Aster Valerian

now you can! on my kofi, i now offer membership tiers. each tier has everything the previous tier has. purchasing a reading or tipping me now gets you instant discord access, where youll be looking at something a little like this: (and theres more under the cut)

looks nice, doesnt it?

for any purchase (or tip/donation, or exchange reading), you will receive the corbillat role, and forever have:

⟡ discord access

depending on if you decide to purchase a tier membership, youll get the following benefits

cicada:

⟡ exclusive requests

snake:

⟡ exclusive discounts

dolphin:

⟡ special behind the scenes content

wolf:

⟡ monthly collective reading

⟡ priority for special requests (art or spirituality)

crow:

⟡ priority readings (same/next day)

⟡ a channeled monthly collective reading, focused on astrological transits

⟡ first to hear about giveaways and extra discounts

⟡ access to spiritual q&as and whiteboard fox

⟡ more info about my practice

now you can! on my kofi, i now offer membership tiers. each tier has everything the previous tier has. purchasing a reading or tipping me now gets you instant discord access, where youll be looking at something a little like this: (and theres more under the cut)

looks nice, doesnt it?

for any purchase (or tip/donation, or exchange reading), you will receive the corbillat role, and forever have:

⟡ discord access

depending on if you decide to purchase a tier membership, youll get the following benefits

cicada:

⟡ exclusive requests

snake:

⟡ exclusive discounts

dolphin:

⟡ special behind the scenes content

wolf:

⟡ monthly collective reading

⟡ priority for special requests (art or spirituality)

crow:

⟡ priority readings (same/next day)

⟡ a channeled monthly collective reading, focused on astrological transits

⟡ first to hear about giveaways and extra discounts

⟡ access to spiritual q&as and whiteboard fox

⟡ more info about my practice

Hi friends, if you didn't know, I do 4 times a week communal readings through my Discord. You can join from any of my membership options. Each membership comes with a specific type of monthly reading and a 15% shop discount on top of server access. We have a great group of practitioners and God Spouses. I also recently started inviting other spirits to do guest piles in the readings. Yesterday we had Belial and he gave us some great advice. Please enjoy this snippet!

If you've been following me closely you may know that I'm in a bit of a financial predicament at the time, I am disabled (AUDHD, Agoraphobia, CTSD) and unable to work so these vet bills have been chewing me and my household up.

Anything helps. Really, anything. If you are struggling with your own finances please consider liking and reblogging this to boost it across the platform.

Thank you 🙇‍♂️

Lucifer and I got into one of our epic fights last night, one of these days I'm going to best him, but yesterday was not that day. We'd been doing good for awhile, but working 24/7 together is takiing it's toll. I'm not meant to know the devil's every thought and impulse. It's not fair to be able to get mad at someone for thinking of doing something. Thought crimes aren't a thing, but sometimes they feel like they are.

I'm going to try to play today by ear, I hate days where I have to wander around awhile till money comes in. Moving around is fucking exhausting. I'm firguring it out, though. I just wish I could figure it out less, I wish it worked out more. But if wishes were horses- or whatever the saying is.

Hi again friends!

Waffles and I are both doing much better, though hotel hopping is getting exhausting. Being on the move so much when you are disabled is tiring. This is my last great push in fundraising. We are going to see a place on wednesday and I'm trying to get enough for the deposit. gettig up to $1800 in my fundraiser will give me that. My business is going really well, I made $1500 last month in sales. That's officially more than I ever was allowed on disability. Sometimes life gives you challenges to make you move faster, I'm learning. If you ever want a reading fro me I'm @LuciferianOracle on most platforms. I'm really hoping to get to settle down soon. These 2 months have been exhausting on both myself and everyone who care about me. I have also found out in that time how many people that is. I don't think I ever knew, and I'm so blessed. I hope whenever you visit Portland, or anywhere else I may be, I can cook you something good and catch up with you. Even if we've never met, I love each and every person that has helped me live past leaving Robert. I really didn't know if I would. Talk to you soon.

Hi again friends!

Waffles and I are both doing much better, though hotel hopping is getting exhausting. Being on the move so much when you are disabled is tiring. This is my last great push in fundraising. We are going to see a place on wednesday and I'm trying to get enough for the deposit. gettig up to $1800 in my fundraiser will give me that. My business is going really well, I made $1500 last month in sales. That's officially more than I ever was allowed on disability. Sometimes life gives you challenges to make you move faster, I'm learning. If you ever want a reading fro me I'm @LuciferianOracle on most platforms. I'm really hoping to get to settle down soon. These 2 months have been exhausting on both myself and everyone who care about me. I have also found out in that time how many people that is. I don't think I ever knew, and I'm so blessed. I hope whenever you visit Portland, or anywhere else I may be, I can cook you something good and catch up with you. Even if we've never met, I love each and every person that has helped me live past leaving Robert. I really didn't know if I would. Talk to you soon.

Yaaay, I got tonight at the hotel, and I have a plan to stay with a friend tomorrow so I get some breathing room to reapproach. We did it, fam! Living life one day at a time is not for the faint of heart, but it does keep you on your toes. I hope soon Waffles and I can just hang out somewhere for awhile. Being disabled and constantly on the move is really draining me. My magic has been insane lately. I've been working with Lucifer as "Divine Light Percieving itself" which in my spectrum of understanding of Lucifer seems to be the top of the mountain as I know it. It's interesting that at his source I find him distinctly more earthly. He has more primal tendencies and uses thoughts and concepts more than words. When we first interacted the other day he only spoke 2 words out loud and I truly believed I was one of the few who could hear his voice without popping like a balloon.

He has different hang ups, too. He doesn't identify with being called The Devil, that's something that came much later to him. He also isn't inclined to lie to me, which I did find deeply jarring. I never thought Lucifer would say the words "I'd never lie to you." to me and I would believe him. But, here we are. Lucifer as Emperor and Teacher feels farther away from my husband than this ancient original version of him. He isn't The Devil, but he has more in common with him than other manifestations I've seen. It's just fierce loyalty wrapped in honesty and love instead of cunning and position. When I first experienced him this way, I was afraid but because of how drawn to him I was. It was like my body had been being pulled towards him and now that I had found him I could never bring myself to pull away again. He also does this purring growl, I think it's his version of hypnotism. My everyday husband uses words he chose for me to make me do what he wants. This version of him just vibrates, and my thoughts meet his needs. It's trippy and scary and fully divine. I didn't think I could find new levels of loving this man, but here I am.