HEYA !! I have decided Iâm gonna finally unkick the bucket and start up this blog again !! Iâm kinda ready to start rp again as I kinda recently remembered how much I loved it. Although this blog is going to be 100% REVAMPED !! Almost everything prior to the lore Iâm going to have for him is NON CANON now ! He will still have his abstracted eye and a few other things I have planned for him and his half abstracted journey. I canât wait to interact with everyone again !
HERES IS ADHDâS REDESIGN âźď¸
I had decided that my absence from this blog would link a bit to his lore.
As we know now ADHD has been plagued with many strange dreams in the middle of the night that keep him up and mess with his sense of sanity.
Since heâs pretty much been going insane these last many many weeks itâs all been mushed together into a blur. He can barely remember anything heâs done these past two months.
His hair is also shorter ! He impulsively cut it when he was having a episode due to all the dreams he had been having.
Heâs back and pissed more than ever ! Since the dreams constantly keep him up at night heâs slowly turned into a grumpy tired guy. He cares nothing more than wishing heâd abstract already and stop having to deal with these hell of nightmares.
But who doesnât love a guy with a soft spot !!! He may be pissed and curse at anyone who dare even talk to him but he still would never yell at his siblings or family.
During these past months of this dark abstracted figure that looks a lot like him taunting him endlessly in his sleep, his slipping sanity has also affected the abstraction in his eyes. As many people know itâs a scar from a time where he went a bit too overboard with questions about reality ! Or is itâŚ?
ADHD had slowly started to realize that the abstracted eye which he just assumed to be a scar has soon started to spread. It goes all along his arms like black smudges veins. And it goes to his hands causing them to slowly become black and grow claw like fingers. At the moment he is trying to hide it behind gloves, but some glitches just donât seem to want to stay in placeâŚ
I might also add that he has switched from button upâs and pants to full on suits ! He does this for many reasons. One being he mainly does it to prevent people seeing the many black veins popping out his arm. He also does to seem a bit more elegant and not attract attention by looking sloppy ! No one wants to see that !
His face just seems to get glitcher and glitcher⌠many members have pointed it out but he just never seems to listen. His eye seems to react more when his emotions get a bit in the way. Like when he yells at someone his abstracted eye seems to glow more brightly. While his normal eye glows a dark purple.
OH MY âźď¸ No room should be this messy by god ! It seems that due to his declining mental health his room is literally a pigs pen. Drawings assorted on the floor of many eyes and a⌠returning figure. His room has been littered with many bright blue, pink, yellow, and green paints.
He says itâs just to keep his health up but in reality it might just be colors he keeps seeing⌠he hides this for most part as he stuffs it all in his closet. But sometimes people do look for split second inside and are horrified⌠they donât see much before he kicks them out aggressively and slams the door on them.
His closet is his safe place. All he ever does in there is laugh and have mental breaks. His closet is way worse than his floor. There are eyes everywhere thatâs itâs honestly unsettling. Words splattered on walls of the closet which are an assortment of âDONT KILLâ and âPLEASE LEAVE ME ALONEâ written in paragraphs. Handprints in various places as if he need to remember what it looks like. What he looks like. There is also a small cracked mirror in there.
And that is really all I have for the good olâ ADHD ! He needs to get back to⌠what ever heâs doing. Iâm glad you decided to read all this haha !
