Misguided Ghost

But if you’d like to see what I’m up to nowadays (I actually own my own business now!) , you can check out my other blogs.

I really don’t draw much lately as I’m too busy, but my art tumblr is missjackieart

My main blog is still Starvingfartist. If you wanna ask me stuff about this blog on there, go right ahead!

My twitter is missjackieart , and my instagram is missjackiecosplay.

Because of this fiasco with Tumblr flagging blogs I was already on going through my other blogs, and came back to this one. I know these blogs will remain up, but I still wanted to come back and save a few posts.

I honestly got super emotional coming back on here. It’s been so long, and I know truthfully I won’t return to this blog again, my life has gotten crazy (in a very good way) but I’ll never forget the years I spent on this story. I went through saving all the fanart I got and couldn’t believe how much there is.

I love yall so much.

I don’t know who will see this or if it matters much, but if anyone is interested in keeping up with me nowadays, I will post links to my other sites. 

<3

((Almost! I’m almost here, guys! I promise you. <3 Mun had a little (very very minor) surgery done and was unable to draw at all these past few weeks, on top of that I’ve been trying to get other stuff in life done. But I’ll be here soon, with a buttload of updates!

Well...Halloween isn’t really my kind of thing, so I think I’ll keep it simple and go as a ghost.

Just like last year.

((This is so sweet of you! Thank you so much!

And thank you to everyone that replied to my post welcoming me back. I was so nervous about the reaction I’d get from coming back after being gone so long but it made me SO happy. <3

You’ll see the first of many update coming up sometime today or tomorrow! 

Things are gonna start off cute and chill and then slowly

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He's doing well. Though...he has stopped coming into the library as much. Not a helper anymore.

Ivan is spending more time with that Yao fellow. In fact, I can't recall a time I've seen them apart from the other as of late.

It's wonderful, he's made a good friend and he's kept that friend.

He's not alone anymore, not an outcast. He smiles and laughs as he used to. It has taken him some time, but he's back on his feet.

...

Did I ever mention that Ivan is an artist? Oh yes, he would doodle all the time while in the library with me.

Often when I'm in the hallways I see him heading into the art rooms, then he won't come out for hours. He's in there more than he was the library, I think his classes must keep him busy.

He works hard. From what I remember, he's extremely talented. I think even once he mentioned that he wants to peruse art. I know he'll do well.

I think he's moved on, I feel like I've truly...grown far away from my old friend. However...

I know he is taking care of himself. 

And that is good enough for me.

Quite often.

And I only ever play when the students and teachers are gone, and for a while I was convinced I was alone, but that all changed one night, a few months back.

This old man, he works the night shift as a janitor in the school...I caught him lingering outside the music room, as though he was waiting for me.

Every night he will stop and peer in, cup his ear, and listens to see if I'm there.

He talks to me, and talks quite a lot. He told me at first he was very scared when he heard piano music playing...with no one in sight. But over time he realized that I mean n harm, he said he...loves how I play. I don't mind when he sits and listens, he smiles when I play my music.

It warms me to know I can bring him that happiness...and there have been times

"What's wrong, little ghost?"

"Aren't you gonna play for me tonight?"