thehomegirltiff

SENT- Why don’t you text me anymore? RECEIVED- I told you, I need space SENT- There’s so much space between us I’m suffocating, how much space do you need? RECEIVED- Enough space, I need to adjust SENT- Adjust to what, actually being wanted? RECEIVED- Don’t be like that, please SENT- Like what? RECEIVED- Mad. SENT- I have every right to be mad, you crawled inside my bones and made a home and never even asked if it was okay and now you say you want space but without you I’m caving in, did you think of that? RECEIVED- Yes. SENT- Then why did you leave? SENT- Hello?

Thinking about you looking at her naked like you looked at me naked makes me want to throw up or drive to the nearest airport and get on a plane to somewhere you’ve never been. i know it’s not fair to miss you like this or to miss you at all because you were never mine and I was never yours and we never even kissed much less fucked and you never loved me and im not sure I loved you even though I said I did. and maybe you’re reading this maybe you aren’t but I’m sorry again. i miss you again.