Aria The Calico

“why has discourse when you can has intercourse.”

This is so accurate. I had been writing them even before I knew about the term lol.

Lol I guess it is correct😅 because I do want everyone to chill out and stop being so fucking serious about fics, it’s just fics!

@selenophyyy thanks for tagging☺️

thank u for tag bae 😋 @cherryberrycheol

this is being targetted i fear

lowkey no idea what this means but it looks like a smut tag and i avoid smut so im laughing 😭 LMAOOOO

OH BOY, I LOVE MAKING MY BARBIES KISS

I know this wants a reaction out of me, and it isn't getting one

*sniffles*

I’ve been in questioning for a while now.

I identified as a lesbian from 6th grade to 7th grade. Then I came out as bisexual in 8th grade and I’ve been out as such since.

But as I reflect on my years as being a non-closeted bisexual, I notice that my attraction for women is a LOT more common and deeper than it would be for a guy. I mean it is a 1 in 2000 chance (i hate probability, i don’t know, the chance is slim) that I’d like a guy without having to hype myself up for it.

Like, I’ve dated guys before, but I’ve never been as comfortable with them as I would be if I was with my current girlfriend. I can’t see myself getting too intimate with a guy, or in general for that matter but that’s because I’m aceflux, but guys especially.

So I try and sit with the fact that I have been a lesbian all along. But then I see attractive guys, fictional or guys I see in real life. For example:

I knew this boy in 8th grade, when I first freshly came out as bisexual. He was an exchange student, very pretty, super intelligent and sweet. I had a huge crush on him and it showed through how my body reacted around him. But for some reason, he was the only case for this sort of thing. Any other guy I’ve dated, it didn’t illicit a huge, bodily reaction from me. It only gave me small butterflies.

But with girls, I get this big reaction almost all the time. My fave gets hot, I get nervous and it’s a mess of words whenever I try and speak. Boys though?

Can’t envision it anymore.

Am I bisexual with a heavy, HEAVY, female preference? Or a lesbian?

TL;DR —

but how i've always seen it, a label is just a label, you can be bisexual or lesbian but in the end the attraction you really feel is gonna be pretty unique to you

so if you want to find a word to describe your feelings, by all means do, it can probably be helpful when it comes to understanding yourself or finding community

I was actually forming/planning a series with a bunch of friends of mine