Arlyn Gayloa

Whenever the topic is all about family, I become quiet, weak, and sad. It's just that I don't feel the love inside our home. Almost every week, our home is messy. The people here are problematic. There are times when I thought that I just want to leave in this house and live all by myself in peace but I cannot do that. My ideal type of family is to have a responsible father who guide us and think about us as his children because I don't have one. I just want a happy family that values and respects each other, protects the peace of home.

The result of my love language test was "quality time" which is true because I really love spending my time with the person I love. I don't care about gifts, or whatsoever. Presence and time is enough for me because I feel prioritise and secure whenever I am with the person I want to be with. With that, I can get to know him more and understand him better.

Being a Leader

When I am with the people I like, having someone to talk to, playing games too, petting my cat, and so much more. But I think that's just for entertainment. What really makes me happy is that I am alone by myself, having a rest, or a "me" time to think and relax. Set asides problems and just enjoy life. Being peaceful and away from home. Why am I happy? it's because I don't need to deal with people and waste my energy to them. I just want to move out and start a peaceful life where no one can find me.

Why is the brain considered as superior even to the most powerful computer? That is because the brain is capable of creating things that you may think is impossible. It also holds a lot of informations, details, ideas, and concepts that we cannot imagine. Human brain are more powerful than computers at tasks that are not easily broken into simple steps. Computers cannot hold informations the way we do because it cannot operate without our knowledge and skills.

It is possible that our two brain hemisphere works together since they're connected and shares information to each other. It may be that our learning ability will be more functional and more efficient since our brain works double.

When things get too rough here in the house, I usually lay down in bed and play online games. I consider it as a positive stress since it helps me calm down and releases my stress in the game. There are also times when I can't help but to cry my frustration in life and do nothing. I overthink everything that is happening, why is this like this? Why am I like this? Do I deserve this? Things like that. But I am grateful enough to have someone to talk to when this happens and I feel a lot better after letting it all out.

Stress is a trash of our lives; we all generate it, but if we don't dispose of it properly, it will pile up and overtake our lives. It might destroy the life we built but we should still remember that there are really things that we cannot control or make it stop. Stay calm, smile, breath, go slowly, and rest because things take time. Everything will be fine.

should not compare ourselves to become worse but instead we should compare ourselves to become a better person who inspires. Let's not allow negativity affect the way we act, we think, and we live. We should also remember to be strong enough in every situation we face in our life because it may make us or break us.

I met this person a year ago online, which I never expected. Our friendship is the same as with other people. We talked a lot online, we played games together and to put it simply, we did what friends usually do. Then, I became so comfortable with that person to the point that I never think of the words I say, I just keep spitting words, not knowing I was hurting that person. I am very selfish, I only think about myself and that's when I realised while I was listening to the song "Forgiveness by Matthew West", I was moved and that I was too hard to understand for other people or even myself, I don't understand. Maybe I should keep it easy and relax. I still didn't ask for forgiveness but that person said "It is okay", but I know that it is not. I just thought that the song fits perfectly to what I think and what I feel right now.

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"You are brave enough to forgive those people who have hurt you in the past, be thankful instead as it became your strength to move forward and continue living life."