in case you forgot.

anyways, so um. i’ve been thinking a lot. mainly (and very randomly), about this here blog and kingdom hearts in general and how much i’ve missed independent roleplay in the kh world and how much my dear Aqua loved orange juice and it’s all just kinda too much haha. i made this here shitty account at least five or six years ago as a little dweeb and even though i’ve reached some pretty cool life milestones and moved on from this blog, i still hold all of these memories near and dear to me? it’s pretty hard to let go.

and while it is currently two in the morning and i have no idea what the fuck i’m saying and this blog is actually kinda atrocious to look at and i’ll regret this in a month maybe, i’ve made the executive decision amongst me and my brain...to archive this blog (as if i haven’t already lol). the reason? well, half the people i even originally roleplayed with have either moved on to other blogs/life things or fucking deleted anyway, and the main reason i even made this blog deactivated a shit long fucking time ago. shout out to ask-axel, y’all. but i also just...there’s so many good memories here. messy memories, but good ones. and reading through all the fun threads i had and amazing dashboard convos and brilliant fucking bonds i made with some awesome roleplayers back in 2011-2012, i kinda miss all of that? maybe even a lot?

again, i have NO IDEA what i’m doing rn but i really just wanna start over. nice and simple and clean slate, and i guess shimmy back into rping as Aqua. i wasn’t exactly the best or the most accurate, and i was a shit fucking writer five years ago, but for some reason this blog cannot leave my mind. it’s been about a month already. i’ve tried everything.

so. if anyone who was alive in this joyous times happens to come across this, hello my little angel muffin omg!! but i also kinda doubt it. but also if anyone from the golden days is out there, feel free to hit me up honestly. cause i wanna come back, but i also am not sure if this is an Impulse Decision or not. seriously, how do i roleplay. is this thing even on.