☆Believe In Me☆

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{ ♫ } “Kaede. I can tell you’re in pain..” Otoya stopped the movement of his fingers. “Kaede try and relax a little..” He could feel how tense the male was and how tightly he was clung to. “You can’t hide it from me. I can tell you’re hurting.”

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{ ♫ } Hearing that no one would see Kaede this way made the idol happy. The kisses he received from the other made his face heat up, but more than anything, they made his heart beat fast. Once his fingers were coated, he moved his hand back down, slipping his middle finger into the other, then soon after the index finger as well. He smiled softly at the other as he bagan to move his fingers. “If it hurts at any point when we do this.. tell me, okay? I’ll stop if it hurts you..” Otoya cared more about how Kaede felt than himself. 

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“After this.. I never want anyone to see you like this..” He spoke in a serious tone, completely different than his normal cheerful one. “You’re so cute. I don’t want anyone else to have you..” He whispered seductively, then began kissing and sucking on Kaede’s neck.

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{ ♫ } “Saliva...? C-Cum..?” His face heated up. Otoya was still extremely shy, and wasn’t used to being dirty at all. “I guess we can use either.. but uhm..” The redhead became a bit embarrassed. “I’m sorry... I don’t know much about this kind of stuff... It must be annoying. Sorry.” Otoya felt terrible. Kaede had waited a year to have sex with him, so the idol figured this must be a huge disappointment to his lover. He really didn’t know what he should do or how he should act. Everything that was happening was completely new to him.

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His eyes widened a bit as he felt the male on his lap grind against his throbbing member. “K-Kaede..” He moaned softly. His breathing was a bit shaky, nervous due to it being his first time, but also because he was extremely aroused. “P-Put it... in..?” He released his member from the thin cloth that hid it. “I-.. But.. don’t we need uhm.. l-lubricant of some sort..? O-Or a condom?” He grew embarrassed by the questions but he didn’t want to hurt Kaede.

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{ ♫ } “Kaede...” He pressed a soft kiss on his lips. “I still love you..” He decided to be gentle, seeing how sensitive Kaede’s body was. “You waited a whole year.. it must have been torture..” His fingers moved from Kaede’s inner thigh, gently wrapping around his member. “You’re so cute...” Otoya’s eyes were a bit hazy as his body began to heat up. Without realizing hit, he began to grind himself gently against Kaede’s bottom as he stroked the male’s member. “Can we.. do it like this..? With you on my lap...?” The redhead’s breath was hot again’s Kaede’s neck as he spoke. “Kaede.. I’m starting to feel weird.. Is that normal..?” It was only natural that he didn’t know how he was supposed to feel. Otoya had never even touched himself.

             【 ☾;; 】　❝ I don’t care that you’re a virgin, if anything I’m glad that I can be your first…I’m just worried that you might regret it later, since you can easily get someone better than me, who’s also inexperienced. ❞   Ittoki wouldn’t be the first man that held him, but for now they could try make him the last person to hold Kaede. The smaller male pressed their bare chests together and grabbed one of the idol’s hands on his hips; he pulled it to his lower back and finally had it rest on his rear end.　❝ I can teach you some stuff – but otherwise I want you to go with your instincts. Touch me the way you want to, Ittoki-kun. ❞

{ ♫ } “Kaede.. please stop saying that. I don’t want anyone but you. I’m not going to regret this. Part of me is glad that you’re not inexperienced... You can help me.” He smiled softly, gently gripping onto the male’s bottom. “My instincts.. How I want to..?” A small smirk crossed his lips as he leaned forward and gently nipped Kaede’s earlobe. “You might regret saying that..~” He spoke in a seductive tone. Otoya’s personality did a complete turn around. He began placing soft kisses on Kaede’s neck. While one hand remained on the male’s bottom for support, the other hand gently rubbed one of Kaede’s inner thighs. He was purposefully teasing the other, wondering what kind of reaction he’d get. 

                                  ❝ Ittoki-kun, I want to have sex. ❞

{ ♫ } Otoya was shocked, but at the same time, he couldn’t help how attracted he was to Kaede. It was true that he had no experience, but he was comfortable with Kaede. “I-...” He hesitantly put his hands on Kaede’s hips gently. “Are you sure..?” He didn’t want to force Kaede into anything, though Kaede was clearly the one who wanted this. He looked Kaede in the eyes with almost a sad expression. “I’ve... I’ve never done this before... If I’m bad at it..” The redhead’s chest tightened. “You won’t leave.. right..? I won’t just be one of those other guys.. right?”

By the way that Ittoki dragged Kaede to his bedroom he could only assume that the other had understood what he meant but was just too shy to be blunt with what Kaede wanted. Kaede crawled onto the large bed, he sat on his knees at the foot of them bed and began to remove this clothes.

{ ♫ } Otoya chuckled and looked around his room. “Really..? Hm... I always thought it was just an average room..” He sighed and turned around to see Kaede half naked. “W-Wait! You were serious about the naked hugging..?!” Otoya still had no idea what Kaede meant. His face turned bright red. “U-Uhm..” He took off his shirt, revealing his toned upper body. “Is it uh... normal for people to want to hug naked..? I-I mean if that’s something you like I won’t judge! B-But I’ve never heard of couples hugging n-naked..” Although his body was incredible, he was still shy.

             【 ☾;; 】　Swing and a miss.   ❝ No, well-..sorta? Maybe along the lines of hugging without our clothes on? ❞   He’d never thought about it before, but now Kaede was having curious theories that Ittoki was a virgin.

{ ♫ } Otoya tilted his head. “Cuddling.... without our clothes on...?” He chuckled. “That sounds kinda silly, but if it’s what you want to do we can do it!” He just wanted to make Kaede happy, though he didn’t understand why Kaede would want to cuddle naked. “Well I guess we should go cuddle in bed then, huh? It’ll be the most comfortable.” Otoya took Kaede’s hand and walked him down the hall to his room. Otoya had a large and very comfortable bed that had nice soft blankets and sheets. “Well, this is my room.. It’s just a normal room I guess.” It wasn’t. There was no reason Otoya should have a bed that could fit ten people, or an extremely large flat screen tv, or a whole wall that lead out to a balcony with an amazing view of the city below that glowed at night, or a wall of his successful albums and songs. Not normal at all.

             【 ☾;; 】　❝ I can think of something we can do. ❞   Kaede approached the other with a soft smile, once he was in front of him his arms loosely looped around Ittoki’s neck; his body lightly pressed against the idols. That was a good enough hint of what Kaede wanted to do, right?

{ ♫ } “Oh yeah..?” He smiled softly. A slightly confused look crossed his face as he looked down at the other. “You want to.. hug..?” Otoya wasn’t that good with hints. Kaede would have to be more straight forward. 

             【 ☾;; 】　❝ I think I’ve been here once, it was after you picked me up from the hospital. ❞   Of course his arm healed fine, but he still couldn’t forget the day he went to see Ittoki perform for the first time. Kaede sipped the last bit of the drink out from his container, now that it was empty he simply walked into Ittoki’s kitchen and threw the container in the bin. He still couldn’t get over how huge and amazing Otoya’s apartment was, to him this was “not much”?

{ ♫ } “Oh yeah...” He had almost forgot about what had happened to Kaede the first time he went to see the redhead perform. He never wanted to see Kaede hurt ever again. Brushing those thoughts aside, he smiled softly. “Make yourself at home. Is there anything you want to do..? We could watch tv? Theres not much to do here actually..” He rubbed the back of his head. Otoya was afraid the smaller male would get bored.

             【 ☾;; 】　❝ I feel safe there, it’s ben my home for two years and I like the people. But I promise you’ll be the only guy I let in my room. ❞   He felt so special to the other, that he’d embrace him like this and not care if anyone saw them. Kaede hugged him back but was careful to hold his bubbletea drink away from the other’s body. The smaller male turned his face towards Otoya’s ear and whispered.　❝ Hey, can we go back to your place? ❞

{ ♫ } Otoya smiled. “Well.. As long as you feel safe, I guess I can relax a bit.” He chuckled, happy that Kaede was taking this so seriously. Hearing that he would be the only guy allowed in the male’s room made him happy. “Hm..? Of course~” The redhead smiled happily. He got a cab for the two and brought Kaede home with him. Reaching for his keys and unlocking the apartment door, he tilted his head. “Have you ever been here before..? I can’t remember if you’ve come over or not. I remember going to your place once and you played video games.. but that’s all I really remember.” He shrugged and opened the door, letting the other in first to his large and glamourous apartment. “I-It’s not much.. but I like it I guess.”