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i understand and realize that i've left a community i've been in completely in the dark, and i've felt awful about it for the longest time. i get the importance of closure, so i feel like i owe it to yall. this ask blog brought so much joy and happiness to me, and apparently to a lot of you as well! i shouldn't have gone without saying anything, and i'm sorry for that.

the main cause for the discontinuation of this blog was, as all the greats say, because of school. i was a middle-schooler when i first made this blog, and carried it up until high school, where i tried my best to make it work with my then seriously busy schedule. there was a time between then where i could have come back, but i was wracked with such guilt and anxiety of what you all might think or say of me if i did, and so i let it wait longer and longer. regardless of what you might think, my feelings then were valid i think, but was no excuse to up and leave you guys like that. so i apologize for that too.

i realized quickly during high school that i could no longer maintain the same quality and quantity of posts that i wanted to show to you guys. this really weighed down on me, and demotivated me from continuing, but i still love this blog dont get me wrong!!! everyone is so wonderful to me and i had no reason to worry, but i guess i let the thoughts in my head get the best of me lmao

i also recognize any errors on my part in regards to my views or depictions of previous opinions i held before. im not american, so many views i had had been subconsciously skewed in my mind because of the way i was raised alongside media and our culture, and i recognize that, and for that i'm sorry. asian kids know what im talkin about. i swear i know better now as an adult HAHA

the actual reason i held back for so long on this silly announcement was because of my fear of letting go and making big commitments. but through some tremendous character developments and arcs, i've finally decided to not give a shit (well, i still give a shit about u guys ok ily..). i just love being part of a community so much that im scared that if i let go, it's gone completely and forever and left in the void of obscurity u know. i was scared i might lose you guys, but i think i'm not anymore. im in college now and im not afraid to start fresh and be my own person and maybe even meet some of you guys again in the long run along the way!

i really dont think i can come back to this blog swinging as good as i did before, and i dont want to give you guys any subpar content, so i've decided to discontinue it. i still love the characters to death though and will be posting any art i make of them on my main and twitter! i have no truly bad memories of this blog, just know that everything i did, i tried with pure intentions. i wont be going through the ask box of this blog anymore, but i definitely wont stop drawing these dorks, that's for sure. i might respond privately to some non-anons, since i got a few sweet ones! i seriously love you guys, even if no one reads this post, my love will never change. my dm's are always open on my main, so dont hesitate to hmu! i love making new friends. so!!! bye yall! i hope u have a pleasant day 💖