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Hi, I’m Bubbles ( she / her, 27 ) and this is my ind. sel. priv. blog for Ash Rivers, a canon character from the cult classic Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines!

I’ve been writing Ash on and off again for the past five-six years and while he is a canon character, he’s pretty much an original character at this point with how much I’ve developed him and made him into something of my own.

As I am an adult, there will be several nsfw topics discussed in heavy details, this not just being of the sexual nature. There will be themes of drug / alcohol use and abuse, with Ash being a drug addict, mentions of dangerous driving, there will be themes of suicidal idealisation and romanticisation of his own death, blood / guts / gore and various supernatural themes. This is an 18+ only blog, though I would prefer 21+ interactions tbh.

rules

biography

permanent starter call - tba

post on triggers ( linked from main blog )

current promo

pinterest - Ash’s board coming soon

blog is mostly run on the queue, though posts aren’t tagged as such.

#vamphunted - this is what I track and would hella appreciate you guys using instead of my actual url to keep me from spamming his already dead tag from my / our content lmfao

Cardamom

You're lonely but it's okay. It's okay. It's okay. You've always been okay except you're not and somehow you've made yourself and everyone else around you believe that too. Connection to anyone is harder than you could have ever dreamed when you were young and unloved and invisible to everyone who was supposed to care about you and save you from the voiding hollowness in your chest, in your throat. You smile and say you're okay and you are, or at least you tell yourself you are, but is anyone even worried? You tell yourself that they are or maybe that it's good they aren't. You'll be okay, one day. One day.

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Nonconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Impulsive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

@cosmicacy​ said: “I think this place is haunted.” from thalia

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"I wouldn’t be surprised.” But he had no experience with ghosts. “Looks like this place hasn’t been touched in a decade or so.” Finger met the closest surface and picked up several layers of dust. “How’s it compare to the job Therese put you through?”

the hands

you can almost physically hold your power. creation comes easily to you, but so does destruction. your strength is in your physical interaction with the world. everything is so tactile. you push and you pull and you strike and you caress and you pray and you hold, hold, hold.

❝ Well… ❞  She considered it for a moment, attempting to do the math in her head.  ❝ I mean, secret wise? Totally safe. This town is crawling with vampires.  ❞  Caroline paused, giving him a hesitant smile. ❝ We do tend to get…attacked, every once in awhile. But it’s no biggie. We always get it under control. But really, you’d be safe. We could keep you safe. ❞

@murderousbitch​ said: “Why did we do this to ourselves?”

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