Down to Get Faded

I’m finally back and glad to be here! Come talk to me!

I missed being here! But I’m back!

I appreciate your concern. I definitely was starting to loose it but I’m okay now. I witnessed my ex have a psychotic break due to alcohol and it’s not fun to watch someone go through, I’m sorry that you all went through that. I’m glad things are better now though! And I’ll keep that in mind, I can usually handle it pretty well though. Thanks again and you too friend 😁

I’d love that! Hit me up when you’re on here! I’m always looking for friends and people who understand 😊

Thank you! You are too sweet! 💕

I’m always taking questions! Ask away! 😁

Thank you! That’s definitely true and I appreciate it. When I’m too strung out I’m not my best self though so I try to avoid that. I don’t ever want to lose myself.

I appreciate your concern. I honestly feel the same but once I tried it my brain always wanted more. I usually can control myself but sometimes I need to just let go. I’m planning on moving away from here though and maybe one day I’ll be satisfied enough with life I don’t crave this self destruction anymore.

I’m glad to hear that but also sorry you feel the same. It’s always good to know you’re not alone though.

And thank you you are too kind 😊

After the boi got me low I remembered how much more I prefer being high. I smoked crystal for the first time in forever. Oh my god, I feel amazing. I’m tingling and so happy. I remember why I loved this. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. I said I’d do one hit and ended up doi f so much more. It’s so fun to smoke and it feels so good. I love Tina so much I can’t even explain it. It’s been so long. Oh my god. Wow. 🤪

This is not good. I’m on call today but I can’t help myself. It might just be a little bit but it should be none. I’m teetering on the top of a slippery slope, risking ruining my life and everything I’ve worked for but the drugs are just so enticing. I can’t get them out of my head and now I have access again idk if I can say no.

I spent the last 4 years working on getting into grad school. Got accepted. And immediately went looking for some H. I miss this and I miss hanging out with people who got it. I’m just worried about how tempted I am to use this H to help me be able to go back to the crystal and how fucking much I want to put a needle in my arm. I guess we’ll see how this goes.

I’m high so of course I took pictures. And I apparently love photosets. I should probably post something other than selfies but I have no life and I actually tried  to look cute today and I feel pretty atm so idc.

I mean I could always use money but I’m not sure what you’re talking about or asking for. Is this the bat signal? Wait, do you want me to post a literal bat signal? I'm sorry I'm confused.

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