Zauberfluß

2/25/19 📱

2/26 👋🏾

3/4 🥵

3/15 - 17 🚗

3/16 🌌❣️

3/21 ❤️

3/23 🎶

3/26 1️⃣

4/1 🗣🌎

4/11 💦

5/26-31 ✈️ Portland

5/27 🥴👐🏾💦

5/29 🥴👐🏾👐🏾💦🤯

6/7 🥴👐🏾👐🏾👐🏾🔥

6/18 🥴😳😳🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾💥💥☄️🎟🎟

7/14/19 🥵🥵👄👅💦🚘

4/26/21 I creamed

3/16/22 😫😤👊🏼💦💦🔥🔥🤯

1/1/23 😈🥵🤬🤬🤬🤠🐎🔥🔥🔥🗣️

Whisper it into a cup and close the lid tight.

There’s a strange safety in a secret

A childlike comfort in sealing you in,

Protecting you, shielding you from the prying eyes of a wicked world.

The court of public opinion is always in session, picking apart, prodding; prodding, poking

Finding holes or making them,

Memory foam.

Manic, madness, misguided.

Protect him, protect him

My heart says with every weary beat

Protect him, protect him.

But to expose him is to love me

To let my happiness be known

Not to make it real, but to make it be felt.

Protect him, be happy, protect him, be happy

Mutual exclusivity, this is not

Social expectation, yes,

But nothing more.

Protect him.

Expose him.

Expose — you.

Love is exposure

To find it is to be vulnerable, internally

To expose it is to be vulnerable to the world

A wicked world

A world with no intention to protect

Whose clawed hands grab to unravel

To lay bare.

To lay there.

With you. A dream. Our dream.

Not theirs. So why share it?

But why bear it, alone.

When I have you.

You, in your splendor,

Tender;

Precious,

Mine.

Greed is survival, we must survive, but —

the valley between living and surviving is wide,

The question?

me: you buffoon! You absolute fool! You’ve done exactly that before for a boy who barely gave you the light of day