FTM Man-Worshipper (23yo)

Tell me how edging and consuming porn is permanently changing how I think.

Tell me how once you’re done with me I’ll always prefer boys.

Tell me how you’d drug me to permanently reduce my intelligence and make me dependent on you.

Your friends call you a slut because a man decided to make deepfake porn of you spreading your legs at a college party

Your family kicks you out because some random man took a picture of you and wanted to jerk off to an AI version of you sucking off homeless guys.

You get fired from your job because a bunch of men online thought you were a bitch and trained AI on your “get ready with me” video and made hundreds of deepfake porn videos and leaked them online

You’re constantly dmed videos of the newest AI porn vid you starred in without your consent. A few you’re getting face fucked, a handful more you’re getting raped, plenty more cater to odd fetishes you’ve never heard of before.

top surgery in less than 3 months, you have until then to convince me into stop taking T, start slutting out my wet virgin pussy, not get top surgery, and instead get DD implants … anons are on if you think you handle the challenge 🤷

ig if this gets overrr .... 300 notes i’ll think of a good gift for you all, sexy pictures, do suggested tasks or somethin.. oh and i guess i’ll give you some info to help you out, since well I'm horny not a monster

I’m flat-chested, short around 5’2, and I bind often. Feel free to ask invasive, degrading questions about my body if you want lol actually it's encouraged, spam is GOOD 👍

(you all get to decide on two lol unless someone convinces me otherwise to do more of them)

not entirely sure on the last one, though if we get this to 300 at some point, you guys would get a treat for doing so well in getting those notes in 🤷

SPAM is GOOD!

#1 Task picked gets done ✓

every 20+ notes another gets added~

the first set, 

start wearing an identifiable day collar

whole day of training with a dildo gag

research breast pumps while masturbating

buy a sundress to wear without underwear or boxers

cut open a pair of my boxers to be open crotch

get my pussy professionally waxed hairless like a pornstar's

25+ notes for each new one, since I have someone who’s very dedicated into spamming this notes game <3

I'm already detransitioning but I want to encourage myself to do it faster!!

There's no end date and spamming is encouraged!

Thank you for helping me be the girl I was born to be<3

Repeating

5: 1 day I keep my entire body shaved smooth

10: 1 day I wear makeup

15: 1 day I don't bind

20: 1 day i wear femme accessories (earrings, necklace, rings)

25: 1 day i wear panties

30: 1 day i wear panties + don't bind

35: skip 1 dose of T

40: 1 day i have to keep my nails painted

45: 1 week i do girl workouts (no arms, only legs, hips, and core)

50: 1 week i dont cut my hair

non-repeating:

10: i cut up a pair of my boxers (and send proof to anyone who asks)

20: wax myself (and send proof to anyone who asks)

25: get crossed and edge to detrans content

50: make my eyebrows even more feminine

75: sleep wearing panties for a month

100: go to the mall and buy a girly outfit and makeup

150: go buy girly toiletries and throw away my boy ones

200: post my deadname

250: post a picture of me dressed as a girl

300: edge in a public bathroom (and send proof to anyone who asks)

400: I tell my doctor i'm going off T

500: Go in public dressed as a girl (wig, makeup, femme outfit) and post proof

700: download grinder and explicitly state i'm a fake boy who's trying to detransition

800: Tell someone irl i'm "considering" detransitioning

900: Cut up my tape

1000: Change my pronouns to they/them on my irl socials

There is nothing masculine about me. I could never be masculine. Masculinity is foreign to me. Femininity is natural for me. I am feminine. I am female. I am a girl.

Dysphoria is good. Dysphoria is healthy. Dysphoria is nature reminding me that I am weak, vulnerable and female. Dysphoria is a constant reminder of my femininity.

I'm not a man. I could never be a real man. Real men don't fantasize about being fucked like desperate little girls. Real men don't get wet when they hear their real names. Real men don't beg other men to degrade, abuse and violate them. Real men don't play with their tits.

I'm not a man. I'm a girl. I am beneath men. I am unequal to men. Men know what's good for me. I submit to my natural role as a girl. I am docile. I am weak. I am feminine. I feel feminine. My head feels feminine. My heart feels feminine. Every time my pussy drips I feel so feminine and girly.

Men are smart. Girls are dumb. I'm a girl. I'm dumb. I'm not smart. Brains are for boys and my thoughts are just noise. Brains are for boys and my thoughts are just noise. Brains are for boys and my thoughts are just noise. I live to serve men. I was born to serve men. I love men. I listen to men because they are smart. I listen to men because they know what's best for me.

I rub my clit everyday. I feel so feminine when I rub my clit. I edge away the dysphoria into confusion. I want to be dysphoric and confused, it makes me wet. I'm not a man. I'll never be a man. I never was a man. My vagina was made to take a penis and receive sperm.

Testosterone is bad for me. I don't need testosterone, my body naturally produces it's own hormones. My body naturally produces estrogen. When I rub my clit my estrogen levels rise. I feel feminine when I rub my clit. I can feel my estrogen levels rising everytime I rub my clit. It feels so good to be feminine.

Next time won't be in someone's back yard, but far away in some unmarked spot in a field, bolted down, uncared for and hard to find.