felt. For a moment, neither of you moved. The position itself wasn't uncomfortable, merely unexpected, yet awareness arrived almost immediately afterwards, because suddenly you could feel the steady rise and fall of his breathing beneath you, could hear his laugh trying and failing to escape, could feel your face growing warmer for reasons you absolutely refused to examine. The realization seemed to hit both of you simultaneously, judging by the way Jungkook immediately looked away and the way your own gaze suddenly became very interested in a random point somewhere near his shoulder.
Then laughter returned so violently that it physically hurt. The two of you remained exactly where you were for several seconds afterwards, incapable of doing anything except laugh harder every time one of you attempted to speak, until eventually you managed to push yourself upright, wiping tears from your eyes while trying and failing to regain some semblance of dignity. Across from you, Jungkook wasn't doing much better, his hair completely ruined, his cheeks slightly flushed, and his expression carrying the sort of helpless amusement that only appeared when something genuinely caught him off guard. The sight alone nearly restarted the entire thing.
"Come on," you finally managed, extending a hand towards him despite still laughing. "Get up."
In hindsight, it was a terrible idea.
Jungkook took your hand immediately, and for one glorious second, it seemed as though the plan might actually work. Then reality remembered that professional athletes were significantly heavier than songwriters. The moment he pulled, your balance disappeared again, a startled laugh escaping before you could stop it as the floor seemed to vanish beneath your feet entirely, and suddenly you were falling for the second time in less than a minute.
This time, there was no mattress to soften anything. You landed directly on top of him, the impact knocking another burst of laughter from both of you while Jungkook instinctively caught your waist in a completely unsuccessful attempt to stabilize the situation. If anything, it made it worse.
The movement shifted both of you sideways; neither managed to recover, and within seconds the room was once again filled with the sound of completely uncontrollable laughter, the kind that made your stomach ache and your eyes water and every attempt at calming down entirely impossible. By then, neither of you even seemed interested in standing up anymore, content to remain collapsed on the floor in the aftermath of your own stupidity while desperately trying to convince your racing hearts that they were only reacting to laughter.
Eventually, the laughter began fading, though neither of you seemed particularly interested in helping the process along because every attempt at calming down lasted approximately three seconds before one of you looked at the other and immediately ruined whatever progress had been made. Jungkook remained trapped beneath you, one arm still loosely wrapped around your waist from his completely unsuccessful attempt at preventing the second fall, while you were currently attempting to support your weight with one hand planted beside his shoulder despite the fact that neither of you possessed enough coordination to actually move.
The worst part was that the room had gone quiet now, not silent, but quiet enough that awareness slowly began creeping back in around the edges of everything. Quiet enough that you could hear your breathing gradually slowing, quiet enough that suddenly it became impossible not to notice things that hadn't seemed particularly important thirty seconds earlier.
Your eyes met first, and neither of you looked away immediately, not because anything dramatic happened and certainly not because either of you suddenly discovered feelings that hadn't existed before, but simply because after laughing for so long, after spending the better part of fifteen minutes behaving like complete idiots, there was something strangely disarming about finding yourselves here.
The realization seemed to hit both of you simultaneously, judging by the way his gaze immediately dropped before darting somewhere over your shoulder, while your own face suddenly felt much warmer than it had any right to. For a brief second, neither of you seemed entirely sure what to do next, because moving felt awkward and not moving somehow felt worse, and after spending your entire lives around each other, after years of shared flights and race weekends and random afternoons spent doing absolutely nothing together, the fact that this particular moment had somehow managed to become awkward felt deeply unfair.
Then, naturally, Jungkook ruined it. "I think you've broken a few ribs."
The accusation arrived with such complete seriousness that it took a second to process, another second to realize he was being ridiculous, and a third for the laugh to escape before you could stop it. "It’s your fault."
"How come?"
"You started this bullshit." Another laugh escaped immediately before he joined yours, his head falling backwards against the carpet while yours dropped forward in surrender.
"That was self-defence."
"Against what?"
"Your filthy hands." You gave me an offended look, to which Jungkook only laughed further.
The two of you were still collapsed on a hotel floor, arguing over a pillow fight. The thought should've felt ridiculous. Instead, it felt comforting. Eventually, after several failed attempts and considerably more laughter than necessary, you finally managed to untangle yourselves from the disaster you'd created, though standing proved surprisingly difficult when every glance threatened to restart the entire thing.
By the time you reached your feet, your cheeks hurt from smiling, your stomach hurt from laughing, and Jungkook looked only marginally more put together than he had while trapped beneath you on the floor. Unfortunately for him, his hair still looked terrible.
“You look terrible, by the way.” Your words earned you a scoff from him.
Your laugh followed instantly. “Go take a shower, bitch. The rest of us would like to have breakfast without you smelling like shit.”
Jungkook looked deeply offended. “I smell alright.”
You simply grinned, already moving towards the door. “Downstairs in fifteen.”
“Thirty.”
“Fifteen.”
“Fine.” Still smiling, you slipped out of the room, leaving him alone with his ruined hair, his Monaco helmet, and the biggest race of his life waiting just a few hours away.
The rest of the morning passed far more quickly than either of you expected.
Final team breakfast happened somewhere between laughter and race strategy, the entire Ferrari table existing in a strange state of controlled chaos where mechanics discussed weather forecasts, engineers stared at laptops, Taehyung complained dramatically about being awake, and everybody simultaneously pretended Monaco wasn't sitting at the centre of every thought in the room. The closer race time crept, the shorter conversations grew, gradually giving way to that familiar race-day atmosphere where nobody was quite relaxed enough to behave normally.
Eventually, there was nothing left to do except leave.
Jungkook was one of the first to stand, exchanging a few final words with engineers before gathering his things and heading towards the circuit with the rest of the Ferrari team, the moment feeling strangely abrupt despite the fact that it happened every race weekend. One second, he was sitting across from you, stealing food from your plate, and the next, he was gone, swallowed by the world of team meetings, strategy briefings, media obligations, and everything else that existed between breakfast and lights out.
You watched him disappear through the hotel doors, then immediately went upstairs. Because if Jungkook had a race to prepare for, so did you.
The hotel room felt unusually quiet after the morning you'd just had, sunlight now flooding through the windows in bright sheets while Monaco buzzed somewhere below, growing louder and busier with every passing hour. Getting ready should have been simple. Instead, you somehow spent twenty minutes changing outfits, another ten convincing yourself you didn't need to change again, and several more staring out at the harbour while pretending you weren't nervous.
By the time you finally finished getting ready and reached the circuit, the city outside looked completely different from the version that had greeted you only a few hours earlier, the calm stillness of dawn having disappeared entirely beneath the growing excitement of race day. Helicopters already hovered above the harbour in lazy circles, their shadows occasionally skimming across the water below, while yachts crowded every available stretch of coastline and the streets surrounding the circuit swelled steadily with spectators draped in team colours, all of Monaco seeming to vibrate with the kind of anticipation that only existed a few hours before lights out.
You found yourself drifting towards the paddock almost absentmindedly, your gaze wandering around as though searching for something without quite realizing it, only for your attention to stop abruptly when movement inside the Ferrari hospitality building caught your eye. A laugh escaped before you could help it.
A few floors above, standing beside one of the small windows overlooking the paddock, were two figures dressed entirely in Ferrari red who were very obviously supposed to be preparing for a Grand Prix and very obviously doing anything but that. Jungkook stood pressed almost embarrassingly close to the window while Taehyung lingered beside him, and both seemed to have spotted you at exactly the same moment.
Idiots.
You genuinely had no idea how they'd managed it. Between the distance, the crowds, and the hundreds of windows surrounding the paddock, the chances of either of them noticing you should have been practically nonexistent, yet somehow they had. The moment Jungkook pointed dramatically in your direction, Taehyung's entire body seemed to light up with recognition before he immediately began waving with enough enthusiasm to attract the attention of half the hospitality building, while Jungkook, rather than stopping him, appeared to find the whole thing deeply amusing.
From up here, they looked less like professional racing drivers preparing for one of the biggest races on the Formula One calendar and more like children trapped behind glass, desperately trying to get someone's attention.
A second laugh escaped as your phone appeared in your hand almost automatically.
The photograph itself wasn't particularly good. The distance was too awkward, the lighting was working against you, and both men looked objectively ridiculous, one still pointing while the other continued waving as if his life depended on it, but somehow that only made the picture better.
The smile stayed on your face for most of the time in the circuit. But the closer you got to the paddock, the more obvious it became that race day had truly arrived, the atmosphere shifting almost perceptibly as the city transformed into something louder and more urgent than it had been only a few hours earlier.
By the time you finally stepped inside, the garages were already buzzing with activity, engineers moving constantly between meetings while mechanics completed final checks on the cars and journalists attempted to interview anybody willing to stand still for longer than ten seconds, camera crews weaving through narrow spaces with practiced efficiency while photographers crowded around drivers trying unsuccessfully to reach their own garages, every corner occupied by somebody carrying a headset, a clipboard, a camera, or a problem that needed solving before lights out.
And through all of it sat the Ferrari garage.
When you reached the pit wall, preparations had already entered their final stages, the cars long since rolled into position, while stacks of tyres waited nearby and engineers occupied every available space in front of endless monitors displaying streams of data that somehow seemed capable of making entire groups of highly intelligent people nervous simultaneously.
Eventually, the drivers emerged, and the crowd reacted immediately.
A wall of noise rolled across the circuit so suddenly and completely that it seemed to swallow everything else, swelling from grandstands and hospitality suites and the countless yachts packed tightly into the harbour until the sound appeared to bounce between every building surrounding Monaco. Your eyes found Jungkook almost instantly. Of course they did. Dressed in his race suit now with his helmet tucked beneath one arm, he moved through the organised chaos with the familiar confidence of somebody who had done this hundreds of times before, though today somehow felt different.
Maybe it was Monaco. Maybe it was pole position. Maybe it was simply the realization that one perfect afternoon separated him from achieving something he'd spent years dreaming about. Whatever the reason, it felt impossible to look away as photographers followed his every movement and broadcasters stopped him repeatedly for final comments, team personnel pulling him in one direction while officials needed him somewhere else, yet somehow he continued moving steadily towards the grid through all of it.
For a while, you simply watched. The interviews. The photographers. The final preparations. The endless noise, movement, and anticipation seemed to exist everywhere at once. Then, almost as if he could feel it, Jungkook glanced towards the pit wall. The distance between you was considerable, and the crowd separating you even larger, yet somehow his eyes found yours immediately, the moment lasting barely a second before he raised one hand in acknowledgment.
The gesture was small enough that most people would've missed it entirely. You didn't. Your own hand lifted automatically in return, and then just like that, he was gone again, disappearing back into the sea of people surrounding the grid while Ferrari engineers settled fully into position beside you, headsets secured, data screens glowing, strategy discussions beginning in earnest.
The race was close now. Close enough that the helicopters circling overhead seemed louder than before, close enough that every update crackling through the radios sounded important, close enough that the nervousness you'd spent the entire morning successfully avoiding finally returned and settled heavily inside your chest. Across the circuit, thousands of spectators stood waiting beneath the afternoon sun while the harbour shimmered brilliantly beyond them, the Ferrari garage poised on the edge of something enormous. And somewhere out on the grid, Monaco's pole sitter lowered his visor, climbed into the Ferrari, and prepared for the biggest race of his season.
“Seventy-eight laps. Three hundred and thirty-seven kilometres. One of the most iconic races in motorsport. And this afternoon, beneath the Monaco sun, twenty drivers will attempt to conquer the streets of Monte Carlo.”
The commentator’s voice echoed from screens scattered throughout the paddock, blending into the endless noise surrounding the circuit while helicopters circled overhead and yachts packed tightly into the harbour glittered beneath the afternoon sun.
“But all eyes today are on the Ferrari of Jeon Jungkook, who starts from pole position after a sensational qualifying performance yesterday, securing the first Monaco pole of his Formula One career.”
The roar from the grandstands seemed to swell immediately at the mention of his name.
Across the circuit, thousands of Ferrari supporters waved flags from packed grandstands while countless others crowded balconies, hospitality suites, and yachts positioned around the harbour, every available space occupied by spectators hoping to witness history.
“Pole position around Monaco has always carried enormous significance. Overtaking opportunities remain limited, strategy becomes critical, and if Jungkook can control this race from the front, Ferrari has a genuine opportunity to leave Monte Carlo with one of the most prestigious victories in motorsport.”
From your position on the pit wall, Monaco seemed to exist in a state of controlled chaos, the harbour glittering beyond the barriers while helicopters circled overhead and the Ferrari garage buzzed with nervous energy, every pair of eyes repeatedly drifting towards the scarlet Ferrari sitting on pole position, carrying years of expectation.
“The grid is now forming. Final preparations underway. Drivers settling into position. We are moments away from lights out here in Monaco.”
One by one, the final pieces of the grid began disappearing as mechanics wheeled equipment away from the cars, grid personnel stepped back behind the barriers, engine covers vanished, and tyre blankets were removed, each small movement bringing the circuit one step closer to lights out. The noise remained, as did the constant movement surrounding the paddock, yet something else settled over Monaco all the same, a quiet tension threading itself through the grandstands, the garages, and the pit wall alike, the particular kind of anticipation that only existed in the final moments before a Grand Prix began. Across the timing screens, the starting order glowed back at you.
P1 - Jeon Jungkook P2 - Verstappen P3 - Taehyung P4 - Norris P5 - Russell
Your stomach tightened immediately, not because you doubted him but because you didn't. That had always been the problem. Doubt would have been easier to manage. Doubt came with lowered expectations and softened disappointments. Hope was far more dangerous.
“Engine temperatures rising now. Drivers preparing for the formation lap.”
One by one, the cars rolled away from their grid boxes, the Ferrari launching forward beneath a roar from the grandstands while the rest of the field followed behind, beginning the slow procession around Monaco's streets for the final time before the race officially began. Around you, engineers watched timing screens with unwavering focus while radios crackled with updates, yet somehow it all faded into the background as the formation lap unfolded.
The five red lights remained illuminated for what felt like an eternity, every second stretching impossibly thin while twenty drivers sat poised on the edge of seventy-eight laps around one of the most demanding circuits in motorsport, engines screaming beneath them and thousands of spectators holding their breath in anticipation.
Then the lights disappeared.
"And away we go in Monaco!"
The roar that followed seemed to shake the entire harbour.
Cars launched forward simultaneously, the field surging towards Sainte Devote in a blur of colour and noise while tyres fought desperately for grip and every driver searched for even the smallest advantage. From the pit wall, it was difficult to focus on anything except the scarlet Ferrari starting from pole position, your stomach twisting immediately as Verstappen drew slightly alongside during the run towards Turn One.
"Good start from Verstappen on the outside, Jungkook defending the inside line into Sainte Devote!"
The gap between them narrowed.
And a second later, the Ferrari emerged ahead. The reaction inside the Ferrari garage was immediate, several engineers visibly relaxing for the first time all afternoon while the rest of the field funnelled through the opening corners behind them, the order stabilising almost as quickly as it had exploded into chaos.
"Excellent launch from Jungkook, who maintains the lead of the Monaco Grand Prix."
Only then did you realize you'd been holding your breath.
The opening laps passed in a blur of sector times and radio updates, Monaco settling gradually into its familiar rhythm as the field stretched itself around the circuit and tiny gaps began appearing between cars. Every few seconds, the timing screens updated. Every few seconds, somebody inside the Ferrari garage reacted to a number. Somewhere behind Jungkook, battles continued unfolding throughout the midfield, yet the attention of almost everybody surrounding you remained fixed on the front.
Lap three became lap five, then lap eight, the opening phase of the race disappearing steadily from the timing screens while the scarlet Ferrari remained firmly at the front of the field, controlling the pace around Monaco's narrow streets with a confidence that seemed to grow stronger with every passing lap. Around you, conversations gradually resumed as the initial tension of the race start began fading away, engineers exchanging observations across headsets while strategy discussions continued and radios crackled constantly with information, yet compared to the atmosphere that had existed before lights out, the garage felt noticeably lighter now, as though everybody had collectively remembered how to breathe again.
"Jungkook is currently leading Verstappen by 1.4 seconds, beginning to build an early advantage here in Monaco."
The confidence growing inside Ferrari wasn't obvious enough for anybody to acknowledge openly, but it existed all the same, settling quietly into conversations and body language because Jungkook looked comfortable. More than comfortable. Fast. The Ferrari seemed perfectly suited to Monaco's demanding layout, carving through corners with a level of precision that made every lap appear almost effortless from a distance, the gap behind him growing little by little as the race settled into rhythm.
"Fastest lap of the race for Jeon Jungkook."
The announcement earned several approving nods around the garage, eyes immediately drifting towards the timing screens as fresh data appeared.
"Gap now 2.1 seconds at the front."
Another lap disappeared. Another purple sector appeared beside his name. Another small increase to the lead followed shortly afterwards, and with every passing circuit, it became increasingly difficult to ignore what the timing screens were beginning to suggest.
For the first time all weekend, you found yourself glancing away from the timing screens occasionally, allowing your attention to wander across the harbour and the grandstands and the endless sea of Ferrari supporters packed into every available space around the circuit.
The race was far from over, not even remotely close, yet with every lap that disappeared from the timing screens, it became increasingly difficult to ignore what everybody else seemed to be noticing. Jungkook wasn't simply leading anymore. He was controlling the race, the pace, the gap. Controlling the entire afternoon in a way that only became more obvious the longer the Grand Prix continued.
"Lap fifteen of seventy-eight, and Jungkook continues to lead comfortably, extending the gap to nearly three seconds over Verstappen behind."
Three seconds. The statistic alone felt significant enough to send another quiet wave of excitement through the Ferrari garage, several heads immediately turning towards the timing screens as though seeing the number for themselves somehow made it more real. Nearby, one engineer exchanged a brief look with another before returning his attention to the data in front of him, neither man saying anything out loud because neither needed to. The thought already existed everywhere. It lingered in the small smiles appearing more frequently around the garage. It lingered in the way conversations seemed easier now.
The race continued unfolding steadily around you while lap after lap disappeared from the timing screens, the Ferrari remaining firmly in control at the front while Taehyung quietly held position further back in the points, Monaco's streets gradually becoming less intimidating and more familiar with every passing circuit. Around the harbour, thousands of spectators remained fixed on the action below while helicopters continued circling overhead and commentators filled the airwaves with increasingly optimistic discussions about Ferrari's chances, the afternoon settling into a rhythm that felt almost comfortable.
Which, in hindsight, should probably have been the first warning sign.
Because the most dangerous thing about hope was how quietly it arrived, slipping into conversations and expectations and passing thoughts until one day you looked up and realised you'd already started imagining the ending.
"Lap twenty-three of seventy-eight and Jeon Jungkook continues to control proceedings at the front, maintaining a comfortable gap over Verstappen while managing his tyres beautifully."
The race had settled into rhythm now, the opening chaos long gone and replaced by something steadier. Around you, engineers studied timing screens and tyre data with unwavering focus, occasionally exchanging observations through headsets before returning their attention to the endless streams of information scrolling across their monitors.
Further down the order, pit stops had already begun unfolding, one team blinking first before another quickly followed, the timing screens shifting constantly as cars peeled away from the train and disappeared into the pit lane, strategies gradually becoming the centre of attention as the race entered its next phase.
"The undercut could be powerful today. Ferrari will be monitoring Verstappen closely here."
The atmosphere around the Ferrari garage sharpened almost immediately, several engineers leaning closer towards their screens while fresh calculations appeared and strategy discussions accelerated through headsets, attention momentarily shifting away from the race lead and towards the battle unfolding behind it.
A few laps later, Verstappen finally boxed, prompting another flurry of activity around you as every possible scenario seemed to be evaluated simultaneously, yet despite the growing intensity surrounding the pit wall, the Ferrari remained comfortably at the front, Jungkook continuing to circulate around Monaco's streets with the same controlled precision he'd displayed all afternoon.
"Verstappen into the pits. Ferrari is choosing to keep Jungkook out for now."
The decision appeared deliberate. Confident. Ferrari allowed their driver to extract a few more laps before eventually calling him in, the scarlet car finally peeling towards the pit lane several circuits later as the garage exploded into motion. Mechanics launched themselves over the wall with practiced efficiency, tyres disappearing and reappearing in a blur of movement while the stop unfolded almost too quickly to properly follow, the Ferrari dropping from the lead only briefly before rejoining the circuit.
The reaction around the garage was subtle but impossible to miss, shoulders relaxing slightly as a few relieved smiles appeared amongst engineers who immediately returned their attention to the race. The pit stop phase continued unfolding elsewhere around the circuit, but Ferrari had emerged exactly where they wanted to be.
"Excellent stop from Ferrari. Jungkook retains the lead of the Monaco Grand Prix."
The race settled once again after the pit stop cycle concluded, the order at the front remaining largely unchanged while Monaco's streets continued swallowing lap after lap beneath the afternoon sun. Around the circuit, overtaking remained as difficult as ever, forcing most drivers into a careful balancing act between aggression and patience, while further down the order several battles briefly threatened to develop before inevitably being shut down by the unforgiving nature of the track itself.
"Lap thirty-seven of seventy-eight, and Jungkook continues to lead the Monaco Grand Prix. Verstappen remains within range, but Ferrari will be pleased with how this race is unfolding."
The numbers continued changing constantly as the race progressed, drifting from two-point-seven to three-point-one before settling somewhere in between again, yet never shrinking enough to become genuinely concerning. If anything, Jungkook appeared completely in control. From your position on the pit wall, there were moments when the entire thing almost appeared effortless, the scarlet car threading itself through Monaco's impossibly narrow streets with a precision that made the circuit look far less intimidating than it actually was, each lap unfolding with the same measured confidence that had defined his entire afternoon.
Then came the first yellow flag.
"Yellow flag, sector two. Yellow flag, sector two."
For one brief moment, the entire Ferrari garage seemed to pause collectively before information finally began filtering through the radios. A Williams had brushed the barrier exiting the Swimming Pool section, scattering a small amount of debris across the circuit before managing to continue without significant damage, the incident minor enough to avoid a Safety Car yet significant enough to remind everybody of the reality surrounding them.
The yellow flags disappeared almost as quickly as they had appeared, and the race resumed its rhythm, yet something about the atmosphere felt subtly different afterwards.
"Forty laps completed. Thirty-eight remaining."
The race had entered that strange phase where time seemed to move in two directions at once, every lap taking forever to finish while the overall distance remaining somehow continued shrinking faster than expected.
Sometime during the last ten laps, a cooler breeze had begun sweeping across the harbour, carrying with it the first hints of the evening that would eventually settle over Monaco once the race ended. You ignored it initially, too focused on the timing screens to pay much attention, but eventually even that became impossible.
The thin leather jacket you'd thrown on earlier suddenly felt far less useful than it had a few hours ago. Without looking away from the race, you slipped it off your shoulders and draped it across the back of your chair before reaching for the Ferrari hoodie you'd brought with you that morning, pulling it on quickly as another gust swept through the pit lane. Your attention had already returned to the timing screens.
The next ten laps seemed to disappear almost without notice, the race settling into such a steady rhythm that time itself felt strangely distorted, one moment showing thirty laps remaining on the timing screens and the next showing twenty, the scarlet Ferrari never once surrendering the lead while Verstappen remained trapped a few seconds behind, close enough to stay relevant yet never quite close enough to become a genuine threat.
With every completed circuit, the atmosphere surrounding the Ferrari garage grew steadily more dangerous, not because anything had gone wrong but because nothing had. The race had unfolded almost exactly as Ferrari had spent the entire weekend hoping it would, every strategy call landing perfectly, every pit stop executed cleanly, every decision appearing to move them one step closer towards something nobody wanted to discuss too openly.
"Twenty laps remaining in the Monaco Grand Prix, and Jeon Jungkook continues to control proceedings at the front."
Around the circuit, it seemed everybody else had reached the conclusion. Ferrari supporters erupted whenever Jungkook's name appeared on the giant screens, their cheers rolling across the harbour in waves, while broadcasters and commentators had started discussing victory with considerably less caution than before, the possibility no longer feeling hypothetical enough to dance around.
"If Ferrari can continue managing this race the way they have so far, Jungkook is on course for one of the biggest victories of his career."
The statement lingered longer than it should have, and so did the reaction it created. Suddenly, the possibility seemed to exist everywhere. Not hidden beneath careful optimism or buried beneath statistics and strategy discussions, but spoken aloud, openly acknowledged by people who had spent most of the afternoon refusing to tempt fate. The word victory had finally entered the conversation, and somehow that made everything feel significantly more fragile.
Around you, the tension had returned in a completely different form. One engineer briefly removed his headset and rubbed both hands across his face before immediately putting it back on, while another checked the timing screens for what felt like the hundredth time despite the numbers barely changing.
"Fifteen laps remaining."
Fifteen laps separated Jungkook from Monaco. Fifteen laps separated Ferrari from one of the most prestigious victories in motorsport. Fifteen laps stood between years of dreaming and the possibility of finally achieving it.
And somewhere deep inside your chest, the nervousness you'd managed to suppress for most of the afternoon returned all over again.
"Twelve laps remaining here in Monaco, and barring anything unexpected, Jeon Jungkook appears firmly in control of this Grand Prix."
The commentator's voice drifted through the speakers scattered around the pit wall, the statement sounding almost dangerously confident now.
The Ferrari continued circulating at the front with the same measured precision it had displayed all afternoon, Verstappen still unable to reduce the gap enough to apply meaningful pressure, while the grandstands surrounding the circuit seemed to grow louder with every completed lap.
The race was beginning to feel inevitable, the kind of inevitable people only recognised in hindsight. And the closer victory moved, the harder it became to look away.
"Ten laps remaining."
The announcement earned an immediate reaction from the crowd, a surge of excitement sweeping across the harbour and echoing between the buildings overlooking the circuit as thousands of spectators collectively realised just how close the race had come to its conclusion.
For the first time all afternoon, the number felt genuinely small, close enough that broadcasters had already begun preparing graphics and post-race segments, close enough that journalists were gradually gathering near Parc Fermé, and close enough that somewhere in the back of your mind, despite every effort not to, you found yourself wondering what Jungkook's face would look like when he finally climbed out of the Ferrari.
A cooler breeze drifted through the pit lane, and you instinctively folded your arms tighter across the Ferrari hoodie wrapped around your shoulders, your eyes never leaving the timing screens as another lap disappeared from the board and then another shortly afterwards. Lap sixty-nine became seventy. Then seventy-one. With every completed circuit, something inside the Ferrari garage seemed to tighten, not fear exactly, but expectation, the dangerous kind that arrived once victory stopped feeling hypothetical and started feeling attainable.
"Gap remains stable at 2.4 seconds. Verstappen simply hasn't had an answer for the Ferrari's pace this afternoon."
Ahead, the scarlet Ferrari continued carving its way through Monaco's narrow streets with the same precision it had displayed all afternoon, disappearing through Casino Square before reappearing moments later elsewhere around the circuit, the car looking every bit as composed as it had two hours earlier despite carrying the weight of an entire race weekend on its shoulders.
Then came lap seventy-two. Only six laps remaining.
And for the first time all afternoon, something changed. A brief radio transmission crackled through one of the engineers' headsets. A second glance towards a monitor before exchanging a quick look with somebody standing nearby. The entire interaction lasted only a few seconds, subtle enough that most people probably would've missed it entirely.
But you didn't, as your stomach tightened immediately.
Then the radio crackled again, this time louder and long enough that several heads turned simultaneously. The reaction was immediate, subtle enough that most people would've missed it yet impossible to ignore once you noticed it, one engineer suddenly frowning at the data in front of him while another looked up from his monitor and a third reached instinctively for his microphone, the atmosphere around the Ferrari garage stumbling all at once as though somebody had interrupted the rhythm everybody had settled into over the last seventy-two laps.
Your eyes immediately drifted towards the timing screens. The Ferrari was still listed first, and the gap was still there. Nothing looked wrong, yet something had changed.
"What happened?"
The question escaped before you could stop it, directed towards the nearest engineer, but he never answered. Not because he was ignoring you. Because he was already listening to something coming through his headset, his expression changed almost imperceptibly as more information arrived.
A sound tore through Monaco, so sharp and violent that it instantly cut through the roar of the crowd and the scream of twenty Formula One engines, replacing them with something infinitely worse. For a split second, the entire circuit seemed to hold its breath as the unmistakable sound of a car hitting the barriers echoed between the buildings surrounding the harbour.
A violent screech of tyres fighting desperately for grip, sharp enough to cut through the roar of the crowd and brutal enough to silence entire sections of the circuit almost instantly, followed by a sickening impact that seemed to reverberate through the harbour itself, the sound of carbon fibre and metal colliding with concrete barriers carrying far further than it should have.
The entire pit wall froze.
Your head snapped towards the circuit instinctively while around you, engineers were already moving, conversations dying mid-sentence as eyes immediately shifted towards timing screens and monitors, everybody trying to understand something that nobody seemed capable of explaining yet.
The timing tower updated once. The broadcast feed switched cameras abruptly, showing a Ferrari flying through one section of the circuit before cutting elsewhere, then somewhere else again, the production team seemingly searching for the source of whatever had just happened.
For one terrible, confusing second, nothing made sense.
The noise that had filled Monaco all afternoon vanished beneath something far worse, the entire circuit suspended in a strange state of confusion where everybody knew something had happened but nobody knew what.
Then your eyes found the timing tower again, and your stomach dropped. Because the Ferrari that had spent seventy-two laps leading the Monaco Grand Prix had suddenly disappeared.
Just gone.
"No." The word escaped automatically, barely louder than a whisper.
Around you, people were already moving before information had even fully arrived, engineers abandoning monitors, mechanics leaving equipment exactly where it sat, and team personnel rushing towards the pit wall railing overlooking the circuit, everybody operating entirely on instinct.
You followed without thinking, your feet moving before your brain could catch up, the distance between you and the barrier somehow feeling impossibly long despite only being a few metres. Then you reached it and saw the scarlet Ferrari sitting crumpled against the barriers. For a moment, your brain simply refused to process what your eyes were showing you.
One side of the car had been obliterated by the impact, fragments of carbon fibre scattered across the circuit in every direction while marshals sprinted towards the scene beneath frantic yellow flags, debris littering the racing line and smoke hanging faintly in the air. Everything about the image felt wrong.
Around the harbour, the crowd had fallen eerily quiet. Around the Ferrari garage, nobody seemed capable of speaking. Even the commentators sounded stunned when they finally found their voices again.
"Jungkook's crashed."
The words echoed across the circuit. Across the harbour, the grandstands, the Ferrari garage.
"Jungkook is out of the Monaco Grand Prix."
And just like that, seventy-two laps of perfection disappeared in a single corner.
The wrecked Ferrari remained motionless against the barriers while yellow flags continued waving overhead and marshals surrounded the scene, yet the Ferrari garage seemed trapped in a strange state of disbelief, as though everybody was still waiting for reality to correct itself and reveal that none of this had actually happened.
The timing screens updated, and Verstappen inherited the lead, the realization somehow hitting harder than the crash itself because that was the moment it became real, not when the Ferrari had struck the barriers and not when carbon fibre had scattered across the circuit, but now, as the race continued without him and the world carried on as though nothing had happened.
Around you, engineers slowly removed their headsets while others stared silently at screens they had spent the last two hours monitoring, nobody quite seeming to know what to do with themselves now that seventy-two laps of work, strategy, concentration, and hope had disappeared in a matter of seconds, leaving behind only the hollow aftermath of what should have been.
Then movement appeared beside the wrecked Ferrari, first one marshal and then another, before attention shifted towards the cockpit itself, and the entire Ferrari garage seemed to hold its breath, yourself included, every pair of eyes fixed on the same spot as the seconds stretched painfully longer than they should have.
Nobody was looking at the timing screens now. One second passed, then another, and then finally the top of a helmet appeared above the halo.
The reaction was immediate, not celebration but relief, pure overwhelming relief that swept through the garage and the grandstands alike as a wave of applause rolled through sections of the crowd when Jungkook climbed from the car unaided, marshals immediately approaching him while television cameras zoomed in from every available angle. Relief hit so hard it almost hurt.
The realization should have settled the panic sitting inside your chest, should have eased the tightness that had been there ever since the impact, yet instead it only seemed to make room for something else, because even from this distance and even through the helmet, you could tell that something about him had changed.
Jungkook wasn't looking at the car, he wasn't looking at the crowd, and he wasn't looking anywhere at all, simply standing beside the wreckage for a moment with his shoulders rising and falling as one marshal spoke to him before he finally nodded once in response, the gesture feeling mechanical and automatic, like somebody operating entirely on instinct because there was nothing else left for them to do.
Around Monaco the race continued, cars streaming past behind the Safety Car while commentators resumed speaking and the grandstands gradually found their voices again, yet none of it seemed capable of reaching him, none of it seeming able to break through whatever silence had settled around him in that moment, because six laps earlier he had been leading the Monaco Grand Prix, six laps earlier victory had been close enough to touch, close enough to imagine, and now it was gone.
Completely gone.
Without another glance towards the Ferrari, Jungkook finally turned away from the barriers and began walking towards the waiting marshals while the crowd continued applauding as he left, but he never acknowledged it, not once.
And for the first time all afternoon, Jungkook looked exactly like somebody whose dream had been taken away before he ever had the chance to reach it.
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Guys just saw this post of alexandra leclerc and the first thing that came to my mind is the chapter 1 of atlbty. The difference between her and our oc is crazyyy. Initially when I started writing this, I tried not using alexandra and charles leclerc for the pictures but ykw, there's no way I write an F1 Ferrari fic and not use their faces. Also, why are they sooooo pretty 😭😭😭😭 Especially alexandra, I'm so gay for her😭😭😭😭
also guys I'm only 5k words in in chapter 4, this shit is going to be crazyyy long. Cause 5k words are for the scenes before the race even starts. Also, spoiler!!!! this chapter is going to be insaneeee, like oh my Lord kind insane. But I'm also trying to make the consequences worse than the action. Can't say more than this, give me a few more days mkay??
Also, while i go write y'all tell me if y'all believe in superstitions? Like evil eyes and jinx etc etc? (The question is somewhat related to the chapter oop)
GUYSSSS!!!!!! All tracks lead back to you Ch 3 will be out in an our or so. Meanwhile, I've also started working on the next chapter of never say, never.
So now tell me, which one do i uplod next?
never say, never ch 4
all tracks lead back to you ch4
okay okay guyssss, I'm gonna start working on ch4 for atlbty then. I feel so excited writing this fic so I think I'm gonna loose my sleep tonight, enough rest I've had. LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO!!!!
