Drawing this was my heavenly tribulation
Enjoy the fruits of my suffering
Misplaced Lens Cap
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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Drawing this was my heavenly tribulation
Enjoy the fruits of my suffering

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Decided my miis needed some culture
I love the LADS Photo Booth so much 😭😭😭 idk where else to share these but every time I log on I end up taking at least one of these pictures
I can’t be the first one to think of Hannibal/Phantom of the Opera AU. .. “Solve, my angel of murder”
slipping through my fingers

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There's a lot of competition, but this might just be my pick for Funniest Line In All Of MDZS
It doesn’t have to be much, just enough to get off the ground
So the thing about s5 Sam & Lucifer, right.
The thing is that all along the way in the Kripke era, Sam is the one who overwhelmingly has sympathy for monsters. It's clear that, whatever he may say, Sam sees himself in them. Knows that he is monstrous, other, and destined for something that is completely at odds with hunting. He's instinctively much better than Dean at identifying which monsters are actually dangerous, and which monsters are victims. He encourages other monsters to avoid killing humans when he thinks they can.
He's not perfect, and he's still a hunter. But in comparison to other hunters or even other humans, Sam employs a bit more nuance and empathy. Because either consciously or unconsciously he sees himself as one of them, or at least someone with real potential to become one of them. Whether he wants to be or not.
So while I like the s5 ending & I think it works well thematically for the larger arc of s1-5? I do think it ignores that there could have potentially been a different, and a lot more archetypal, type of ending. Or alternate path.
Where, instead of just pathologically pretending he has nothing in common with Lucifer and couldn't begin to understand him (an outright lie on every level). Sam instead engages with Lucifer empathetically, trying to convince HIM to see things from Sam's perspective. (This of course is based a bit more on a s5 Lucifer interpretation without the retcon they do to his character later. Unsurprisingly as a result, there are like, a hundred different early-2010s fics where Sam does just this.)
But it's pretty canonical that Lucifer sees s5 Sam and himself as the same, as two people who can easily identify with each other. He expects himself and Sam to be able to come to a mutual understanding based on intimately shared commonalities. And, despite Lucifer's hatred of humanity generally, it just... never really translates fully into his relationship with Sam. Either in s5, where Lucifer genuinely goes out of his way to try to do what he sees as helping and protecting Sam. Trying to give him justice and peace. Or even later, when he is grating and mean and dismissive. Even then, Lucifer's resentful fixation with Sam just... doesn't fall easily into a category of "everything human = worthless and irrelevant." Where Lucifer sees all of them as just boring indistinguishable clones of one another.
He can't really see it that way or believe it. Because at the end of the day, that's not how he actually sees Sam. Based upon his actions.
When you look at him canonically, at his absolute worst, he needs Sam to play along, and not challenge him on his hatred and dismissal of humanity. He can't authentically maintain it singlehandedly, if even just on the inside. At his best, Lucifer barely seems to even care about actually hating humanity in practice. And mostly a lot more concerned about how he's been trapped into this role by God's unalterable forces of destiny.
There is definitely a world in which Sam could have at least tried to turn Lucifer to a different path. Especially considering Lucifer never really wanted to do the whole Michael apocalypse showdown anyway, and went out of his way to try to convince Michael maybe they should just not.
Even in s5, Lucifer is not always like, nice. He's not a peak example of emotional maturity. But he's also not committed to destruction for its own sake, and he's not above wanting to seek out peace with people he cares about. And that could have, and arguably did once, include Sam the human.
So yeah. In a world where Sam wasn't primed to reject every monstrous influence in his life, all because of what had just gone down with Ruby? In a world where Sam was able to see past his own defensive anger, his sudden rejection of anything Other (even when it was quite literally a reflection in the mirror)?
Sam might well have actually tried to connect with the Devil. Challenge him right back. And I'd argue there's a very good chance this could have worked

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So um I had this crazy fucking dream about LADS right before I woke up (see attached image of my “weird dreams” notes app note)
I don’t know why Sylus was the villain other than I remember thinking “oh he’s tall and kind of scary looking with his vampire outfit”
Also I think the point of MC being old was that Rafayel was an immortal/didn’t age and she remembered him from their childhood when they met but used magic to disguise herself as a younger woman to see him, thinking he wouldn’t want anything to do with her anymore otherwise
I’m not sure why Rafayel was a cat boy. Honestly that is my biggest ??? ? At this point
I also play the game with the Chinese voices so it was going back and forth in my dream between calling them their English names and their Chinese names 😭 like when Sylus broke into the palace and came to capture Rafayel, Rafayel called him “Qin Che” but MC always called the by their English names. Anyways the dream was very compelling. It sounds less and less so the more I write it out but whatever I’ve already gone this far
Ok but I’m kind of crazy about how Dean swearing obedience to Heaven and the angels has the unintended effect of sort of putting him in Castiel’s shoes. Like there’s this one scene where Zachariah is basically like “you swore to obey us so you better fuck off and obey” and Dean and Cas make eye contact over his shoulder and have one of their little silent conversation things (props to Misha and Jensen by the way) and then Castiel looks down and won’t meet his eyes. I just imagine that conversation to be half Dean looking at Cas for help and Castiel being like “there’s nothing I can do” and half Dean being like “is this what it’s always like for you?” with Cas breaking eye contact as confirmation.
Old drawings of dad Shen Jiu and son Shen Yuan :)
in a phoenix mood againn yay yippeee
A Couple of Helpful Resources for making Scum Villain Fanworks All in one Spot
Disclaimers - If your resource is here and you would like for me to remove it or change something related to it, just lmk and I will do so as soon as possible! I did as well as I could to make sure these resources are reliable, but if you notice something is off, please lmk! Feel free to add other resources in the reblogs :)
1. The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System Timeline by VagabondDawn on ao3
2. svsss canon log by allpiesforourown on Tumblr/Google Doc
3. [Guide] The Scum Villain's Self Saving System by Jin_Mitel on ao3
(^^ An Index of Jin_Mitel's other guides, many look useful for this purpose/others are scum villain focused! Find them at A Guide to Fictions)
4. Guide of Locations in Scum Villain Self-Saving System by misfitmonarchy and stardust_falling on ao3
5. A Partial Beastiary for Chinese Mythology and Folklore by PyrrhaIphis on ao3
6. Guide to Writing Scum Villain (or XianXia and XuanHuan in general) by velveteentuzhi on ao3
7. Stallion Novels: A Guide by ibex_ascendant on ao3
8. Chinese Names + Naming Resources by lingxhr on Tumblr (Useful for OCs!)
9. Chinese Naming Basics for Fanfiction Writers by miqqumi on ao3 (Danmei/SVSSS Specific! Useful for honorifics! Contains a long list of resources for this subject)
10. How to Name your Chinese Characters by drwcn on Tumblr (Useful for OCs!)
11. ziseviolet on Tumblr (For hanfu fashion history, explanations, and inspo! A lot of helpful history and cultural information/resources as well! Extremely helpful, see their masterposts on their blog to start)
Ziseviolet's masterposts one and two
12. peekofhistory on Tumblr (Really incredible history/arts/crafts/guqin making and lessons(!!)/culture resource! Highly recommend to check them out!)
(Guqin Masterpost from peekofhistory)

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