Ash

Never thought that fingering your gf would be so good 💗

Just updating here saying I'm better, I have found a job after 2 years of searching and I'm working full time so I had to leave all my freelance jobs and the pleasure of drawing so, I have other problems now ✨️ but at least I get paid, like the job and can dream of a better future. And also ily my gf sm.

Beeing in a terrible period, never having a full day of not crying. Mother thats gives me and my brother pressure on finding a job. I'm struggling for more than a year, surviving with the few euros I make online as a freelance illustrator, not being able to live if I was not with my parents ofc. Seeing all my job applications not seen or rejected, like I'm not even trying uh? Almost 24 years old next week, feeling bad for it, having friends and girlfriend in long distance. Can't enjoy moments with her alone because we barely have them, families don't know about us, I'm not out to family. THIS HURT SO MUCH.