A Letter to My Love
Hey all day today you've been on my mind. I know yesterday I said that I am going to keep feelings for you in check so we can build a friendship again so there can be a foundation for us. I'll start tomorrow because I want to tell you what's been on my mind and that is how we first met to where we are now. First off, I never thought it would get this far. I messaged you because of your status that you wrote about Jasmine. I just wanted to give you advice because I've been through it with Tarrance. But somehow it grew to us talking on a deeper level. Tbh I don't give no men a time of day but you caught my attention by how you are. By being such a gentleman to me. The way you spoke to me. The way you treated me. First time meeting you I was a little nervous but when I finally seen you my nerves went away and I felt like I already knew you. I never expected for us to have sex our first time meeting but we did. You surprised me by kissing me in the grocery store making me lose my tran of thought. What I loved the most was that we didn't always have to have sex to bond we really bonded. There were times we literally stayed in your apartment and played the game or laid in the bed and watched movies or comedy videos or just talking and being in your arms. I miss all of that and I want us to get back to that. I'm willing to put in the effort and time for you and to help us build. I want to be apart of your life and I want you to be apart of mine. I want us to be there for each other's achievements and etc. I want us to go out on dates or cook a nice meal in the house for a date. I want us to have that foundation so we can learn how to trust each other. I'm ready if you're ready. And that was on my mind all day about you. I know this long but I want you to know how I feel and where do we go from yesterday
