FTM Man-Worshipper (23yo)

top surgery in less than 3 months, you have until then to convince me into stop taking T, start slutting out my wet virgin pussy, not get top surgery, and instead get DD implants … anons are on if you think you handle the challenge 🤷

ig if this gets overrr .... 300 notes i’ll think of a good gift for you all, sexy pictures, do suggested tasks or somethin.. oh and i guess i’ll give you some info to help you out, since well I'm horny not a monster

I’m flat-chested, short around 5’2, and I bind often. Feel free to ask invasive, degrading questions about my body if you want lol actually it's encouraged, spam is GOOD 👍

(you all get to decide on two lol unless someone convinces me otherwise to do more of them)

not entirely sure on the last one, though if we get this to 300 at some point, you guys would get a treat for doing so well in getting those notes in 🤷

SPAM is GOOD!

#1 Task picked gets done ✓

every 20+ notes another gets added~

the first set, 

start wearing an identifiable day collar

whole day of training with a dildo gag

research breast pumps while masturbating

buy a sundress to wear without underwear or boxers

cut open a pair of my boxers to be open crotch

get my pussy professionally waxed hairless like a pornstar's

25+ notes for each new one, since I have someone who’s very dedicated into spamming this notes game <3

I'm already detransitioning but I want to encourage myself to do it faster!!

There's no end date and spamming is encouraged!

Thank you for helping me be the girl I was born to be<3

Repeating

5: 1 day I keep my entire body shaved smooth

10: 1 day I wear makeup

15: 1 day I don't bind

20: 1 day i wear femme accessories (earrings, necklace, rings)

25: 1 day i wear panties

30: 1 day i wear panties + don't bind

35: skip 1 dose of T

40: 1 day i have to keep my nails painted

45: 1 week i do girl workouts (no arms, only legs, hips, and core)

50: 1 week i dont cut my hair

non-repeating:

10: i cut up a pair of my boxers (and send proof to anyone who asks)

20: wax myself (and send proof to anyone who asks)

25: get crossed and edge to detrans content

50: make my eyebrows even more feminine

75: sleep wearing panties for a month

100: go to the mall and buy a girly outfit and makeup

150: go buy girly toiletries and throw away my boy ones

200: post my deadname

250: post a picture of me dressed as a girl

300: edge in a public bathroom (and send proof to anyone who asks)

400: I tell my doctor i'm going off T

500: Go in public dressed as a girl (wig, makeup, femme outfit) and post proof

700: download grinder and explicitly state i'm a fake boy who's trying to detransition

800: Tell someone irl i'm "considering" detransitioning

900: Cut up my tape

1000: Change my pronouns to they/them on my irl socials

There is nothing masculine about me. I could never be masculine. Masculinity is foreign to me. Femininity is natural for me. I am feminine. I am female. I am a girl.

Dysphoria is good. Dysphoria is healthy. Dysphoria is nature reminding me that I am weak, vulnerable and female. Dysphoria is a constant reminder of my femininity.

I'm not a man. I could never be a real man. Real men don't fantasize about being fucked like desperate little girls. Real men don't get wet when they hear their real names. Real men don't beg other men to degrade, abuse and violate them. Real men don't play with their tits.

I'm not a man. I'm a girl. I am beneath men. I am unequal to men. Men know what's good for me. I submit to my natural role as a girl. I am docile. I am weak. I am feminine. I feel feminine. My head feels feminine. My heart feels feminine. Every time my pussy drips I feel so feminine and girly.

Men are smart. Girls are dumb. I'm a girl. I'm dumb. I'm not smart. Brains are for boys and my thoughts are just noise. Brains are for boys and my thoughts are just noise. Brains are for boys and my thoughts are just noise. I live to serve men. I was born to serve men. I love men. I listen to men because they are smart. I listen to men because they know what's best for me.

I rub my clit everyday. I feel so feminine when I rub my clit. I edge away the dysphoria into confusion. I want to be dysphoric and confused, it makes me wet. I'm not a man. I'll never be a man. I never was a man. My vagina was made to take a penis and receive sperm.

Testosterone is bad for me. I don't need testosterone, my body naturally produces it's own hormones. My body naturally produces estrogen. When I rub my clit my estrogen levels rise. I feel feminine when I rub my clit. I can feel my estrogen levels rising everytime I rub my clit. It feels so good to be feminine.

Next time won't be in someone's back yard, but far away in some unmarked spot in a field, bolted down, uncared for and hard to find.

Help me be a better slut! Running for a month from 1am PDT on May 19th, 2026 to 1am PDT on June 19th, 2026! All goals reached will be done for the next 6 months. I'll try to keep track and mark things off as we reach the goals. Spamming is encouraged!

5 - Daily mantras - please send mantras you want me to be saying

10 - Monthly tit pics

15 - Daily subliminal

20 - Listen to porn while out on my next errand

25 - Mandatory 15 minutes of porn daily

30 - Go out without wearing panties

35 - Biweekly tit pics

40 - Complete a Bambi Sleep training/challenge

45 - Listen to porn while out on my next 2 errands

50 - Mandatory 30 minutes of porn daily

55 - Set Lovense day once a month

60 - Weekly tit pics

65 - Take a walk/go out with a Lovense in (device used will be voted on)

70 - Listen to porn while out on my next 3 errands

75 - Mandatory 45 minutes of porn daily

80 - Askbox opened for tasks/questions (within my means/limits). Including (but not limited to), humping objects, tit pics, edging time, watching sent in porn/hypno, and any asks for repeats of things from this game

85 - Set Lovense day biweekly

90 - Daily tit pics

95 - Tit pic taken out in nature

100 - Listen to porn while out on my next 4 errands

105 - Mandatory 60 minutes of porn daily

110 - Set Lovense day weekly

115 - Cannot cum without permission

Oh man, you're dripping wet. Mind of I stick my fingers in?