Had a rollercoaster of a year but I’m 6 months sober at this point and proud of myself for not turning to alcohol during the low points.

I’ve also sworn off dating men again. Still recovering from my most recent break up because hooboy was it an absolute out of pocket narc discard after a year of being told how amazing and perfect I was and how I taught them what love really was. My bad for holding you accountable instead of coddling you like everyone else in your life does homie.

I’m better off but also besides my super duper long term partner that one was the longest relationship I’ve had so getting over it is gonna take time. I’m also dealing with sex repulsion again because of it so… that sucks.