felicja

God forbid a girl be both kind and full of rage.

soon I will be euthanized due to my various behavioral issues and also they just don’t like me

a lot of writing is sort of watching the film in your head like oh sorry can’t write the chapter yet i have to repeat hallucinate the dialogue first

huh. i am both wound and blade. neat.

huh. i am both wound and blade. neat.

i just wanna do nothinggggg 😭😭😭😭😭 which is like what im already doing but i wanna do it in a way that doesnt actively ruin my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

this is my one wild and precious life fucckkkkkkk fuckkkkkk fucckcckkkkkkk

me doing the bare minimum on my dr intros because i don’t wanna explain my personal life in depth

never "look inside" yourself btw i just tried it and there was already someone in there looking back it was so awkward

Just saw my doctor type "FUCKED FOR LIFE" on my chart then he turned the screen away and stopped making eye contact with me

i’ve been feeling like a loser because well i’ve been engaging in loser behaviour and activities like not looking after myself