f i r s t p e r s o n p o v

Having no fucking choice is just fucking sad.

Thought I was more stable today

i most definitely ruined it, right? i'm a fucking failure.

the worst have come, what to expect next?

my breakdowns are probably what comforts me the most

been crying a lot recently

who would’ve thought I’d keep something this dark?

I never had a go to person. I love and hate it.

I feel shit and I hate it.

Ilang beses pa ba patutunayan ng mundo na hindi tayo para sa isa't isa?

I wasn’t serious. I guess we are never meant to be.

I can believe you, but I choose not to.

I know you. I think this is not the first time we saw each other. I just don’t clearly remember.

It would be amazing if I could at least say 'good night'