heavy sheets
pairing: otw-thriller mj x fem!reader
summary: your best friend michael having a wet dream of you
warnings: smut, mdni, 18+, f & m receiving
based on this request <3
it is 3:00 am at hayvenhurst, and the house is finally, completely silent. the heavy curtains in the den are drawn against the california night, but a sliver of moonlight cuts across the floor, illuminating the sprawling sectional where you have both crashed after spending the last ten hours holed up in the studio.
you are asleep on one end of the couch, curled under a throw blanket. michael is sprawled on the other end, his long limbs taking up most of the space. he kicked off his loafers hours ago, but he’s still fully dressed in black trousers and a crisp button-down shirt, the top two buttons undone.
he looks peaceful when he sleeps, the weight of the world, if only for a few hours. his curls is soft against the dark leather cushions, his breathing deep and even.
you stir, waking up slowly as the ambient noise in the room shifts. a low, strangled sound catches in michael’s throat. it’s not a cry of distress, exactly, but something raw and guttural that makes your eyes snap open immediately.
you lift your head, squinting through the dim light. michael is thrashing, fighting against the confines of his sleep. his head is moving side to side restlessly, his hands fisting in the fabric of his shirt. a sheen of sweat glistens on his forehead and neck, even though the air conditioning is running.
he’s having a nightmare. or something close to it.
"michael?" you whisper, sitting up and throwing the blanket off your legs. you scoot closer to him on the leather couch. "hey, wake up. it’s just a dream."
you reach out to lay a hand gently on his shoulder, intending to shake him from the bad dream.
but as soon as your fingers wrap around his bicep, sinking into the warm cotton of his shirt, michael gasps—not a cry of alarm, but a high, sharp, hitching sound that tears instantly from the back of his throat. it is a raw sound of pure, unfiltered pleasure that hangs heavy and shocking in the silent room.
"oh..." your name slips past his lips like a broken, desperate prayer, thick and dripping with the heavy residue of the dream that just consumed him. hearing his own voice moan your name out loud in the dark hits you like a physical jolt, sending a hot wave of electricity straight down your spine.
his entire body reacts violently to your touch. his back arches off the leather cushions in a taut bow, his head thrown back against the armrest, exposing the vulnerable, sweat-slicked column of his throat. his hips buck upward instinctively, grinding hard against the couch cushions in a reflex as sharp and sudden as a whip-crack, seeking a friction that isn't there.
his eyes fly open, catching the sliver of moonlight from the window. they are dilated until the irises are almost entirely swallowed by the dark, glassy and unfocused, swimming in the hazy aftermath of the intense climax. he is panting, ragged, wet gasps that tear at his raw throat, his chest heaving beneath his open shirt, nipples hard and sensitized against the fabric.
you freeze, your hand still burning where it grips his arm. the atmosphere in the den instantly shifts, changing viscosity, thickening with an electric, heavy tension that makes your own breath catch sharply in your lungs. you know that look on him. you’ve seen it countless times from the side of the stage, when the music takes him over and he’s performing with that feverish, abandoned intensity under the lights. but you have never seen it like this—off-stage, unguarded, and directed entirely at the reality of your touch.
michael slowly turns his heavy head, the moonlight illuminating the dazed, glassy sheen in his dark eyes. he looks completely undone, stripped of his defenses, raw and horrifyingly vulnerable. he stares at you for a long, agonizing second, his chest stuttering beneath your hand, before the cognitive dissonance crashes down on him.
recognition floods his dilated eyes, replacing the pleasure with sudden, crushing realization. his breath catches in a strangled sob.
"oh god," he groans, the sound mortified, high, and desperate. he immediately throws a trembling arm over his eyes to block you out, curling his knees up to his chest in a protective, fetal ball of absolute shame, trying to hide from the truth of what just happened.
"oh, please... just pretend you didn't see that. please."
you sit there, stunned. the air is thick with the scent of arousal mixed with the expensive sandalwood cologne he always wears.
your gaze drifts downward, following the sudden, hot instinct that prickles the back of your neck. the moonlight makes it impossible to miss. there is a large, dark patch dampening the front of his black trousers, right at his crotch.
your heart stops. then it starts hammering against your ribs with terrifying speed.
the realization hits you like a physical blow. you are his best friend. his confidante. the person he trusts more than anyone in the world. and he just woke up from a dream where you were the central figure in something intensely private and physical.
michael is curled into a tight ball, his face pressed into the couch cushions, his shoulders shaking with silent, agonizing shame. he feels exposed. he feels broken.
your protective instincts toward him—the fierce, unshakable need to keep him safe from everything—roar to life, overriding your shock.
slowly, you scoot closer to him until your knees are touching his hip.
"michael," you say softly. your voice is trembling slightly, but you try to keep it steady. "michael, look at me. please."
he doesn't move. he just shakes his head violently, refusing to face you.
"i'm so sorry," he whispers, the words barely audible over the sound of the grandfather clock ticking in the hallway. "i didn't... i can't control what i dream. it just... it just happens. i'm so sorry. please don't hate me."
hate him? you feel like the air has been sucked out of the room, replaced by a desperate, aching longing you didn't know you were capable of feeling for him.
"hate you?" you repeat, incredulous. you reach out, tentatively this time, and place your hand on his trembling shoulder. his muscles are coiled tight as a spring under your palm. "michael, look at me. i could never hate you. it’s okay. it’s natural."
he slowly lowers his arm from his eyes, turning his head just enough to look at you. his eyes are red-rimmed, filled with such profound humiliation that it breaks your heart. a single tear escapes, tracking a path through the sweat on his temple.
"it’s not okay," he insists, his voice cracking. "it’s you. it was... it was you. and now... now everything is different. you’re going to look at me differently. i’ve ruined it."
he tries to sit up, perhaps to bolt from the room, but his legs are still unsteady, and he’s shaking too hard.
you act on instinct, a response deeper than friendship. you wrap your arms around his torso, pulling him firmly against you. you don't care about the wetness on his trousers. you just need to hold him.
michael stiffens completely for a second, his breath hitching in his chest. he is so taut with tension that you can feel the frantic thudding of his heart against your ribs.
you hold him tighter, burying your face in the crook of his neck, right where that familiar, intoxicating scent is strongest. his skin is clammy with sweat, hot against your cheek.
"it hasn't ruined anything," you murmur fiercely against his skin, your hands tracing soothing circles on his back. "shh. it’s alright, mikey. breathe."
slowly, agonizingly, the fight goes out of him. he lets out a shuddering, ragged exhale that sounds like the letting go of a year's worth of tension. he melts into your embrace, collapsing forward until his forehead is resting heavily on your shoulder.
he wraps his arms around you too, clutching at the back of your shirt with desperate, trembling hands, pulling you impossibly closer, as if he’s trying to physically merge with you.
the dynamic has shifted irrevocably. you are no longer just friends consoling each other after a bad dream. the air is charged with the undeniable reality of what his subconscious desires, and what you suddenly realize you desire too, terrifyingly, in the light of this hayvenhurst night.
his breathing slowly begins to even out, matching yours. you can feel the heat radiating from his body, the dampness of his shirt against yours.
you continue to hold him, rocking him slightly, stroking his damp, tangled curls. it’s a sweet, tender gesture, but beneath the surface, it is agonizingly charged. every time your hand brushes against his neck, every time he shifts against you, a jolt of electricity shoots through you.
michael slowly moves his hand from your back, his fingers—long, slender, with the white tape still on his middle finger—tracing the line of your jawline with feather-light reverence. his touch is so gentle, so incredibly sweet, that it makes your knees weak.
he doesn't demand anything. he doesn't pull you in with force. his hands rest flat and tentative on your waist, his fingers trembling against the fabric of your clothes as if he expects you to push him away at any second.
"can i..." he whispers, his voice dropping into a high, fragile register, completely swallowed by shyness. he bites his lower lip, looking down at your lap before forcing his gaze back to yours, his cheeks burning hot. "please... tell me 's okay. i've wanted this for so long, but... i don't want to scare you."
you don't speak. your heart is hammering a wild, deafening rhythm against your ribs. instead, you gently cup his face with both hands, your thumbs brushing softly over his high cheekbones, and shift your weight to settle fully across his lap.
the movement is sudden, and the impact sends a violent shiver straight through michael's frame. he gasps, a high, breathy sound of pure vulnerability, as your weight presses directly against the heavy, damp heat of his trousers from his release.
a deep crimson blush floods his neck and face. he whimpers softly, trying to shrink back against the cushions out of sheer embarrassment, mortified that you can feel how thoroughly undone he is.
"i'm sorry," he stammers out, his voice thick with a sweet, helpless panic, his eyelashes fluttering as he looks up at you through the dark. "i didn't mean to... god, i'm such a mess."
you shake your head, offering a soft, reassuring smile that makes his breath catch.
he keeps his gaze glued to his lap, his shoulders hunching inward as if he's trying to make himself smaller. his hand lifts with agonizing hesitation, his fingers shaking so badly that he misses your hair entirely on the first try before he finally manages to tuck a stray lock behind your ear with feather-light, trembling caution. he doesn't dare look up at you, his voice barely audible above a frightened whisper. "um... can i... is it okay if i look at you?"
you nod softly, your heart aching with a sudden rush of tenderness.
at your permission, he lifts his long, dark lashes, his eyes swimming with helpless shyness as he murmurs, "you're so pretty... i don't even know what to do with my hands."
"mikey..." you breathe out, your voice a tender caress.
he leans in, closing the small distance between your faces with agonizing slowness. it isn't a forceful movement. it’s completely hesitant, almost timid, giving you every possible chance to pull away.
when his lips finally brush against yours, it’s soft. tentative. a question rather than a statement, trembling slightly against your mouth as he waits for you to lead him.
you let out a soft sigh, your hands sliding from his face to tangle into the soft curls at the nape of his neck, parting your lips and finally pulling him into the kiss he’s been too shy to take.
michael lets out a low, breathless whimper of relief, his submissive defenses completely crumbling as he melts into your touch, his arms sliding around you to hold you like you are the only real thing in the world.
your hands clench in his shirt, pulling him down onto you. the contact is electric. it’s the breaking of a dam. the friction of his damp clothes against your skin, the taste of him, the smell of his cologne and sweat, it all collides into a blinding, overwhelming sensation.
you slowly pull back from the kiss, your breath catching in your throat as you look down at him. michael is completely unmoored, his chest heaving, his dark eyes wide and glassy with a desperate, helpless longing. he looks up at you like you hung the stars, entirely at your mercy, his hands resting limply and submissively on your thighs as if he doesn't even dare to squeeze them.
"mikey," you whisper, your voice thick with a sudden, overwhelming surge of desire. "let me take care of you. please."
michael’s breath hitches violently, his head pulling back a fraction as a deep, horrified flush spreads across his cheeks. he shakes his head rapidly, his hands coming up to weakly push against your shoulders, though there's no strength behind it—only sheer, panicked shyness.
"no, no... wait, you can't," he stammers, his voice cracking into a high, fragile, breathy whisper. he looks away, entirely mortified, unable to meet your eyes. "you... you shouldn't do that. you're way too precious to me. you don't have to—"
"shh," you murmur softly, catching his trembling wrists and gently pulling his hands away from your shoulders, pressing light, reverent kisses to his knuckles until his resistance completely melts away. "let me, mikey. i want to."
defeated, his lower lip trembling, michael lets out a shaky, helpless sigh and nods ever so slightly, his eyes squeezed shut as a whimper slips past his lips.
with trembling fingers, you reach down to the belt of his black trousers. your heart hammers against your ribs as you pop the button and slide the zipper down. the moment the fabric parts, the heavy, intoxicating scent of his arousal fills the dim air of the den.
your breath catches in your throat.
the front of his underwear is soaked through completely, heavy and dark with his own thick, pearlescent release from the dream. as you carefully push the fabric aside, you find him still slick, throbbing, and weeping thick, creamy drops of pre-cum that catch the faint moonlight filtering through the window. it is breathtakingly beautiful—a living, pulsing testament to how completely undone you've made him.
you can't help it. your mouth waters instantly, a soft gasp escaping your lips as you stare down at him, completely entranced by the sight.
michael notices the shift in your silence, and a fresh wave of mortification racks his frame. a deep, scarlet blush burns up his neck, flooding his face.
"god... please don't look at me like that," he whines softly, a high, pathetic sound of shyness tearing from his throat. he covers his burning face with his hands, his whole body trembling. "it's... it's embarrassing..."
"open your eyes for me, michael," you whisper, your voice a low, teasing command.
slowly, trembling violently, michael lowers his hands. his dark, heavy lidded eyes lock onto yours, swimming with a mixture of absolute adoration and desperate, submissive need.
you lean down, your hot breath ghosting over his sensitive skin, and let the tip of your tongue trace a slow, agonizingly light line upward.
michael arches off the couch with a sharp, explosive gasp, his head thrown back against the cushions as a loud, broken whimper tears out of him. his fingers fist desperately into the leather upholstery, his hips twitching upward instinctively.
"oh, fuck—" he cries out, his voice cracking as his entire frame shudders from the sudden friction. "god, you're... you're so warm..."
you don't waste any more time. you take him fully into your mouth, your lips sealing tightly around him as you pull him deep.
the sudden heat and wetness make michael lose his mind instantly. his back bows hard, a high pitched, helpless whine escaping his throat. his hands fly up, his long, slender fingers tangling frantically into your hair, not to push you away, but to anchor you desperately to him as he begins to unravel.
"ah—wait, oh god, oh—" he stammers, his hips stuttering forward in ragged, uncoordinated thrusts as the overwhelming pleasure hits him like a freight train. "i can't—i'm not gonna last, you're making me feel so good, please, please—"
you swallow around him, sliding up and down with a slow, deliberate rhythm that makes his vision blur. the thick, sweet taste of him floods your senses, driving you just as wild as the sounds he's making.
michael's breathing turns frantic, shallow, and ragged. his whole body is trembling so violently you can feel the tremors vibrating straight through his thighs.
"i'm gonna—oh god, i'm cumming, i'm cumming right for you—please!" he gasps out, his voice pitching into a high, desperate, broken cry as he completely shatters.
he arches his back off the cushions in a final, agonizingly intense wave of release, his fingers gripping your hair so tightly it hurts as he pours himself completely into you, crying out your name over and over in a breathless, weeping mess of pure pleasure.
the sudden, heavy rush hits the back of your throat with overwhelming force. as michael pours wave after wave of his thick, hot release deep into your mouth, the sheer volume of it catches you completely off guard. your eyes widen in a sudden panic, your gag reflex flaring up as you feel yourself choking slightly on the sheer amount of him flooding your senses.
for a split second, you pull back with a sharp gasp, a thick string of white fluid spilling over your lips and running down your chin.
"oh—wait, no, i'm sorry, did i—" michael stammers, his voice a panicked, breathless whine. he tries to pull away in a flurry of helpless guilt, his hands hovering anxiously over your shoulders, horrified that he's overwhelmed you. "don't... let it out, baby, please don't choke, i'm sorry—"
you shake your head, catching your breath through your nose. despite the initial shock, a stubborn, fierce wave of devotion surges through you. you refuse to waste a single drop of him.
with wide, heavy-lidded eyes, you look right up at him, and right in front of his disbelieving, melting gaze, you swallow it all down in one hard, deliberate gulp.
michael lets out a soft, shattered gasp, his eyes rolling back as he watches you clean yourself. but the excess is too much; thick, pearlescent trails overflow, spilling past your lips and dripping down your chin, warm and heavy, pooling into the sensitive hollow of your throat and tracking down the flushed skin of your chest.
you reach up with two fingers, scraping the creamy, glistening remnants off your neck. you bring your fingers slowly up to your lips, licking every last trace of him clean with a slow, deliberate motion, your eyes locked onto his.
at the sight of you consuming him so completely, michael completely falls apart.
his face twists into an expression of agonizing, exquisite torture. his forehead creases deeply, his brows drawing together and his lips parting in a silent, tortured grimace as wave after wave of phantom aftershocks ripple through his exhausted body. it is a look of pain so acute, born entirely from a pleasure so overwhelming and absolute that his nervous system simply short-circuits.
"fuuuck..." he whimpers, his head dropping back against the leather cushion as he writhes helplessly under you. his fingers claw weakly at his own chest, his whole body trembling with the weight of it. "you're... you're killing me, it hurts, god, it feels too good... don't look at me like that, please..."
he covers his face with one trembling hand, his breath coming in ragged, weeping hitches as he melts into a trembling, overstimulated puddle of pure submission beneath you, completely undone by the sight of you devouring every single piece of him.
slowly, michael drops his hand. his dark, heavy-lidded eyes look up at you, swimming with a dazed, feverish worship. he is completely exhausted, his body trembling from the intensity of his own climax, yet a fierce, desperate hunger suddenly flares deep within his gaze. he realizes you are still aching, still soaked and waiting.
he reaches out, his long, slender fingers gently curling around your waist, his touch trembling with an awe-soaking reverence.
"my turn," he whispers, his voice thick, rough, and trembling so badly you can barely catch the words. he swallows hard, his adam's apple bobbing as he looks up at you like you are a deity. "sit on my face. i need to taste you... lord, i need it."
your breath catches sharply in your throat at the raw, pleading desperation in his voice. you don't hesitate. you shift your weight, sliding off his lap for a brief second only to straddle his face, lowering yourself back down until you are completely caging him in.
the moment your wet, aching core presses down against his mouth, a loud, ragged gasp tears from michael's throat.
he doesn't waste a single second. the submissive, shy boy who was just apologizing a moment ago vanishes completely, replaced by a man driven mad by the taste and scent of you. his hands grip your hips with sudden, bone-crushing possessiveness, his large fingers digging hard into your flesh to anchor you firmly against his mouth.
"oh, fuck..." michael groans against your skin, the hot rush of his breath instantly sending a violent shockwave of pure electricity straight up your spine.
he pushes his tongue out in a hard, broad stroke straight up your slick folds, drinking you in greedily. you let out a high, strangled cry, your hands flying down to fist tightly into his tangled curls, your back arching violently as your entire body begins to tremble uncontrollably.
the angle is perfect, agonizingly intense. with every eager, frantic thrust of his tongue, your sensitive clitoris grinds directly against the bridge of his nose and his upper lip. the firm, hard friction of his face rubbing relentlessly against your most sensitive bundle of nerves is almost too much to bear.
"mikey—oh god, mikey, right there—" you sob out, your hips bucking down blindly against his mouth as he laps at you like a starving man.
michael growls, a deep, rumbling sound vibrating straight from his chest into your most intimate flesh. he opens wider, his tongue darting inside you with ruthless, messy precision while his nose pushes heavily, rhythmically against your clit, rolling over it with a friction that makes your vision blur at the edges.
"you taste so good," he pants brokenly against your wet pussy, his voice muffled and thick with your juices. "so fucking sweet... open up for me, baby, take it all..."
he accelerates his pace, his tongue working you into an absolute frenzy while his hands squeeze your hips so hard they'll bruise tomorrow. the combination of his heat, his rough, desperate suction, and the hard slide of his nose against your clitoris pushes you past the breaking point with terrifying speed.
your thighs lock tight around his head, your nails scraping against his scalp as a blinding, white-hot wave of pleasure crashes over you, tearing a loud, broken scream from your lips.
"michael—i'm—fuck, i'm cumming—!"
hearing your cries pushes him over the edge of his own restraint.
the sounds filling the quiet den are loud, wet, and utterly shameless. every time he surges upward, the heavy, echoing slap of your wet pussy colliding against his mouth and chin creates a frantic, rhythmic echo in the room, accompanied by the loud, explicit sucking noises of his lips devouring you. the wet, greedy suction is so thick and uninhibited that it completely shatters whatever fragile control michael has left.
hearing the raw, unfiltered sounds of your pleasure, combined with the filthy, wet friction of your body crashing against his face, hits his nervous system like an electric shock.
"oh, shit... god, listen to you..." michael groans, his voice muffled, ragged, and trembling violently against your slick folds.
with a sharp, choked gasp, one of michael's hands tears away from your hip, diving blindly down between his own thighs. with desperate, trembling fingers, he wrenches open the rest of his loosened trousers and wraps his long, slick hand tightly around his heavy, throbbing length, viciously stroking himself into a frantic frenzy as he eats you out.
"i'm—oh fuck, i can't take it, i'm not gonna last, i'm cumming, i'm cumming right down your throat—!" he sobs out blindly against your swollen, aching pussy, his hips bucking upward in wild, uncoordinated rhythms against his own fist.
with a loud, broken cry, michael’s entire body goes rigid against the cushions. his head jerks back as he violently pumps his hand, his thick, hot release jetting out in heavy, pulsing ropes that coat his stomach and soak his clothes, entirely undone by the audio-visual devastation of devouring you while driving himself over the edge.
the wild, feverish heat of the den slowly dissolves into the deep, heavy stillness of the night. the air is thick with the scent of sweat, musk, and the undeniable truth of what has just passed between you.
michael remains frozen against you for a long, quiet moment, his chest heaving heavily beneath your hands. his eyes stay shut, his face buried against your damp skin as if he is trying to hide from the sudden weight of reality.
then, the collapse begins.
the guilt hits him like a physical blow, violent and absolute.
"i'm so sorry..." he whispers against your skin, his voice cracking into a wet, miserable sob. "god, i'm disgusting. i'm your best friend... and i just used you like this."
you shift slightly, wrapping your arms around his trembling shoulders, pressing your cheek against his damp curls. "you're not disgusting, mikey. breathe."
"i couldn't help it," he cries quietly, his fingers clutching desperately at the back of your shirt as a tear slips past his lashes, tracking hot down your collarbone. "every single day i try to push it down. i sit across from you, i talk to you about stupid things, and all i can think about is what you taste like. it’s sick. i’m ruining everything."
"you aren't ruining anything," you murmur, your voice steady and soft, your thumbs tracing slow, calming circles over his bare spine.
"how can you say that?" he gasps, his voice breaking as he pulls back just an inch so he can press his forehead against yours. his eyes are red-rimmed, swimming with a raw, agonizing vulnerability that makes your chest ache. "look at me. look at what we just did. i've spent months sitting across tables from you, biting my tongue, acting like i'm just your friend while my chest feels like it's caving in. i'm selfish."
"if you're selfish, then so am i," you whisper back, your fingers tangling gently into the hair at the nape of his neck.
michael's breath hitches. his dark eyes widen in a sudden, fragile panic. "what do you mean?"
"mikey, do you really think this only happened tonight because you couldn't control yourself?" you ask softly, your thumb tracing the wet tracks of tears on his cheek. "i've been in love with you since the first day we met. every time you looked at me on tour, every time we stayed up late talking about nothing... i was drowning in it, too."
"no..." he whimpers, shaking his head rapidly as if the concept is too much for his battered heart to comprehend. "don't... don't say that to make me feel better. you don't have to carry this with me."
"i'm not saying it to make you feel better," you say firmly, holding his gaze so he has nowhere else to hide. "i'm saying it because it's true. i love you, mikey. and what just happened... it was the best thing i've ever felt in my life."
the words hang in the quiet air between you, stripping away the last remnants of his doubt.
michael's face crumbles completely. the heavy, suffocating weight of his guilt fractures, replaced by an overwhelming, disbelieving wave of relief so intense it makes his whole frame shudder. a wet, shaky laugh escapes his throat, half-choked by a sob, and he buries his face back into your shoulder, his arms locking around your waist.
"you mean it..." he whispers into your skin, his voice thick and broken. " i love you so much..."
"i know," you murmur, pressing your lips to his hair. "i know you do."
he pulls back again, needing to see your face, needing to make sure this isn't some cruel extension of the dream that started all of this. his long, trembling hands frame your face with infinite care, his thumbs brushing over your skin as his dark eyes search yours with an aching devotion.
"you're my whole world," he whispers, his voice shaking so badly the words barely make it past his lips. "if you leave after tonight... i won't survive it. i mean it. i'm entirely yours, and it terrifies me."
"i'm not going anywhere, applehead." you answer, your voice a solemn promise.
you lean in, pressing a slow, gentle kiss to his wet cheek, tasting the salt of his tears before sealing your lips softly against his.
michael lets out a soft, broken whimper, melting into the tenderness of the kiss. all the frantic desperation vanishes, replaced by a quiet, consuming ache as he holds you close in the dark, whispering your name against your mouth like a prayer he never wants to stop saying.
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