How Would You Like To Be Saved?

Life Update, lately.

I apologize if I always blame you for the things that you didn’t do. I apologize if I torture you with all the thoughts of not being enough, even if it wasn’t your call to take. I am in the process of knowing better and I swear that if I ever reach the maturity I was eyeing for, you wouldn’t have to go through all the torments anymore. I promise that one day, I’m gonna be so full that no matter how many people take a part of me, I will still stay full. I’m gonna love myself so much that healing will be my response to all things that are intending to hurt me. I will be the best version of myself, for you in the future. As for now, hold on so dearly and don’t let the madness of the world take advantage of your innocence. I know how hard it has been for you to hold on and keep your line but please don’t you ever change yourself to accommodate others. Please don’t stop being kind and never regret being good to others.

So, no, you can’t just enter my life like how he did and leave me just as how he left. I’m not allowing you to. 

LET’S SEE! <3

I hope you are all well. :) 

Let’s see where this is heading. I’m seriously hoping and praying this could work. It’s been a while since I went out romantically with another guy that I kind of forgot how it feels like having someone check up on you.

But whoever I am now, I’m happy about who I turned out to be.