Forever and a day.

I did not think this level of happiness was attainable for me but something really changed after I had Ellie. I feel so content with life where I'm at. I don't feel this intense need to chase the next big thing because I'm not good enough, because I am. I deserve a break and peace and I can afford to give that to myself now. Also, I made $135,000 last year by myself which maybe isn't a lot for some people but it is for me and now that Zed is done with his two degrees in grad school and he's working in his cush govt job we can finally take a break and live life after the timultuous 2018/2019/2020/2021 we had 😩

Quick life updates

-ellie was a micropreemie because my dad died suddenly of a morphine overdose that his hospice doctor gave him on purpose

-she spent four months in the nicu but is healthy now

-I left my day job to do Events full time but then I got an offer from the state for fully remote work I couldn't pass up so I'm doing it all all over again

-I'm religious now because I don't think you can go through what I went through and not think God exists.

-we refinanced at the perfect time cuz now we have all this money as a cushion for this crazy inflation