Endless days of Summer

How do you move on? I don’t know where to start. I haven’t done it in years. 😢

I’ve never cheated on anybody and it hurts so damn much to get cheated on. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve these cheaters in my life.

I never thought I would have to go through this pain and breakup thing all over again.

Honestly, I don’t think you deserve better. You don’t. I feel like I’ve nurtured you to have the growth and self esteem you have now. I’ve given you my undivided attention, the support you’ve always needed, the affection you deserve, gifts nobody ever thought to give you, the love you didn’t think you needed, my whole entirety, and so much more. I don’t think anyone can give you their all as much as I’ve given you. When I love, I love to the fullest with no limitations. I’m not here to ask anything in return. I’ve done and given you things because of how much I love you and adore you. I don’t count things I do and give. I could care less about those things. But if I start to lose my feelings for you, there’s no turning back. This is so hard because I feel like I’m the only one fighting for this. And the last thing I want to do is force you to love me. So to end this, all I ask is for you to be honest with me. There’s someone new? Tell me. You don’t care about us anymore? Tell me. You don’t love me anymore? Tell me. I want to know. I need to know. The least you can do is to be honest with me. And I deserve that.

I’ll love you until I don’t.

I can’t wait to get the love I deserve.

How to move on?

Yung kami nga, pero parang label nalang.

Inaantay ko nalang talaga na mapagod ako.

Pag parang puro red flags na, ipag laban pa ba?

Yung pakiramdam na ikaw nalang ang lumalaban.

When you always have a napkin/handkerchief on you so you can cry whenever you need to. 🥲

My heart aches 😢

Hoy, Kuya! Ano na? Mag effort ka naman, uy! Malapit na akong mag sawa. 🥴