travelling alone changed how i want to treat myself: more kindly.

mas sanay ako na may kasama ako when I'm travelling -- so when I do it alone, hindi ako masyadong sanay kapag merong problema kasi other people used to handle it for me at go lang ako sa decisions nila.

I also have bad anxiety and I'm really good at worrying ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ // I went to baler alone during the holy week and I was worried I won't be able to go home ng lunes bc people were saying punuan yung mga bus at limited lang yung trips pauwi. Lahat maski online booking, wala. So I spent 1/2 of my stay there worried dahil wala akong dalang work laptop --- extending would've been okay kaso, wala nga Yung laptop! Hahahhaa

But I was able to go back home in time. 🌸🩷 Somebody said he prayed for me. Palaging blessed pa rin ako for having the people I have in my life with me kapag kailangan ko sila at maski hindi.

This trip was a gentle reminder that I'm restarting my life alone and that I should be nice to myself as maraming bagay na first time ulit para sa akin.

I hope you all had a peaceful holy week.

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