✞•×♡~☠May☠~♡ו✞

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

I made a before and after redesign of Serena of when she used to be in YB tbh.

I didn’t want to use this design for a while due to some trauma of an ex-friend (now stalker) who made Don do despicable things (the infamous one where she drew Don committing sexual assault against her like in @allhailthequeenuwu ‘s video) to her just because I didn’t like Don like that.

(He looked like my stepdad and that would of been creepy for me to ship my sona with someone who is basically my relative.)

But now I can say with confidence that I’m reclaiming her to be a highschool phase of Serena in the my dear hatchet man world instead.

Made some OC art! (That’s Hunter on the right and she belongs to @quieteeks)