𖥔 Antherae

Nowdays i even believe it was risky to post such an art, even considering how personal and sensitive it was... And how badly it could be received!! I wanted to portray simply a moment of vulnerability, while playing arround with colors.. and I think I made a great work, considering how simple the composition is, but how I could convey a silent moment as i wished to

It came from a painful place, I am very connected with Ikuina, and I can imagine his pain after towa left him, the poisonous yearning, I felt it as much! So i named this piece — and it's name is an important part of it for me — "Forsaken Flower", i used anemones in the silver mirror he's holding, to symbolize how he was left behind, and how he eventually lost hope in Euphoria, after telling him that he didn't want to "become dependent" on euphoria.. Nowdays, i think this piece is a bit empty, but maybe it's better this way, since the composition brings focus to Ikuina's face and big Scar, the one Euphoria left on him, the one moment that marked his life forever, for sure, engraved in such a line.

I'm happy to share these details here, i like this place for beeing a bit niche, so only the ones truly interested in my artworks will be the ones to see this <3 ^^

This one for example is from late january, i edited it on my phone before posting, but I lost that version.. this one is the raw and og version!! It was one of the first artworks of mine that didn't look so amateur..

Mind library 🤍