GET AWAY OUT OF MY FACE

back again with another g-dragon update!!!!!!!!!!!!

because i just saw him for the third time of my life, second time of the year

and 8 years~ after the first time

he was being a clown on stage (g-dragon is a comedian alright) and the GOAT that he is at the same time and i was ugly crying/laughing because i adore him and how much he means to me

cried because his speeches made me realise that i too needed a break from myself in order to find my way. my first g-dragon gig was the first step to get better and 8 years later, here i am when i thought i wouldn’t make it past my 25th

here i am turning 30 next month???????? (unbelievable if you ask 17yo me lol)

the last 8 years havent been linear, a few ups and many downs (again nothing ever goes well in life) but i think i found myself, i want selfishly to care more about me than what others might think of me. i want to be proud of who i am and what i stand for. i want to enjoy my hobbies without struggles and overthinking.