heartbreak girl.

i am not immune to the giant valentine bear aisle

ME

sometimes saying you deserve love or happiness or recovery feels so wrong and untrue that you don't want to say it. but you have to keep saying it. even when it feels like a lie. especially when it feels like a lie. and maybe you won't feel better right in that moment and maybe you'll feel hopeless and like relapsing or giving in to mean thoughts is inevitable but if you keep telling yourself that you deserve everything that those bad thoughts tried to take from you eventually it won't feel like a lie. eventually you will know it's true. recovery is hard as hell and you gotta push through some really persistent thoughts that'll tell you that things will never get better but you are heckin strong and one day you will see that it was worth it. one day you will realise that it was never a lie and you will be so proud of yourself. you just gotta keep trying.

touch starved on main. lovesick fool, absolutely begging for affection on main

I just need pretty little coffee shop dates and plenty of adventures that involve holding hands.