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4.11.15 <3

Hey baby!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! Can you believe how fast the time has went by? I can't. It seems like only yesterday we were walking over the Hudson for the first time, giggling with each other like we had known each other forever. That's one of the millions of reasons why I love you so. We instantly clicked. It just made sense, being with you. A certain comfortability I had yet to ever experience before. I just knew that this was special, that this doesn't happen everyday. You're beautiful. You're perfect. You're my dream girl. I wish I could be with you today, but the universe sought otherwise. There's a reason for this and I think it's to save my life. I need this help badly, and with that we will be able to go on together forever just as we planned. One day we're gonna look back on these hard months apart and smile, knowing that together we're invincible. We're gonna get through this baby. Let's prove to the world that this love is unbreakable. We've made it so far already and we won't ever stop. I hope you went out and did something for yourself today. You deserve to treat yourself, you're worth it. So very worth it. If I could, I'd go out and grab every star from the night sky, and put them in a jar. You could put it on your night stand and remember just how amazing and bright our love shines. I LOVE YOU!!!!! Forever and always baby!!!! 💖💖😘😘💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Love, Anthony P.s. I STILL LOVE YOU MORE!! ;) P.p.s. No, you're never gonna win 😘

Hey baby! I hope you're holding up alright. I'm probably not. I miss you so much. I wish I could be holding you, with your face snuggled up on my neck. The thought of you never leaves my mind. Your perfect smile, your mesmerizing eyes, that laugh that makes the world a little brighter. Remember to smile. It's good for you. And make it a real smile. Think of the times at dutchess, laying in the field with me. Kissing each other like we'd never get to again. Laughing with each other without a care in the world. That long walk to see each other, thinking of that amazing hug and kiss when we finally met up. Think of those things and smile with your heart. And know that this is only temporary. Soon enough we will be back in each others arms where we belong. Everything is going to be alright. I love you to death baby. You're my world. My life would cease to exist without you and that's never going to change. Forever and always baby!! 💖😘💜 Love, Anthony P.s. Yes I still love you more ;)

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I love you baby. More than you could possibly ever imagine. Just know that in your heart. And know that no matter what, we'll be okay baby. We're gonna get through this. I love you babe. Forever and always 😘😍💖