Apple Seed Baby

I'm not someone who normally writes how I feel like this

but it feels like everyone has moved on like you didn't exist

like everytime I see the planning, the furniture, your room

now back to storage for material junk

with my dreams lingering like a ghost

like you didn't matter

like you were not love and hope incarnate

to me, you were, and still matter to me

I am sorry I bever got to meet you, but I will always love you

and we met in our own way

and I know you happened

even if everyone else has forgotten

and I still mourn you

watching a star be created

and burn out

has been devestating

and no one sees it

I have lost a lot of things

you were one of the most important

♡♡♡my future child is going to be so so loved♡♡♡