Aroha-Ahurei

Grief really never gets easier. It hits you harder some days. No one can say anything to make it better yet so many people have gone through it and are grieving themselves.

When I say or act depressed, you once chuckled and told me it wasn't attractive for me to be depressed all the time.... and now that you've been thinking you're depressed too, it's a whole different ball gown. How do you not reflect and see these things? How is your excuse for everything "well that was then and this is now" - that basically means you don't want to or don't even feel the need to own up to the horrible things you've said.

I haven’t cried this long or this much in so long, when will it run out