There he was. Back to his old self for just a moment, in the briefest smile, and then it was gone again. You donât know that. He was right, the bite behind that statement almost making him grimace, but he knew where Ara was coming from. This was heavy, he was young, it was all a very delicate subject. âAra, itâs not a problem. Iâm glad you came to me.â Everything was even, everything was calm, every word was as rational as he could be about all of this.Â
He could panic about it when Ara left, and he did indeed plan to.Â
âI agree completely, youâre the one who has to tell her.â Which felt controversial to say, Leighton had half a mind to offer to tell her if he really felt he couldnât do it, but he doubted it would help. Thatâs not what this was, Ara wasnât coming to him to ask him to fix things for him and he didnât think he really felt comfortable involving himself in such a personal matter. No, Ara had to do this for himself, Lia deserved to hear it from him, this wasnât something he was about to walk into the middle of. âItâll be best coming from you. She might not appreciate it in the moment, but I think sheâll come around.âÂ
It all felt too familiar, like some kind of deja vu that heâd rather not think about. Saying words heâd parrot to himself after heâd made his decisions. Sheâll come around, yes he was always hoping someone would come around.Â
Now wasnât the time to tell the other that he could sympathize with him over a broken family. Not when he was holding onto hope that this could still be fixed. At least between brother and sister, the pack wasâŚHe actually was more than a little disappointed in them. Lia needed help, she was one of them, why werenât they helping her? âBut youâre not on your own with this. Not this part at least.âÂ
Araâs logic made sense, not wanting to tell her until he could offer her a solution. It was some kind of curse, curses could be broken. âGood news is Corinth is certainly the right place to find someone to undo it.â Neither of the two of them had any means of doing so on their own, which meant they needed to bring someone else into this. It was his turn to sigh, reach to run his fingers through the front of his hair out of habit.Â
âCan I ask why theyâre not helping her?â It almost sounded like a hesitant plea, he didnât know if he wanted to know.
In his flawed, fucked up and self-sacrificing way, he tried to do what he thought was right. For the first time in his life now, he questioned if, perhaps, his acts of selflessness were, in reality, completely selfish? Even when trying to find penitence, he was burdening someone else. But, he was cooling down, the fire of dread heâd felt earlier had lowered to a small simmer in the pit of his stomach. Leighton was a friend, he should of known heâd react the way he did, âThanks Leighton, I really appreciate it.â he rubbed the back of his neck, letting out a heavy sigh, releasing the breath heâd been holding, trying to relax at last.Â
Ara definitely had to be the one to tell her, heâd been the one who decided to keep her in the dark. The one who had been giving her the cold shoulder, it would only make sense that he told her that he was the one who ruined her life. âYeah.â However, tempting it was to ask someone to do it for him, he knew it wasnât right, and he might even loathe himself more should it ever come to that. âThis is more than some petty sibling rivalry, as much as I want to agree with you Leighton,â he took a deep sigh, âI donât think sheâll ever come around.â had he been in her position, he wouldnât be able to forgive that.Â
There was a kindness in Leightonâs voice, a gentleness like the surface of water, a voice of one who laughed with ease and saw people under their behavior; a soul-connector. But Leighton was like the ocean, a calmness brushing like tides on the shore, and Ara couldnât help but wonder what lurks beneath those waves. Youâre not on your own. No, he supposed he wasnât, not anymore. He offered a half-hearted smile towards his friend, rubbing the back of his neck, âYouâre right; but I donât even know where to begin...Corinth Bay is big. Itâs like looking for a needle in a hay stack.âÂ
A long time ago, the pack explained why they couldnât find a cure for the curse laid on Lia, they weighed the pros and cons and decided it was a risk they couldnât take. âItâs complicated --â he trailed off trying to figure out the right words. â-- Itâs not that donât want to help. Just the risk of Lia dying during the process is too great.â he let out a heavy sigh. âI donât want Lia to die, but I think we have to at least try.âÂ
Ara stood up, about ready to take his leave. He felt a little better, and he certainly didnât want to burden Leighton even more than he had already. Leighton was a good friend, perhaps one of his best friends, suddenly looking forward for the next long hike they would undoubtedly take together again, âIf I could, I would take the curse for her. It was mine in the first place, I just want her to be happy again.â