Hi, I’m Collin (he/they, white) and I don’t know who I am. I write and draw things occasionally. Previously @lastyoungrene-gay-de Let me know if you need anything tagged.
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Thanks @carlos-in-glasses and @actuallylemon for the tags! He's the last snippet from stargazing 2.0 before posting, which should happen in the next few days since I finished the first draft last night!
“Papá, you knowed Momma?” he asked. Carlos’ heart sank a bit. They’d gotten the mood back on track after the butt situation, and this was a heavy topic the few times it had come up since Jonah had come home with them. Carlos raised his hand to run it over Jonah’s hair.
“Yeah, mijo, I knew your momma,” he said.
“Did you like her?”
Carlos smiled sadly. “Yeah,” he said. “Yeah, I did. She was a very wonderful, special person who loved you and TK very, very much.”
Jonah blinked and was quiet for a moment like he was trying to understand the gravity of Carlos’ words. He didn’t seem to really grasp it, though, because he turned back to TK.
“What else happened?” he asked. That was fine. Probably for the best, Carlos decided.
gonna tag @pimento-playing-hopscotch and leave an open tag!
I love fanfiction because sometimes The Character needs to be held gently and sometimes they need to be beaten to death with a club. and you 🫵 can make both of those happen. for free
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Good morning everyone! This is from a fic coming soon, in which Jonah might be hiding something... 🧡
Jonah wriggles out of TK’s arms. He presses his hands over his mouth, but he can’t hold back a shrieking cackle. TK laughs because Jonah is being goofy, but he looks at Carlos curiously.
“What’s so funny?” TK asks.
“I don’t know…Nothing!” Jonah shouts.
“He’s been in a super happy mood all afternoon,” Carlos says, returning TK’s confused gaze. “I don’t know why.”
“Can I play on my swing?” Jonah shouts again joyfully, as if he’s only just realized they have a grand swing set in their backyard. “Can I? Please?”
Carlos looks at Jonah with a sympathetic smile. “I was thinking you could do with a nap, cinnamon roll.”
Jonah glares back like he’s being a total killjoy. “Papa, I’m not a baby.”
Carlos turns to TK, who shrugs. It’s ultimately a good thing if Jonah wants to tire himself out on the swing.
“Okay, go on.” TK steps out of the way to let Jonah run off.
“I know what you’re going to say,” Carlos starts once Jonah has thudded away through the kitchen.
TK folds his arms. “How much sugar did you give him?”
“He was having these random bouts of hyperactivity before any sugar, I swear.”
“So, your solution was to get him a milkshake?” TK sits down wearily on the stairs.
“It’s a hot day!” Carlos retorts. “And he needs his calcium.”
TK rolls his lips and holds up his left pinky. “You know he’s got you wrapped around this, right?”
“Oh yeah?” Carlos raises an eyebrow. He takes a step up on the stairs so he’s looming over TK, and grabs his hand. Leaning down, he puts TK’s little finger in his mouth slowly, sucks on it. “And what’s around your finger?”
“Shut up,” TK laughs despite himself, and folds like a cheap suit when Carlos kisses his neck.
Thank you for the tag @carlos-in-glasses! Chapter 3 of Otherside of the Game is fully drafted! Just needs to be edited... Luckily that is my favorite part :)
“Let me guess, you wanna buy Carlos flowers to make up for the fact that you and Marj went rogue and started your own amateur investigation into his case?” Paul holds a pink flower up to his nose and raises a challenging eyebrow at TK.
“No,” TK scoffs.
“Come on, TK,” Marjan prods. “You’re getting him guilt flowers.”
“They’re not guilt flowers.”
“Oh yeah? How many times have you gotten him flowers unprompted?”
He pauses. She’s got him there.
“They’re guilt flowers.”
He can’t remember either of them ever getting each other flowers. Their love languages have always skewed closer towards acts of service, like a back rub or a home cooked meal, or Carlos bringing home random knick knacks from Buc-ee's and TK filling the cabinet with fun new snacks from H-Mart.
“I’m actually not sure if Carlos even likes flowers.”
“Everyone likes flowers,” Marjan says encouragingly.
“We’ve always had houseplants. And the herb garden…” He scrunches his nose. “Wait, are flowers different from plants?”
“Yes,” Paul calls from across the aisle.
“Don’t listen to him,” Marjan says. “You’ve been married to Carlos for years, TK, I’m sure you can find something he’ll like.”
Marjan hovers behind as TK starts moving down the aisle, he has no idea what he’s doing but picking out flowers for Carlos can’t be that hard. He likes a minimalist aesthetic and clean lines, so TK grabs a handful of white lilies, a few creamy off-white tube-shaped flowers. Maybe he can find something dark for accent…
“No,” Marjan says, grabbing the flowers from his hands and going to put them back.
“What the hell, Marj?”
“These are funeral flowers, dummy.”
“There are special flowers for funerals?”
Paul’s sigh practically has an echo.
“Sorry! I’m gay, not Bobby Berk!”
“There’s a whole flower language,” Marjan says. She’s clearly trying to bite back a laugh. “Everybody knows that.”
“Well, I didn’t get the memo. And I’m pretty sure Carlos didn’t either.”
“Nope.” She says when he reaches for a bunch of cheerful yellow carnations. “Those mean rejection.”
“He would definitely get that memo,” Paul muses quietly.
Next he learns that orange lilies mean hatred. Petunias are a symbol of anger.
“Who is out there buying people hate flowers?” TK asks, bewildered.
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Your perspectives matter. Your representation matters. You are not bothersome for demanding equal treatment in fandom. It is not your responsibility to make fandom more welcoming and inclusive to you. It is not your sole responsibility to create all of the Black-centered content. You are not "ruining" anyone's fun for demanding better for yourself, and anyone who says otherwise can go fuck themselves. Any fandom worth being a part of should have no room for racism in it.
Black people in fandom, you are wanted. You are needed. You are loved and appreciated. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
And since they don't get told it near enough, thank you, Black women especially!!!
anyway all the people losing their minds over the mlb enforcing uniform policies over the giants players messing with their pride night hats by writing bible verses on them would lose their minds if someone wrote a bible verse about not killing people on the military appreciation day hats. but theyre fine with this bc we all know it’s about disrespecting gay people
i think im gonna try ellipsus for writing for a while. libre office has been a great word alternative but i think writing on paper when im not at my computer and typing it all up when i get home from work at night is seriously slowing down my writing process. i LOVE writing on paper but i think the slowness of it rn is having an impact on my mental health when i look back at how much i feel like i write compared to how much i actually write bc im essentially writing everything twice. it’s great for a first round of editing when i go to type something up and go “hey that’s weird i should rephrase that” but i think i need to reprioritize for a bit and see if it helps
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Sometimes things are about transgender men. Sometimes we are in fact primary targets of bigotry. Sometimes transphobic policy is created with us in mind. Sometimes you need to center our voices. Sometimes you actually need to listen to us. Sometimes you need to have some basic decency and listen to us. Sometimes you have to consider we exist. Sometimes you need to have some basic decency and stop using us as punching bags. Sometimes you need to have some basic decency and uplift us. Sometimes you need to stop being a terrible person for a single minute. Sometimes you need to stop being transphobic. Sometimes you need to stop being transphobic. Sometimes you need to stop being transphobic. For just a moment. Please.
Also. When things are about trans men it is not about cis men or woman. Stop expecting us to suck it up and pretend to be cis men. Stop expecting us to constantly center cis women in our own issues. Sometimes things are about TRANS men.
And when things are about trans men you need to actually say it. We are transgender men. When a trans man does something you need to call him a trans man, not a trans person. When something targets us, you need to say its (primarily) targetting trans men, not trans people. When it's about us let it be about us. Stop contributing to the endless tradition of transmasc erasure. Do better.
sometimes i feel bad for annoying my cat bc he’s a much smaller creature than me and he’s his own being and im constantly picking him up and hugging him and he’s never too excited about it. but then i remember he is, in fact, his own being with claws and he’s not using them so he can’t be too upset by me grabbing the tips of his ears and moving them in little circles
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