𝕯𝖎𝖊𝖘 𝖎𝖗𝖆𝖊

is a museum

of natural disasters

can you grasp

conversations we will

never have,

I dream of memories

we will never make,

I dream of you

and I don’t

know if I will

ever see

you again.”

and I don’t know why

you just suddenly

disappeared on me

without any sign,

you walked past me

like I wasn’t there

and pretended

like you didn’t

I felt empty

I felt hurt

I felt sad

but you

didn’t care

because you left

out of nowhere,

the same game

only to see

we can be whoever

we are together

gives me joy

to know

that I can finally

be myself around

“Time feels

slow nor fast with you

the air feels more

subtle on the lungs

living seems more

pure with

you around

you

because you see me

like no one else does

and it learned me

how to love myself

and see who

I am

i’m seeing the colors

I forgot that

we’ve done and

we’re still just

around each other

seeing versions

we wouldn’t show

to anyone else

but

there’s nothing between us

but we both know that’s

not true at all

because every time

I see you

my heart opens itself

again without even

with each other

and then we stop

going back to just

friends but also friends

who are more, quite

everything was black and grey before

he is colour when your eyes are closed

he’ll fill your lungs with flames

he’ll teach your veins how to carry blood

he’ll whisper to your heart,

I can’t take love that is

accompanied by pain

I just can’t take

watching another person

I love walk away, I want

they bloom

once they’re ready

so don’t expect

her to bloom

just because

she’s with you,

she has to

do that

how to love

when you’re

the one that

made me

doubt myself

so much that

I don’t know

how to