Girl Lover

I'm sitting here taking a shit and realizing that I have no sexual attraction to my gf. She is a pretty in the face kind of gal. Intelligent and submissive, but doesn't take care of her body. I was originally attracted to her because she is intelligent had lost so much weight and I enjoy my time with her, but as friends.

Daddy: Come, Kitten, it's time to play.

I don't know who will actually read this but, fuck it, here it goes! My significant other does nothing for me. Sure, she's attractive but no real sex appeal. She's s semi trendy dresser, but doesn't really put much effort into it. I don't find her sexually attractive. I know I can have my way with her at a drop of a hat, but nothing she does works for me. We spend a lot of time together but it drives me fucking nuts! She's constantly expecting me to be there and give me a guilt trip if I've got other plans that doesn't include her. FUCK! I need some ME time! I've broken it off with her before but she just doesn't understand the concept do maintaining a simple friendship. This so called relationship was never supposed to happen. I offered to be a shoulder to lean on or an ear to bend, but never anything beyond that. I'm at a loss trying to figure out my own stupidity.