ever wonder WHY?

and it's taking a toll on me.

To beginnings and more~! Given the circumstances, our simple opening pushed thru. Coming days might be challenging because of the new normal, but we'll find ways to satisfy each K-ravings. We welcome the -ber months with hope, prosperity and prayer for everyone's protection. 화이팅! #arasssiii2020 (at Yeobo Mart) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEmOT0MneDr/?igshid=1roypqcm5adjw

Last night, I randomly missed traveling. I went over my past travel photos, and realize that I was so lucky to have travel to a lot of places before. Today, we went to a nearby destination. It was such a treat to go to somewhere new, after few months of being in quarantine. Welcoming August with full of hope!🤗 #arasssiii2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/CDViA6cHXTQ/?igshid=ugl7mll4wwu

Today marks the the start of the month June, the 6 of 12 months, half of the year. At the start of 2020, I prepared for a battle, but unlike the battles of the past years, this year was different. My being was challenged. In the past months, I try my best to cope with everything that has happened. I try to be positive to cope up. There are some days that I question a lot of things, but there are days that I get inspired. I read books, wrote some poems, recorded some songs, watched a lot of series, learned new recipes, put on make-up just because, daydreamed, catch up with friends, and I found myself doing something bit crazy, just to be sane. I try to take it day by day, task by task. My daily struggles are not yet over and the battle is half way too. I have a lot more to learn. Parading the collection of my made-up self is just a reflection of my coping up. I am just proud and thankful to myself, I am still here, I am still me.🥰 #arasssiii2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/CA5QGw1n95E/?igshid=fqst8orrm1yl

It feels good to see and talk to familiar faces and to celebrate the 12th year of #SHINee, or just to celebrate in general, or just to uplift our spirits, especially in the middle of this pandemic. I just needed it! #arasssiii2020 (at Bayombong, Nueva Vizcaya) https://www.instagram.com/p/CApGWR0nU8i/?igshid=idvqf9mp99lw

I turn to you when I want to escape.

#byara2020

A cover attempt of "All I Want" by Kodaline

So, I was thinking...#coviddiaries #arasssiii2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/B-_v_F2n_1X/?igshid=m5evdeazccxb

I feel the same way.😭

Happy Birthday Jonghyun! I miss you! I still get sad when I see old videos of you, my OT5. Hope you are overseeing us up there dear angel😇 Lots of ❤❤❤

Yep. Still GOLD!