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me, a latina with a complex relationship with god, finding a book about a latinos experience with religion in the christian/catholic community and how colonialism changes our experience with the abrahamic christian god is EVERYTHING to me i’m going to eat that book alive when i get it
thinking about how after i read “the awakening” by kate chopin (one of my all time favorites, and my moms favorite book) i cried until i was dehydrated and then my mom and i sat down next to eachother in silence
having paranoia but loving crime shows is interesting because i started watching ‘prodigal son’ (which is AMAZING btw) and went to bed and got scared by my own reflection because i thought there was someone watching me 😭
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TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE
Starting with me:
Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay
@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay
(i removed previous reblogs to keep the chain short)
I'll try to keep this short and not bore everyone with technical details
My username comes from quantum physics and im using it as a metaphor to describe my metastable state irl.
technical stuff below👇
in quantum field theory, a vacuum isn't just empty space.. it's a state of energy. and there are two states: true vacuum and false vacuum. the first one is the absolute lowest energy state possible (this is completely stable and can't be disrupted) the second one is a state that looks stable and secure on the surface but actually contains hidden reservoir of high energy. it's a local minimum meaning it's stable for now but only bc a barrier is holding back. if a false vacuum gets just a little bit of a nudge (this is a process called quantum tunneling) it will suddenly collapse into a true vacuum. this release of energy would trigger a "vacuum decay" which is a bubble of destruction expanding at the speed of the light that reshapes the laws of physics and destroys everything in its path
personal stuff below 👇
as for me, i use this to describe myself to express a deep sense of hidden instability and it implies that:
-i look completely fine, stable and functional on the outside. im getting through the day but it's a facade
-i feel like im one bad day, one stressful event or one minor inconvenience away from a collapse
-im holding onto a massive amount of internal stress, trauma and anxiety and it takes a lot of energy to maintain this current stable state and i feel like a ticking bomb
-also im on the verge of a massive reality shifting identity change. once i collapse out of my current state i will never be the same person again
TL;DR
my username is a poetic nerdy way of saying i look perfectly fine rn but im structurally unstable and fundamentally overwhelmed
more about my blog 👇
i consider this blog my alter ego. it's everything that im not in real life. it's a personal space to explore sides of me that i can't navigate irl. so everything you see from me here is just my second hidden personality
im tagging all my beautiful mooties (if you got tagged twice please ignore), but if any of you don't like this kind of posts, feel free to ignore or even tell me to stop tagging you in the future. no pressure to respond at all. i love you all mooties 🙃
mmmm username lore for me is pretty straight forward i'm thinking. what does the will graham man like? dogs. mutts. y'know. that's all. hehe.
i'm tagging [no pressure as always. if you don't want me to tag you please tell me, i'll remember.] @pesky--dust @shagaraldurr @armadillocrossing @aaeeaaeaeaeaaeeea @anothergayghoul
got tagged by both @grahamsmutt and @frederickchiltonsdivacup for this! thanks so much yall! it was nice to see in my notifs for my little check ins! (busy this summer, can only check in every so often lol)
i chose armadillocrossing because animal crossing is one of my favorite games so i chose ‘crossing’ from that but i chose “armadillo” because the day i made my ao3- which has the same username- there were armadillos underneath my porch:) and then they became my favorite animal lol
tagging: @willgrahamforever @the-cookie-monster-tm @wills-right-shoulder (absolutely no pressure! let me know if you don’t want a tag!)
i spent hours at the beach today, went home and took a shower, ate lasagna, and then i fell asleep on the couch and now i’m up at 3 am reading fanfiction
i hung out with my friend- who’s more like another brother, everyone was convinced we were twins growing up- who’ve i’ve known since we were kids, his brothers, a couple of their friends and their girlfriends, and we spent the entire time just bowling and talking about everything from ao3, life, school, religion, and dogs.
one of them i met LOVES hannibal AND i found out one of my friends gf KNOWS A GUY WHO GOT MARRIED TO ANOTHER GUY HE MET ON HANNIBAL TUMBLR
we played tons of dumb games and pictionary and had greasy pizza and talked about life and markiplier
we’re all going to hang out more over the summer but i genuinely loved today.
it was just being with friends who are family, new friends i got to meet, and i will forever love the human experience because i truly believe that people were brought on this earth to love other people and being around those that make me happy and make the world brighter truly does feel that way
maybe i’m a sap, maybe i’m an optimistic person, but today was beautiful and i’m so excited to go bowling again
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hmmmmmmmmm this is so hard for me you have NO IDEA because i love a good sweet treat.
let’s see, if i’m going to the movies i’m getting the sour patch watermelons, if i’m at a grocery store it’s gonna be a kitkat, and i LOVE dark chocolate bars with caramel inside-
OOOH WAIT
ice cream coffee drink (there’s gotta be an actual name but idk it)
i’ve been drinking café bustelo since i was little because it’s #latin culture and something i do when i want a sweet treat but also coffee is i take 1 scoop of vanilla ice cream and brew a cup of coffee over it and then a SPLASH a TINY LITTLE SPLASH of a flavor too it. it’s SO GOOD and so warm and so delicious. having one after writing while it’s raining and a dumb show is on is SO comforting
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hello beloved mutuals and friends!!!! i will not be as active these upcoming weeks due to life/things going on IN my life- but i will try to interact when i can because i love you all!!!!! if you don’t see me spamming as per usual, and haven’t seen it, it’s because ive been busy! i’ll miss you all and can’t wait to get back to mt regularly scheduled insane screen time lol
pro tip: if walking to and from a restaurant to pick up dinner you should check weather because you might get stuck walking in a thunderstorm with no umbrella
