My Protesting Pencil

Trying to vent how I've felt the last few weeks

I went off my meds for the first time in 5 years because I was tired of that underlying feeling of numbness (and I miss my sex drive boi) and FIRST OF ALL withdrawal was a bitch, it's been 3+ months and I still don't feel right. My mood swings have been ungodly. I feel overwhelmed and stressed out more and more and I can't tell if life is just getting stressful or maybe the meds are actually leaving my system and this is just me now, unable to deal with things. I feel like less of a person because I can't handle life without chemical interference.

Idk maybe this is the end of the withdrawal ordeal and I'll wake up one morning a normal person who can deal with shit again. Maybe this is just me.

Breakfast

Trying to vent how I've felt the last few weeks

I went off my meds for the first time in 5 years because I was tired of that underlying feeling of numbness (and I miss my sex drive boi) and FIRST OF ALL withdrawal was a bitch, it's been 3+ months and I still don't feel right. My mood swings have been ungodly. I feel overwhelmed and stressed out more and more and I can't tell if life is just getting stressful or maybe the meds are actually leaving my system and this is just me now, unable to deal with things. I feel like less of a person because I can't handle life without chemical interference.

Idk maybe this is the end of the withdrawal ordeal and I'll wake up one morning a normal person who can deal with shit again. Maybe this is just me.

Breakfast